hoho. third post of the day. haha. ((: sry lahs. haha.

hmms. went out to meet my mum at town just now. so qiaoo saw nicholas eveline and siaun at je. they were heading to raffles so we took the train tgt lo. yeps. haha. funny shit lahs. crapped with them and xiasway on the train. haha. xp i think eveline`s phone rather cool lehh ! k7ooi. but aiyah, shall be loyal to my phone. ((: hiakk`

so yeahs. went to taka to eat. ajisen ! dongdonggg. haha. veh full lehhs. and there was this two ladies from dont know shanghai or szechuan lahs. wasted ALOT of food. haha. so wastedd lo. should charge them extra money. blahh. =p

den we went shopping ! hooray ! haha. bought a new skirt from OP andd anklet too. lalaa. oh ya. we spent ALOT at watson. 1oo plus lehs. piang. i never buy so much from watsons before. hohoho. but taka`s watsons is really BIIGGG. haha. ((: vehh nice lehhh. and i bought ALOT of chocolates ! yayy ! hahaha. tiramisu somemore lehhs. im happyyy ! hooray. haha. (((:

den we walked to wisma lahs. and we just shopped around lo. yeahs. went to eat some light stuff at the "cafe" down outside wisma. next to the carlsberg. not bad lehs. the banana split rocks. and the chicken caesar salad rocks too. darn. gonna gain more weight like this. HOHO. xp

decidedd to head home cos was tired le lahhs. haha. yays. im happy. shall go pack my stuff ltr. haha.

prong*
IM SORRY BELOVED. HAHA. duibuqii lahs. i promise i swear that i WILL go down nxt sat alright ? dont shenqi yah. haha. still have ur present with me ehh. LOL. ((: i love you ! hoho.

new layout. comments pls. its still under construction tho. haha.

gah ! so ytd was ms ong last day. sighs. veh sad lehhs. i really dont wanna her to leave ! if the next eng teacher that comes in is SHIT, im just gonna transfer school. haha. xp i guess the whole of 3o6 would do the same too. haha. so we just like took pictures and made jiafu do the imitations one last time for betty lo. i recorded it down. HOHO. ((:

was really dead ytd in school. simply dont have the mood to talk and stuff. was just simply dead and tired lahs. darn. dont even know why i so tired. not as if i like everyday sleep only at 3 or 4 am in the morning mahh. XP haha. -shrugs. so yeahs. was really SLOW also lahs. and i think i made zhong dulan agn. haha. sorry lah dude. my fault. forgive me ehh. haha. xp

hmm. regainedd all my energy after a sleep during lunch. wahh. SO SHUANG LAH. i thought i slept for an hour or smth can. super cool. haha. xp vehh long never sleep in class le lehhh. haha. geog was alright. crappedd with jiafu agn. haha. stupidd guy. and we fought after school. he took my books and threw them into dustbin ! grr. haha. but his books werent spared by me either. ((: haha. and we started fighting with broomsticks. gah ! siaun dint help me ! haha. scream like hell. haha.

bettyong came up after school. and yichong did one last entertaining imitation of teachers for her. awwww. xp

went library in evening to study. couldnt concentrate anw. aiyah. watever lahs. went home soon also. haha.

gah ! talking to darren and eewen now. haha. super lame lehh. LOL. xp botox. hahaha.

hmmm. was super mood-less todae. [ NOTE. i mentioned MOODLESS not SIAN. see zhong ? heh =p ] yehs. so was really tiredd also lahh. dont ask me why. haha. gah ! i need to wake up earlier lahs. if not one day i`ll just get booked lehh. hengg todae was wet weather programme. hmms. FINALLY GOT THE INITIAL D book from du. and CO7. haha. like finally after 98312654 years. hahaha. xp

ehh. humanities day. veh boring lah. was really really falling asleep during history. wanted to die. haha. was sitting next to wenhui, front of anjo and claudd. cos harp ppl went for their syf. hmms. hope they did well ehh. (: yepps. managed to get through history. was SS next. aiyah, that 2 hours were simply tortorous. HOHO. oops. but content was interesting lahs. just couldnt perk up thats all. gah ! we went madd during lunch. with ruenn sheng. hahaha. mad dog vs mad dogs. LOL. battle. lame lah. LOL. went down to canteen with hwq and wh after that.

eng was next. FINALLY WE SEE BETTY ! gosh. think everyone missed her like hell lah ! her last day is like tmr ? piang. really dont want her to leave lehs. think im so gonna dread tmr. somemore, first period lo. wahh lao. BOO. xp hais. anw, we played around for the first 35 mins i think. pressurized and forced jiafu to sing his version of anjing to betty. haha. SO NICE LAH. i almost cried agn. GAH. and we really used up all our voice to make jiafu sing. GAH. haha. but jf still din manage to hug her lahh. haha. was really funny and stuff. DARN. i`d really miss english without betty. GAH.

after school slacked in class with claud twins daniel and wh. den went jp with the twins. poor zhong is sick ! get well soon lah. ((: ate mac. and we lame-edd a lot there. S.H.E rocks. hoho. but zhong kept scolding me. cos i was just super DEAD and stuff lah. aiyah. paiseh lahs. dont dulan me lah. xp haha.

went library after that. den went to je with claud. popular agn. WE WERE SPASTIC pls. we bought this KIDDY bottle lahs. and we gna use it tmr ! hahaha. super cool lah. and we started talking bout our past and stuff. gosh, that was when i really laughed till i died. hahaha. darn funny lahhs. all the stupid water bottles and school bags plus RUGBY socks we used to wear in pri school. and i really really missed sec1. darnn. just wished we could turn back time. everyone was like super INNOCENT back then lah. hais.

clauddd*
OMG. lame shit lahs. i want the spongebob one lehs ! haha. oeiii. go extreme someday alright ? haha. i`ll love my bottle, so u better also. haha. DONT EVER SIT ON RAILING le lah ! hahahaa. gaoxiao ok ! haha. was really fun talking to u on the way home. i really laughed like shit. hoho. loveya babe. ((:

zhong*
heh. SORRY LAH. DUIBUQI LAH. my fault today alright ? hahaha. u tkaire lahhs. flu until so cham. haha. go home and sleep and drink more water lahh. know i todae veh veh veh attitude plus moody plus dead lahs. and i know u veh xinkuu also lahs. sick le still must keep smiling to cheer me up. and i know i never smile back lahh. SORRY k ? haha. dont dulan me le lahh. haha. rmber to do ur maths also. hohoho. tkaire alright ? heh. ((:

I FOUND IT. ((:

YESYESYESYESYESYES ! i finally finally got te kunda song ! tian kong mei you xia yuu !! woohoo ! hooray ! rockks ! hoho. special thanks to darren. ((: yayys.

hmmm. was feeling sleepy the whole day lahh. sianns. haha. xp no mood to do stuff also. haha. assembly was harp ensemble`s performance. then yeah, not bad lahh. ((: tmr they syf le, jiayou yeahh. haha. was falling asleep for the rest of the time. haha. xp geog was okay. aiyah, she was pms-ingg as usual lah. X= hmmm. mschng was extorting money from us todae ! haha. no lah. cos she has this new rule that if never bring file or what, den must pay 5o cents. haha. i dont know lah, but jiafu paid a LOT. haha. -shrugs

after school had guides. IT WAS TERRIBLE. the sec3s first time taking the company. cos the sec4s having mid-years. wahhh. so horrible lah. it was really screwed up lah. think nxt meeting must plan properly. hmms. i dont know lah, a couple of them just really chose to be dead and thats it lah. dont even want to be enthu. now can finally understand how the seniors felt and stuff lah. gahh. HAHA. oh yah. footdrill was SHIT. haha. xp oops. me wen chaiyi and lus took the sec1 den the rest took the sec2. wahh. we kept teaching the wrong thing. thanks to adelene who came in time to help us correct. haha. was apologizing profusely to them lah. man, i think i deserved to die and get whipped or strangled or killed by them. haha. xp SO SORRY YEH SEC 1s. we promise to be better next week. X= haha. but heard from min they ur that sec2s squad veh jialat also. and so, i think the sec1s really rock le lahh. haha. yayys. ((: gahh. i dont know what to do for the next 2 weeks le. GAH. xp

slackedd in school with the stinkos & jiayii. ahhs. we all felt so zibei and horrible. haha. BLAH. BOO. slacked. talked. yeps. stinkos rocks lahh. jiayi rocks too. HER PHONE ESPECIALLY. HOHO. xp took bus home with pwesident too. hehh. ((:

wen*
nice talk we had. hmms. let nature take its course ? hais. i dont know lah. whole thing so confusing. so madddd lah. haizz. sians lahh. i doubt i have the courage. HAHA. but i promise i`ll try lah. haha. jiayou for guides tgt lah. dont get pissed. ((: haha. ilu !

pwesidentt*
YAY. u rockk a lot ! haha. darnoe what to say. but thanks yeah ? haha. for listening to me crappp today. hoho. xp and thanks for the starry game, so touched lahh. haha. ((: woaini too alright ? pwesidenttss rockk. AND YA LA. U BRIGHTEN UP MY DAY. hahaa. =p

firstly ,

hmms. yepps. so today`s her 15th birthday. hehhh. ((:

school was okae. hmmm. jiafu freakedd me out ALOT. he suddenly started to have nose bleed during maths. AND I WAS FREAKED OUT. haha. was telling him that he must not die. haha. and his baby picture is still with me. aiyahh. he shld just go see a doc lahh. seems rather serious lehh. like frm last night start. wahh. wat if he dies out of lack of blood ?! eekks. cannot. den i`ll lose a playmate. HAHA. xp takkaire lah dude. though i dont think you`ll see this. haha. =p

my standing broad jump is totally horrible. i desperately need to train. hoho.

AIYA. just skipped the school part lah. i cant really rmber anything. except we had this spring cleaning thing after school and was so pissed with THAT BLOODY CHICKEN lah. someone pls strangle his neck or smth and grant us the peace ! holy.

SO SO SO. AFTER SCHOOL ....

claudd and the twins went to claud hse to drop her presents. dden me wh and cherry took a cab to jec first. den the three of them reached soon and we went to mac to eat lahs. haha. zhong&qi, dont fight le lah. must be loving alright ? hahahah. brothers lehh. ((: hiakks`

den cherry couldnt go kbox cos she say her mum grounded her. so only me claud wh zhong and qi went lo. bought the kbox card and im left with 5 bucks. room26. hehh. SANG LIKE HELL LAH. screamt like hell. AND I FINALLY HEARD QI AND ZHONG SING. gosh. i think jay chow rocks like hell. LIKE HELL OK. whoever insults him will earn the wrath of ME. ((: hohoho.
the five of us were SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER high at the ending lah. we blastedd TUO DIAO and all of u started going OMG. haha. zhong went out of control. i went madd. claud and wenhuii SCREAM like hell and qi was UMCHIOING & STONING. haha. so cute lahh ! omg. haha. and it was paisehh also. cos keep got ppl walking past our rooms, and for kbox, the rooms is can see through lah. GOSH. so paiseh lah. HAHA. but was super super super fun. ((: i guess i really enjoyed myself lah. haha. FUN.

dden i changed bag with qii. yepps. ((: adidas. and i forgot to transfer my keys. so i was kinda locked out of my house since no one was home. heng my brother came back soon. turned out that he went kboxing at je also. room51. see? telepathy. hohoo.

gahh. tmr guides. ARHHH. HELP ehh. xp

claudine*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE. HOHO.

zhong&qi*
hmms. tkaire lah u two. dont fight and quarrel ok ? must be peaceloving. dont like to see u dulan also horhh zhong. and qi, pls takkaire of ur hand also lah. dont want u to die out of infection. and i want to see you tmr in sch derhh ok. haha. my bag still with you ya. hahaha. =p jkjk lah. tkaire lah. and it was really fun going out of control today. haha. kbox rocks like hell. ((:

jiafuu*
aiyah. u wont see this either. haha. eediot lah. go see doctor lah eediot. dont die also yah. haha. xp

darren*
DONT SAD LE LAH. EEDIOT. GRR. U ARE EIL ALSO. BE CAREFUL I CALL POLICE THEY COME CATCH YOU ARH. HAHA. AND YAH, I KNOW HOW U FEEL LAH. SO JIAYOU OKAE ? I WILL JIAYOU ALSO. SO PLS JIAYOU ON UR PART. AND WE MUST REDUCE VULGARITIES. ((: ARGHS. SO SUCK LAH. GRRRRRRR. xp

*takes a deep breath*

ARGH. DID I EVER EVER EVER MENTION HOW MUCH I HATE DOING PROJECTS ?
right. i REALLY REALLY hate doing projects. ((: esp PROJECTS like CME, IPW and stuff. yeps. alright. -phew.

yeps. i just finished my cme project. john pemberton rocks. without him, there will be no coke in the world. ((: heh. not like i actually bother anw, since my favourite is lemontea. haha. alright, like who exactly cares. haha. xp

school was stupid todae. ((: i dont know. no idea. heard so many things that i cant think straight. gah. watever lah. i dont knowww like seriously. i think i need to go for counsel. haha. xp

hmmm. i feel lost ! finished the series of the comics le. arghs. NO MORE MA KE AND CHE PING. im saddddd alright. haha. i pia`ed frm 17 to 25 agn for the weekends. so cool lahh. tonight is jf`s turn. haha. xp hmmms. today during chinese, mii and jiafu were talking bout some stuff. woahh. deep thinking. -ponders. i guess what he said kinda made me THINK. haha. so cool lah, i never knew guys got such thoughts. i think jiafu is like really a nice guy lah. whoever is his girl will be darn xingfu one. haha. geog was ALRIGHT. did tys and the geog file. yep. i think calculator communication is cool. hehhh. ((:

after school slacked in class with twins chunyip andd daniel. haha. lame shit lah. hanzhong was DOING SOMETHING. i shall not expose him. im nice right ? haha. =p den claud me wenhui went to com lab to do cme proj. left at 4. me and claud went jp. supposed to get her the bday present. tmr her birthdae le. hiaks` went to meet zhong as well. so kelian lah. daniel and chunyipp pao qii him. haha. walked around. ate. den seriously lah, jp doesnt really have any nice designs. so told claudine i rather buy a nice one for her lo. so i guess its gonna be belated. felt a lil` badd, so treated her to coffeebeann. three of us sat down there and talked. haha. mr chimo came agn. haha. boat&tree. wahh. 0.0 haha.

ehh. left bout 7. aiya. short entry. lost the mood. gah !

zzhong*
NAH. here for you lah. dont say i never leave note for you. hmms. guess all this time, i gotta thank ya bah. dont know why everytime hang out with you can really die laughing lahh. haha. and yah, thanks for like being our da ge or smth. haha. really lah, u darn protective of us lehh. always scold us derhh. HAHA. but yah, we know ur good intentions lah. u good guy lah. good person lah. haha. and seriously, i feel guilty whenever we drag u and qi out. like everytime go out with us u two will go pokk together with me and claud. haha. so dumbb lah. so the four of us must jiayou ok ? must sheng qiann. haha. cannot spend so much le. haha. and yeps, zhong. thanks for your advice all the time. never knew u could be that caring. =p HAHA. yeps. i know the tree and boat. i`ll think before getting on lah. but its like, im reluctant to go down to the shore and walk. i just want to stay on the boat. sorry. i know its like super loser right ? haha. i wont be able to burn down the tree also. its just... hard lah. u pei yang the tree so long le, not say wanna burn den can burn lo. same, i guess i kinda gave you an answer le bah. maybe if the boat does sink after i get on to it, den yeah, let it be lo. i`ll just have to try to struggle and reach the shore after that. lesson learnt with each defeat. right ? haha. i guess, u`ve really been helping me out a lot recently. and i really appreciate it lahh. hehh. u rock also lahh, dont always say i never say u rock. LOL. =p u also dont so moody everytime lahh. haha. ((: ANW ANW ANW ANW !!! u can try cont. ur boat & tree story tmr during kbOx. haha. u never did finish it also. (:

claudine*
thanks a lot. A LOT. haha. hope u have a great birthday tmr alright. i`ll try my best to make it memorable. rmber, CANNOT CRY OK. i love you babe. ((:

ehs.

woke up super late. 6.4oam. den i rushedd like siaoo. had to ask dadd to fetch me to jurong east in the endd. sorry to fellow stinkoos. xp haha. den we took train down to somerset. everyone was there le lahh. haha. den mrstan brought us to go eat macdonald at centrepoint ! hehh. ((: nice nice. but the milo very weird. having stomach ache andd gastric after that. startedd flag day. wahh. seriously lah, i think their timing was weird. would there even be anyone in ochard during early mornning ? so it was like quite bad lahh. veh sian also. four of us just couldnt get into the right mood lahh. jas left early cos she had some stuff. den min wen and me went to bishan. endedd up we slackedd for half an hour before walking around. but bishan was another bad choice lah. everyone was so dead there. and there were people doing the flag day there too. gah ! so baddd. my bag was like SUPER light when we went back to gather lah. kaoo. so paisehh. bev`s one was like SUPER heavy. see the difference ? haha. and the sec1s was really enthuu. oh yah. in the morning i saw someone`s name lah. den i became super down and pms-y. haisss. GAH. xp

hmm. after that walked around orchard with min and wen. lunchedd at sakae. haha. nice nice. and we played zhongjimima. and mixedd stuff and drank it. was still ok leh. haha. heng never puke or wat after that. went to take neos. saw liyi adelene liying cas xj and debra. yepp. but we din take with them lahh. yeps. hmm. dint screwed up so i guess, it was good attempt. ((: hehh.

took mrt back to clem with wen. den wen left to meet her friend. and pwesidents went to sweettalk buy drinkk. X= walked to big bookshop. and we spent like an hour inside. so cool. the both of us reading those fairytales. hahaha. but so cheapskate lah. they cut the story until darnn SHORT lo. dont have the TONGHUA feeling when u read it. eediot. hahaha. and the astrology books they sell is like super accurate lah. 0.0 go read them when u have the time. big bookshop rocks.

took bus back with min. mao2mao3mao4mao5 rockk. haha. super dead and slow on the bus. and the fact that the bus was like a roller coaster doesnt help much. haha. eekks.

min*
pls remind ur maos to tkaire alright ? i`ll look for them on monday. tell mao2 to tkaire of mao5 ok ? and ask mao3 to tkaire of mao4 also. they are neighbours afterall. pls ask mao1 to go away cos he is the outcast. and pls love them also alright ? haha. i love you too pwesident. thanks got talking to me. and we will get that $6,888 phone someday. yes, we will. haha. must smile more okies ? woaini. ((:

wen*
dont sad lah. today everyone not in the right mood. AND STOP UMCHIOING WHEN U SEE JERRY`S PICTURE. hahahahhaa. so funny lahh. hahaha. =p tkaire too okies ? thanks for talking to me also. hehh. love ya. ((:

hms. ehs. yeps.

okae. currently lost for words. i suddenly dont know how to start the entry. haha. weirdd. xp.

ehh. got through another day. hmms. i pity my handd. my arm `s bruisedd. all thanks to jiafu`s torture today. he did some "four seasons" thingg on my hand. and now there are like blue&black "holes" on my forearm. piangg. i was dying when he did that. gah. and he punchedd my arm agn. went super super super numb today. gahh ! so there`s another big fat ugly bruise on my arm too. ohman. haha. but i did managed to ppunch him backk. gah. quits. though i think i punch ppl also not pain one. eeyer. X=

water fight today. but i found myself rather dry. haha.

argh. im like suddenly lost for words lehs. like i`ve actually tons to say. but i forgot. wait. lemme thinkk.

mr peter tan rocks. he lent me 6o bucks so shuang kuai. cos i forgot to bring to pay for the exam fees. apparantly i think my mum happily forgot to update the giro. gahh. chinese was super funny. cos it was zhili`s turn to say the " ke qian liang fen zhongg ". den his topic was about teachers. think we are super bad lah. but yah, i think he shld like give us the respect also wat. so biasedd somemore. blehh.

oh. i lost my entire entire entire history file. applaud me pls. haha. so there goes my common test and the 1st test and all my notes and blah. gahs. so gekk lahh. filedd nicely and stuff den the whole thing went missing. so eediot lahh. arghh. but im not exactly UNHAPPY bout losing the common test paper. considering the fact that i scored only 4markks. ((=

went to buy new file during recess lo. but have to photocopy almost the whole file from claudine after school. ahh. 21 pages. haha. henngg only need to pay 55cents ! haha. and the sec2 girl libraians so haoxin ! help me photocopiedd. cos got a lot mah, so they ask me to go do my stuff. so was walking back to com labb. den saw yeo and hwq at lvl one. so went there. talked to yeo a while. den roles reversed and i talked to hwq. i think i was kinda scolding her more. haha. laid down and we watchedd the clouds moved. hmm. dont sad le lahh hwq. i love you ok. so dont get stressed up over this thing. wo ming bai. so bu yao nan guo horhh. wo ai ni. ((: liyi and xinyi came over. den hwq talked to xinyi andd i talked to liyi. quite a talk. hmms. interesting. gah. scaredd lahh. sighs. darnoe what`ll happen to the company when the sec3s take over. gekk. xp

went to collect my stuff finally around 4 plus lahh. den packedd the file and handed in. walked to ginzaa with claudd. ate famosa. talkedd about some stuff la. yep. wah. i hope its not true lahh. i dont think i can handle it if its true. like things are already complicatedd enough le. give me more and i`ll probably jump for you to see. gahh ! just hope things will be alright soon lahh. starting to feel REALLY weird le. shuckks.
claudd`s dance senior joined us. den talked. weihong junyang and kee luii joined us also. yepps. was laughing like madness lahs. everyone was slow pls. like chii dun like that lehh. haha. esp claudd. xp haha. den we realised that we were kinda taking up space, so we went off to staircase. haha. talkedd a while. den we went off. took bus with claud.


fuck. i lost it. how could i. fuckk lahh. i wont be able to get it back le. eediot lahhhh. dont even know where i dropped it. ARGH.

claudine*
look for me tmr. and make sure u bring a lot a lot of coins. ((: yayy. haha. gah. hope things will be okae soon lahh. i dont want anymore things to happen le. veh sian derhh leh. haiizz.

hwq*
oeii. dont sad sad le kaes. i told you before i dont like seeing ppl controlling and bottling up how they feel. not happy cry. dont put up a false front and pretend like you are happy. why should you anw. after crying u`ll feel much better also. know its kinda loser, but if it helps, den who cares right ? yehh. wo ai ni ok. dont get too stressedd over that thing lahh. u tried ur best can le alright ? i support u lahh. and i know its hard for you. tc ok ? ((:

alright. i decidedd that somehow if i dont update, hanzhong might kill me. haha.

ahhs. piang. knuckles hurt a lot. swollen and redd le. and i think one my veins shifted a lil`. eeyer. X= punchedd a lot of stuff today. noticeboard. dustbin. wall. door. blahh. jiafu. hanzhong. claudine. duchen. haha. xp oops. was punching with jiafu during ss. he told me where the "dead" pts are. piangg. painn siah. we did it on each other. and we ended up wincing in pain. LOL. i think im addicted to punching stuff. gahh. xp

lessons were alright. cos i sat at my original seat. so i was crapping with jiafu. or rather we were fighting for the whole day. toothpicks. den punches. haha. eediot lahh. haha. but i kinda cheeredd up. ehhs. yeahs. eng was alright too. dont think i paid any attention muchh the whole day also lahs. see ? how to pass like that. so suck.

went jp with claud and the twins. yepps. wahh. darn touchedd cann. zhong&qi are like super nice lahs. talkedd and kaidao me. haha. and they suddenly talked in this CHIM CHIM thing. all the da dao li come out. den i went 0.0 haha. but yeahs, thanks lahh. yepp. walked around and stuff. saw chunyip. haha. den went library. and slacked. we gt scolded by the libraians anw. cos the 4 of us were doing pumping. right. dumb lahh. hahaha. xp

sighs. i still cant let go. tell me how stupid and loser i am. gah ! im like going mad any moment. ahhhhhh ! somebody change brain with me. i desperately want to stop dwelling on stuff. i need to regain my focus. like seriously lah. dont want to let the ppl around me down anymore. i dont want to see them getting worried over me. yeahs. i need to stand up and brace the harsh reality. would someone just pull me up from the hole ? i wish you wouldnt avoid. i wish u could just take up the courage and face me. cos i`ve decided to face you. so i dont wish to see you avoiding and shunning. pls ?

thanks to,
cas. for the chocs and letter. love ya ehs. (: pwesiddent chin too. for the encouragement today. seowli for the letter too. claudine for being my side. zhong&qi for the chimo words and advices, and doing so much stuff that i really laughed a lot today. jiafu for punching with me and fighting with toothpicks. mr yeo for EVERYTHING. pungent for the listening ear. darren for the eediot msges. LIMPEIRONG for being there. all and all, thanks everyone who has given me your support someway or another alright ? yeahs. and thanks ppl for tagging. im fine lahs. i`ll just need time like badly.

for you.

haishh. i darnoe what to say bahhs. darnoe how to react also. -shrugs. the end. guess i`ll really need a lot of time to get through this. yeahhs. i know i need to look on the brighter side. that things will be fine after a while. and that things will go back to normal. i darnoe. i hope it will though.

sighs. i guess its gonna be hard to get through this part of life bahs. yeahs. i know i`ll be fine after i get through it, but i darnoe how to. i know i need to let go and i have to let go. but some part of me is just so reluctant to let go. sighs. though its no point for me to hold on, i still cant let go bahhs. life will be so different. i dont think my life can go back to the past. hao xiang huii dao guo qqu. sighh. without you, things seems to be so different. every thing i look at seems to bring back lots of memories. places that i want to visit, i dont have to courage to do so. everytime i see all these, the memories just keep flooding back and tears starts flowing. im sorry. i dont want to cry anymore too, my eyes hurts. my heart hurts more. but i just cant control myself. i dont know. all the consolations i tried to give myself ytd just became crap today. movies wont be as interesting without you. libraries wont be the same without you. all the places all the things we did, its never gonna be the same. it wont change and wont go back in time. i know that i will try my best to accept it. but right now, i just cant do so? sorry. sighs. i dont understand how come this time round the impact is so great on me. i used to be able to fangxia easy in the past. but i dont know why for you, it just hurts. i guess its because when i`ve really put in all my heart and soul bahs. and all the hopes. all the promises u made to me, all the sweet nothings u told me. nothing was going to stay that way i guess.

gosh. i really really really need to get over this soon. cos i still want to be your friend. cos i dont want to lose that bond we had since day1 when we met. i want to cont the bond and be your friend. it will be awkward for now, but i hope that as time goes by, while it heals the wounds, it will be able to repair our friendship. i know we cant go back to like in the past, but i guess if i could just stay by your side as a friend, and being able to witness your happiness with others, im satisfied le. thanks for all the memories you have given. friendship or love, i really enjoyed and felt happy. i guess the feelings you gave me was very different from how i ever felt bahs. thats why im still so reluctant to let it go. i need time. i dont know how you feel though. u seem to be able to move on rather easy. but then agn, i guess i wouldnt want to see you sad too. sighs. i darnoe. its really contridicting and frustrating. to be wanting to be at your side, but knowing that you would be better off finding your true happiness. its frustrating and sad to be missing you and not being able to be like before. it hurts to see you and so near, yet so far.

i learnt a lot through this bahh. thanks for everything. i really hope time will wash away all the wounds and heal them all. all the precious memories, i`ll keep them close to me. i wont be able to take down the necklace so fast, but when i do, it`ll be the time when i`ve really let you go. yeahs. i still love you and the fact hurts. alot. but it wont change things. so i guess we`ll have to just keep moving on in life and salvage whats left. thats how things will be. i`ll have to get used to not having you by my side somehow i guess.

special thanks to ppl like ,
claudine . christina . seowli . cherrylene . eewen . hannbin . yanjia . michelle . elaine . adeline . jiafu . darren . hanzhongg . and those that gave me the support and concern when i needed you guys the most. thanks a lot. ((:

i`ll get through it somehow bahhs. yeahh. its just gonna depend on time thats all. sighhh.

haha. found this uber cool thing in friendster. haha. ((: enjoy. its hokkien btw.
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Let's have fun with hokkien, see u guys understand.

GSCE 'O' LevelsHokkien Exam PaperInstructions:
1. Read the passage carefully
2. Grade yourself with the grading system at theend of the passage after reading.
3. Not that difficult, chin chai do lah !

Section A: Orrler Exeminetion (60 marks)

Question:Singalella why become rich ?

Koo zhar wu chee ay char bor kia, Singalella. She got two sisters, but the stepmarder and thesisters all damn kuai-lan, so she quite zhia-latoso. Last time Singalella got own maid, but now shebecome the amah .Everyday must cook lah, clean lah, simi sai mahbao-kah-liao.

If her sister say liak kar zhuak, she liak. Tak jit zho kah tau-hin.

CPF poon boh.

But then, kay piak eh ah-pek got one son call AhMing got party.
So he say, "oeh, long chong lai ah."
Singalella very happy because she never go partybefore but then her step-marder say, "Lee Mana eh-sai kee, this one bahru lu eh sisters wu standard."

Then Singalella must zho sui-sui for her sistersand step-marder. Tap pai how, buay zhia, buay koon and buay pang-sai.

That night she only can wave bye bye and thenshe go back to the kitchen and cook Maggi mee. Her neighbour came over and ask, "Eh, an-zhua luboh kee party?" So Singaalella kong, "I-wan, lau-bu kong buay-sai,so boh pian."

She never expect but the neighbour say, "Aiyah,kee lah, I give you money."

So singalella brush teef and zhang-zhui, chen-kor,after that look very different. She quickly run to opposite of the beh-chia-lor,already 11 o'clock.
At the party, Ah Ming also quite sian because thechar bor all boh sui one. Dance floor even got one ah pek dancing. Just as Ah Ming told himself, "Aiyah see-pay zhia-lat", Singalella came in.

Ah Ming straight away lau nuar."Wah-lau eh, see-pay heng ah, chee kor buaypai." Ah Ming say to Singalella, "eh, sui eh, wah ai kahlee zho flen!" Singalella say ok but Ah Ming like octopus, touchhere touch there.

But then just it was 12 o'clock, one ah pek die on the dance floor. He become ghost and tell Singalella all the good4D number. So after that Singalella quickly go and buy 4D, and then tiok tau-pio, zhit-pak ban.

So she pay back the kay-piak eh lau-kay-poh andthen kah kee cho sen-lee.

Simi kuan eh sen-lee wah mana eh zhai.

Grades - Gauge Your command ofHokkien....
A1. Can understand the story and pronounceHokkien correctly.
Hokkien eh sai, bo beh zao.

A2. Can understand half story and/or cannotpronounce Hokkien properly
.zhia lat

E8. Don't understand story and/or catch no ball.
leow leow, mai ka lang kong you is HokkienSingabolean

F9. Don't understand rating.
kee see lah, wah mana eh zhai lee kong simi?

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haha. funny shit. darnoe if you guys can understand lahhs. but it does tickle me. ((: hiakks.

ytd went bishan. bbq at my aunt`s house agn. haha. den played a lil` of soccer and bball with my brother and cousins and some other ppl. veh xiasway tho. LOL. xp gt a lot of guai lan ppl also lah. but we were the good natured ones ! ((: reached home bout 1 plus and i dropped dead. haha. zzzzz.

hmms. woke up super late this morning. 8 i think. and i had to be at yuhua by 8.3o. haha. chiongedd and dad sent me there. den realised that everyone locked outside cos the OM havent come. haha. so just marked attendance, ma`am briefedd us. gate was unlocked dden our trng started lo. hmms. first half wasnt good lahh. cos everyone like veh lethargic. and seriously, i wasnt even at my best. was feeling darn tired and my eyes were swollen. GAH. second half was better. haha. OH YAH. i just like realised alot of ppl like admire qiqi&zhongzhong can. got two of my juniors were gushing over them. hahaha. so gaoxiao. haha. see ? shuaii ppl are like that. =p hehh.

todae was last meeting at yuhua. one month break later and we will be back at nee soon camp. sighs. think the trng would be much much tougher le. sighs. jiayou to nhss guides ehh. we can do it derhhs ! ((: walked to bus stop with jinghui lixuan anqi yingxin and xueen. kinda had a talk with them. hmms. i guess they do like guides but its just the attitude of both parties bah ? -shrugs. just hope after the sec3s take over, things can be better ? yepps.

bigg rain after that. i went to mac to eat. so ke lian lahh. nobody wanna go with me. hahaa. =p hmms. thought a lot while eating. the auntie who served me was like nice. yeps. she was like enjoying her job and stuff. and that sparked me off.

how would most of us feel if we had parents who work at hawker centres or fast food restaurants ? i used to think that it`ll be quite embarrassing and stuff like that. but then agn, i guess im wrong bahh. looking at the auntie that served me today, its like it doesnt matter to her or wat lo. its like, its obvious that she really really out her heart and soul into the job lo. with every customer, her smile is just that ready for the particular person. and i couldnt help but admit that her attitude does brighten one`s day. i mean like i`d definitely prefer someone whos cheery to serve me then go for a attitude person right ? and while these people really do enjoy their job, even if its just a fast food restaurant job, they really put in their best lo. while we ppl just look down on those that work in those low pay jobs like cleaners and stuff. its like, we never really had the right to do so lo. at least they are contributing and doing a part for the society lo. so what rights do we really have to look down on these ppl. to pt and them and laugh and say what they no education so become like that. stuff like that. and i realised that it applies to the same with other races. what rights do we actually have to discriminate those indians and malays ? okae lah, maybe some of them really is those paikia types. but we cant like just because of them then condemn the whole race right ? i mean its like there are THOSE that do want to make others change their opinion of them, and they do their best and try their best lo. we should give them a chance and not discriminate and tease them instead. esp living in singapore where the majority race is chinese, they are alr like under pressure ? they have to fight for jobs, for education with us and also have to face jeers from ppl, like us , who dont understand. we really dont have the right to look down on them lo. they are also human, they are also on the same level as us. in fact, they are better in us. they dare to dream, they dare to face reality and prove us wrong. that they are capable and they will change our opinions of them. all the while they are trying to achieve equality, but how many times have we really given them chances and tried to understand them. whenever we see them, we shun and make comments. but to think we are not really better than them in any other way. just feel so ashamed after thinking it through. everyone deserves a better chance not to mention them. sometimes, we also like dont really think it through. i mean like, ppl around us say some stuff bout them, and straightaway think that they are that. its like we are just so easy manipulated and being influenced by the society. even though things dont happen on us, we still can condemn it because of hearsay. but how many times are all these hearsays true ? we never really bothered to found out the truth anw. we just wanna go by our own rules and that if someone says something, it must be that. if all of us gave everyone a chance, i guess this world could be better. and less discriminating ? its like discrimination is still veh much in this world. from newspapers its veh much clear i gues. even in sports its also the same lo. i think we should really control ourselves and think it through properly. like what rights do we have to look down on others ? are we better than them in the first place ? is it that hard to just give someone a chance ?

realised that most of the times, we only judge ppl. judge ppl by their appearances and stuff. that we see ppl as cleaners, driving a laopok car, wearing tattered shirts or those cheap cheap 3 for ten bucks shirts, we jeer and look down on them. but its like they dont deserve it lo. and we shouldnt just judge the book by its covers. who knows, the person who serve you at macdonald might be a millionaire ? he may just want the experience wat. nobody knows bout what will happen and stuff. you never know who might just cross your path someday. xp

i`ll never learn
and you`ll never know

hmmms. claudine just left. hehh. its 9 plus now le. hahaha. super fun lehh. xp haha. hmms. lets start from morning ? yeps..

morning during parade like veh little ppl lahs. like gt a lot of ppl not around. partly cos got 31 ppl late. yeps. 0.o ? haha. den was sitting in front of christina lahh. was feeling out of sorts agn. gahh. and teared while talking to her during reading period. haha. -shrugs. christina rocks ehh. hehh. ((: dden betty dint come todae. so had 2 free periods. wanted to look for yichong but think his class having pe lo. amaths was alright lahhs. a bit chimm. xp haha. so qi with zhili lahh! he dint bring the vol16. GAH. xp

after school cabbed with therese claud and wenhui to cherry house. cherry was in another cab with earnest jiafu and zhili. yeps. cos taxi max 4 ppl mahhs. went her house watched virgin suicides. haha. skippedd a lot of parts. cos we were only intested in -ahem-. LOL. jkjk. there was this lizard which sent all of us screaming like mad. haha. cherry was obviously the loudest lah. HAHA. but her grandma veh keaii. (: haha. i knocked into therese head. ouch* haha. after that went yuntian`s mum shop to cut hair. i went first. gahh. quite okae lahh now the hairstyle. more thinner and i think neater too ? yeps. den claudine and wenhui cut also. not badd lahh. hehh. short a lot. think will miss her long hair. hahaha. but its really chio lahh. so dont worry bout your hair being screwed claudine ! hehh. me claud and cherry went back to cherry house first. cos wenhui last to cut mahs. yeps. changed and we chionged cab to clem stadium. was rather late. haha. sorrie jas ! haha. did duty with her. TONG ZHI. XI FAN ROCKS. hahaha. okae. crapp. CHRISTINA GOT FIRST IN 8OOM! shuang gan. hahaha. left early cos veh sian. ohh. took a lot of pics of the teachers. esp edmundng. haha. yeps.

went jp with claud. walked around. last min wanted to watch movie. so chiong back to my house. den we both changed and went back to jp. but all the showtimes too late le. so we just walked around lo. until bout 9. den her dad came to fetch her back at my house. yepps. funn. ((:

lalalalala. tmr gt training. after that .. darnoe . might be meeting claudine. yeps.

ahhh. the huoxiaqu last eps le. omggg. so scary lahh the chenhanwei. gahh. darn. i missed like 3omins le. darnoe liangyi die liaos mahh. GAHH. i think he veh swt to feifei can?!?! SIGHS.

ni ku zhe duii wo shuo
tong hua li dou shi pian ren de

1. humanities day. super boring.
2. super super super pms-y todae. dint talk much. dint wanna interact. im zibii. yeps.
3. jiafu rocks a lot. his singing rocks. ((: lent me mayday album without disc. -.- haha
4. prong rocks a lot. for talking to me last night.
5. claudine rocks a lot. for spending the whole day with me. and tolerating my attitude. and for enlightening me up at je. so much so that i cried and she almost died. and i love her to bits. thanks for coming back. ((:
6. i love mr yeo. for being such a wonderful mentor.
7. i love liverpool for getting thru champions league.
8. i love anjing. cos it depicts how i feel right now.

tmr`s sports day. and im getting my hair trimmed i guess. yeps.

cherry`s nick once said, " i guess all my life, i`ve nv learnt how to walk away ". smth like that.
so true. i guess no one ever learnt bahh. maybe i shld start learning right now.

gahhhhhhhh. im feeling so dumbb lehhs. been feeling rather moody and sadd recently due to all the songs. and everytime i hear those sad sad songs, i feel like crying. GAH. wad is wrong with me !! grrr. esp songs that jiafu sing. his singing can really make my tears flow lahh. wthh. he sang a song he wrote todae. of tune anjing. michelle was like crying ? and i was controlling. gosh. i think jiafu has the talents lahh. haha. xp i so love his singing. HAHA. anw, forever love simply rocks. im addicted addictedd and addicted to it ! gahhhh. ))): sad.

hmms. claud dint come today agn. sick i think. gah. felt so sian and lonely. haha. but thanks to cherry. anjo and michelle , school was still pretty tolerable. hahaha. xp i cant really rmber wat we did today cos im currently having some mental block. yeps. i dont think there`s anything worth mentioning also bahs. i guess. OH RIGHT. i had oral after school. was the last one. yeps. me and michelle. i think i did rather badly lehs. how arh ? gahh. watever lahhs. dont really care. dont really bother. ohno. i think im so sucky this year. im adopting this HECK CARE attitude towards my studies. >.<>hopefully. haha.
after oral went to help up in the banner lo. yeps. cos left not much time le. den like pointless to go for guides. xp yeps. sorry ehh. gahh. did the banner. no brush, so me duchen and michelle hanzhong eunice and eugenia used our hands to paint lo. wahh. so shuang lehhs. so cool lahh ! haha. i think our banner`s not badd. (: 3o6 jiayou ! hiaks `

walked to bus stop with duchen michelle hanzhong and jiajun. yepp. took 198 with jiajun. horhh. i know something about somebody & somebody ahh. =p hehh. no lah. jkjk. hehh. came home and i had some mental breakdown for one hour. half an hour i was laughing like mad and the other half i was feeling down. yeps. haha. gotta explain before u guys think im some kinda of lunatic. haha. was laughing like mad cos i was watching just for gags ! omg lahh. SUPER GAOXIAO CAN. i almost diedd. HAHA. =p sad cos.. yahh. hahahaha. xp watever ~ IM BORED.

lalalala. tmr is super humans. im boreddd. dont wana go for lessons lahh. sian ness.

forever love rocks my world. ((:

hmms. i wanna the kunda song ! i think. shld be sang by him bahs. the wat tian kong hai mei you xiao yu that song. gahh ! so gekk lehhs. i cant seem to find it. sighs. anyone got that song pls pls sendd me okies ? heh. ((:

hmms. last night watched the nkf show. yeps. managed to spot ms claudine and the rest lahh. hahaha. claud was darn cute. haha. but she looked a lil` pale. haha. and my sms counter hit an amazing amount. 1oo i guess in a day. am so so so dead. haha. thanks to little miss gorgeous. hahaha. and ms prong. LOL. but owells, i hardly do sms nowadays also. so yeps. lalalala. slept around 1 plus last night. fell asleep halfway while watching realmadrid&barcelona. gah ! prong fell asleep too. haha. so much so for our STAYING UP. xp
fell rather lerthargic todae. i dont like my new shoes. i really dont. so HARD can. eeyer. siannns lahs. hehs. changed seats with chunyip the whole day. so was talking to cherry. haha. think im gonna like do badly for my chi test. yeps. that gongji came back anw. piang. he changedd the zaoju. siannn lahhh. haish. ):

had a mini maths remedial with edmundng after school. with du jiafu and hanzhong. yeps. since i was waiting for cherry so i joined them lo. hmms. think i understand sets better le bahh. ((: lalalala. stupidd jiafu. BAH. bully. haha. and he`s freaking -ahem- today. LOL. =p darren is his concubine ! and cheewee is his dog. woof ! jk lahh. haha. lame shit.
went cherry house cos she wanted to get something. yeps. den we took cab to west mall. had BK. talkedd and stuff. went comics connection to get the BRUCE LEE figurine cos cherry was high after seeing one of it on the cab. LOL. but too bad they dont have. gah ! haha. then walked around a lil`. walked her to her piano teacher`s condo. aww. im really nice yah. LOL. jkjk. came home. lalalalala.

hmms. thought of some stuff today. made me realise wat a person i actually am.
feel so loser. all the while i`ve been making promises to myself. and i never seem to fulfill them. i just simply simply lack the determination i guess. and to make up for this lack of fulfilment, i conjure up all sorts of excuses for myself. and i keep putting off those promises. sometimes, if im just so lazy and reluctant to fulfil them, then why in the first place would i want to make that promise ? if i were to do nothing at all, then why make an empty promise ? all the while, i realised i`ve been just blindly walking on. blinded to the surroundings around me. even when i make a mistake, i tell myself that there is always a second try. but then agn, i found out i still repeat the mistakes. how many second chances would i have in my life ? not many i guess. so why dont i make an effort to correct those mistakes ? sighs. LOSER.

friends. all the while, i thought i`ve been quite a good friend. but i realised that thats nothing of a hint of truth in that sentence. all the while, i`ve expected my friends to be there for me. and that my promises to be there for them will stand. BUT agn, how many times have i ever fufil that promise ? sometimes, when they face problems, when they are down, what have i really done to help them ? i dont rmber helping them to cheer up. sometimes, im such a jerk that i choose to run away from helping them. i , who is supposed to help them, to stand by them, am actually the one who chose to avoid instead. and they are in fact the only ones that face reality and figure smth out. i even sometimes get petty over the fact why i couldnt find someone to share my problems with. but then, when there is someone who needs my help, im the one who runs. really. im such a big jerk. dont get me wrong. i really do love all my friends, but i cant stand myself sometimes. sighs.

all my life, i`ve been complaining how life sucks and how unfair it acutally is. ppl say we can choose our own fates. but i`ve never looked beyond the surface of life. with each fall that we made, we learn a lesson. and just sometimes, we dont get the lesson because we refuse to accept the hands that want to help us stand up agn. sometimes, we are alr so blinded by the world that we refuse all help. by we dont know that by actually doing so, we make ourselves more miserable and the world more unfair. if only everyone could face life courageously, and no one tries to hide, will life be better ? if everyone were to willingly accept all the help that are offered and not care about pride and face, will this world be more beautiful ? if all of us could understand wat responsibility and being there for each other meant, would we be more proud of ourselves ?

i dont know. life is such a confusing word.

GAH. i dont think im exactly making sense. must be all that hyper getting to me after last night talk with prong.

pianggg. freaking hot outside. the sun`s burning down the country mans. gahhh. reachedd home half an hour ago. went to the cemetery to pay respects to my grandpa. yepps. haha. woke up like 6.3o lahh. super early. there goes my sleep. hehh. and my fam was one of the early ones to reach ? hahaha. usually my family is like the latest one to reachh. haha. xp

yepps. waitedd till like 8 plus den finally everyone arrived. piggs rong&an din come. i was so BORED. grrr. haha. at least mel was around. was crapping with her and brother. haha. the three of us super highh this year. there is smth wrong lahhs. LOL .xp yepps. was really like being cookedd lahh. freaking freaking hot cann !!! gahhh ~ HUATrebels. =X

went my grandma house after that. fell asleep there lahs. zzzz . super hot also. haha. den dad sent us home lo. yeps. lalala. have to study chi later. sighs. SIAN LAH. hope leeboonkit doesnt comes tmr. hiaks`

ytd night went to watch samara with my brother and his friends. cuimin&alvin. yepps. piang. i think i never watch horror show before for late night movies lo. super cool lah. the show`s alright lahhs. quite scary at some parts. haha. cuimin was freaking cute. hahahha. =p yeps. samara morgans. hahaha. OH YAH. gt one scene was like :

samara [from well trying to climb up to catch naomi watts ] : mummy. mummy save me ~
naomi watts [as she closed the well top ] : im not your fucking mom.

LOL. i couldnt stop laughing at that part lahhs. so cool lah. wth. hahahaha. =p took the last bus home. and we bought BAOS ! haha. sorry. was veh noisy on the bus also. hehh. lalalalala.

hmms. nth to say le. tataaaa ~ ((:

listening to tong hua now. sighs- so sadd derhhhs. but its really nice. ((:

ni ku zhe tuii wo shuo
tong hua lii dou shi pian ren de
wo bu ke neng
shi ni de wang zii ~

hmms. had trng today at yuhua. reachedd like half an hour early ? haha. cos my dad fetchh. weets. ((: den the rest came soon bahhs. chaiyi din come onli. yeps. get well soon girl ! (=

5 things i`ve learnt about footdRill.

o1. its not easy afterall.
o2. need to check timing during marching.
o3. at the same time, need to check dressing with my right marker.
o4. AND also check my distance in front so there wont be any -elephunkks- or -giraffe- spaces.
o5. its defintely TOUGH. gahhh.

yeps. have always thought footdrill as relatively easy thing. booos. guess i`ve underestimated it afterall eh ? haha. saw the army officers first time todae. 3 guys and 1 lady ? yepps. i think they are like.. SUPER NICE. omgg. haha.

scenerio i imaginedd:
marching that time, fidget a lil`.
sirs spotted it.
sir : OEI GIRL. U. WHY SAY U CAN MOVE?! -BLAHBLAHBLAH AND SCREAMS-
me : stunnedd and immediately start a plan to pon nxt week`s trng.

HAHA. yeps. that was like i imagined lahh. was soooo afraid the officers will be soooo strict and scary lo ! BUTBUTBUTBUT,

true scenerio :
[ me fidget ALOT` during marching ]
sir : *conts doing his commands stuff* andd comes to me. to correct my mistakes in footdrill.
me : -thinks- hmms. maybe nxt week can be this fun too..

WAH. nothing happen derhh lehhs. i thought they will be so strict that one fidget will kill me. haha. and its like they are DARN DARN DARN humerous ?! haha. super gaoxiao and cute lahhs. haha. and they correct ur mistakes like tell u gently. hengg not those ask u come out den scream at u like madness. haha. xp yayys. army officers rocks. haha. got one keep coming up to me and bev. cos we keep having elepunkks and giraffe spaces. haha. he was being super nice lahhs. ((:

came home after that. and i slept from 12.3o to 4.3o pm. ohno. OINKS. but its really nice lehh. haven have such nice rest since like 978753405429548 years. haha. im boredd noww. LALALALA. went blog surfing just now. hmms. realised that everyone is sweet to everyone. HAHA. sorry. ignore that sentence ehhs. hahaha. =p

i`ve waited all my life
to cross this line .

; an jing.

hmms. friday is supposed to be a relaxing and nice day. but how come the school seems so DEAD and empty on fridays ? so sians lo. xp hehhs. stayed back after school with duchen elaine christina and adel. to discuss bout the class banner and flag lo. yepps. but i was kicking ball most of the time lahhs. wasnt really discussing. haha. christina adel and elaine did most of the work. haha. paisehh ehhs. xp haha. hooray ! i can kick the ball high high le. i darnoe wat that trick is called lah. " trip " or smth arh ?!?! haha. bu zhi dao. just now that i can do it le ! woohoo. can challenge jiafu liaos. HAHA. and christina one is like super HIGH lahs. eeks. i must jiayou ! hehhs. ((=

went jp with them to after that. yeps. ate LJS. oh yah. jessie was ard also. heh. den we went walk walk. walk veh long also. we only like went in to a couple of shops.. but spent a lot of times. esp inside the cd shop. discussing bout all the shows. haha. veh nice lehh. and i bought my two hairbands ! yays. finally. haha. -GRINS. black&blue rockks. hiakks`
we took 157 home after that. with chris elaine and jessie. hahaha. we were being super lame lahhs. the bus darn jerky. like sitting roller coaster like that. the 4 of us kept going - woahhhhhh - hahaha. super cool lahh. haha. we kept laughing lahhs. hahaha. vehh cute. hehhs.

my fourth finger hurts like hell. this morning lock my door that time caught my finger. my flesh is like coming off lahhs. super painn. piangg. and jiafu`s like sweet can ? hahaha. he helped me bandage my finger with tissue and scotchtape during eng lesson. haha. veh nice of him lahh ! even tho the tissue wont stay. -.- haha. but i think he`s like nice. even tell me wat to put when i get home. hahaha. jiafu rocks. hahaha. history test was like EEW. i dont think i`ll do well. gimme a pass and i`ll be like really happie lahhs. a lot of ppl dont have enough time. haha. hanzhong ! rmber horhh. see who get lesser marks who win k ? hahaha. =p chanmeiyi and leeboonkit never come today. think chan on course or smth lahs. den geog that time went com lab for lesson with cynthiaang. think she`s like good ? at least she doesnt pms. oops. haha.

siannn ahhh. tmr gt training. i havent write my excuse letter. -.- darnoe if the ma`ams will accept not. piang. i scared tmr`s training tough lehh. booos.

right. currently in love love love with cheping & ma ke. hehh. i think they so rock. really. ((((:

; wo huii xue zhe fang qii ni
shi ying wei wo taii ai ni .

piangg. i feel so bloody hot cann ! haha. like burning like that. BAH. must be all the footdrill under the sun todae lahhs. BAHHHH ~

hmmms. lessons was quite fun today lahhs. haha. morning was madness. ruenn sheng went mad agn and he threw a book supposingly aimed at cherry. and it hit chunyip. god. was darn bad lahhs. chunyip like so stunnedd. and the impact was great lahs. rs cried after that. after scolded by edmungng. haish. xp hmms. ponn like half of a*maths and first period of chinese. hehhs. cos went down for dental. den waited for like the guys to finish. was slacking downstairs. den in the end that leeboonkit din come todae lahhs. so we din get the chinese test ! hooray ! haha. was slacking in class lo. uh`hurhhs. history was... alright. LIKE FINALLY WE REACHED CHAPT 2. pianggg. i think our class is like super slow lahs. 2 weeks behind time i think. wthhh. sighs- got false fire alarm also. think gt smth wrong with the alarm bahs. rang like thrice ? hahaha.

SS was super super cool and fun lahh ! had this quiz thing about tamil tigers. haha. our grp is like darnoe the answer but just stand and anyhow give answer lo. and its those veh veh outrageous answers? like eg, how many cases of killing or darnoe wat thing lah ! and our answer is like 9 MILLION ? wth. even the whole population in sri lanka plus singapore and malaysia also cannot make up to 9 million lo !! hahaha. super gaoxiao lahh ! haha. ((=

eng was nice. had some crossword puzzle thing to find countries and capitals. woohoo ! jiafu and i lian shou he zuo. and we gt 25/33 right. haha. was like veh jingzhang during the revealing of answers lahhs. hahaha. i think jiafu`s cute. haha. but i think he knows that too. -.- haha. we actually first derhh lehh ! den wenhuii gt 26. BAH. so gekk !! haha. but owells, getting 2nd is a veh RARE thing for us le. haha ! LALALALALA. hehhs.

had guides after school. hmms. i think too much footdrill can be fatal to health. hehhs. i got super highhhhhhhh after the whole thing. omg. LOL. but i think guides rocks lehhs. ((= hahahaha. stinkos rocks ! hehs. and yah. timer for me is NONO. bOOs.

took 198 with wen and min after that. went jp with wen to get fabric paint. hahaha. super cute lah she. was crapping a lot. E NIAO ROCKS. ((= lols. got the stuff.. den we walked around lo. yepps.

ytd heats was.. disaster. got tsunami lehs. xp hahaha. 3o6 still rocks.

i think im in love with cheping. xp oops. he so rock lahhs. hahaha. woohoo ! ((=

eewen*
E NIAO !!! haha. i think i like the present yah ? hahahahaha. he so spoil mood can ! we so excited get sucha nice gift for him he like that. think we can just keep it lahhs. hahahahaha. X= gahhh. stupid guy. hahaha. anw, yeps. u rockkk !! haha. tkaire ehhs ! seeya tmr for the match ! hahaha. ((= thanks for anwei`ing me today. hiaks `

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yayys ! glad for u ehhs. must jian chi ok ? ((= i love u president ! hehh.

ahhs. im bored. to tears. sighs. i dont feel like reducing the pile of hmwrk waiting for me. i dont wanna go school. i dont wanna face anything anyone. sighs. life`s getting suckier and suckier. BLAH. din turn up for trng ytd too. too tired. plus i wasnt feeling well. sians. no mc. darnoe if the ma`ams will accept mah. aiyah. heck lah. the most drop out of the contingent lo. sighs.

boring.
boring.
boring.
boring.
can someone be nice and entertain me ? xp

yuanyouhui rocks. ((=

woots. went k`boxing just now with jas cherry and eve. yepps. at kbox clem there. veh shuang lahhs. hahas. and its not as ex as i thought. haha. xp oops. anw, i owe cherry 1o.5o now. BAH. =x

hmms. lesson was okae lahs. the stupidd sia went to complain to gong ji i think. yeps. den gongji scoldedd us for playing ard with the cake lahs. den ask write report. chris and jiafu lahs. feel so darn guilty can ? booos. xp why cannot play lo.. not as if we never take the initiative to clean up the place lo. grrr. anw, jiafu said gongjia siao. den gongji heard. so as usual, ask him go out then scold him lo. haha. piang. i hear jiafu tell me wat gongji i really can die laughing lahh ! wthh siah. super crapp. lols. xp

history mrschan came in for observation. darnoe lahhs. super boring also. blahhs. dint really pay much attention in class today also. was trying to chiong finish the soccer comic jiafu lend me. vol. 3. cos he say he wanna bring home and re-read. denn keep rushing me to read. OMG. that book super cool lahh ! haha. the tricks lyk so omg man. wth. hahaha. veh veh nice. reading 4 now. gonna get 5 & 6 from jf on mon. hehh. ((=

after school ahs. wanted to watch the bball match. then havent start mahs. jf wanna go ginza the comic shop there. so i peii him go lo. yeps. crappedd a lot on the way there. super xiasway also lahh. LOL. xp but veh fun. so reached HQ. borrowed the 5 & 6. den nice me treated him to ice cream lahhs. hahaha. ((= jiafu rocks cann !! haha. right cherry ? hahas. think he`ll be lyk super sweet and loyal to his girl if he has one lahs. so nice lah him. piang. xp

walked back to school with him. den we watched the bball match together with elaine and adel and chris and mich. yeps. YAYYS. WE WON LAHH ! HAHA. was lyk being super jingzhang at the end. cos we were almost losing lahs. and we kept screaming. so paisehh can ! hahaha. xp after the match walked to kbox clem meet the girls lo. yeps. sang. lahs. IM STUNNED THAT CHERRY KNOWS SO MUCH CHINESE SONGS LAH. haha. and eve can sing rather great lahs. hehs. left ard 5.5o lyk dat. went clem central cos cherry wanna get clips. yeps. den took 99 with eve. she was telling me bout the tainan exchange trip. wahpiang. hiong siahs. lyk army camp lyk dat lahhs. super cool and tough ehs. xp haha.

tmr got training le. sians. dont feel lyk going AT ALL. bahhhh ~

was talking to chris last night. around 12am plus. hahaha. she was tou-tou`ing using the comp. yeps. both agreed that sec3 life rather hectic and sucky lahs. gt a lot of things to do and study. boos. and both of us doesnt like facing reality. hahaha. lyk who likes in the first place lahh. BLEH.