IM VERY VERY BORED !!


im still stuck at my cuz's hse and i have not yet finished my hmwrk. sch's tmr. URHH. why cant they give us 15days for hols !! hahaha. but tht wld be really mad and boring too. lols.


got really really tempted just now whn everyone was urging me to just gamble. urghhhh. but yes, my faith is still with the Lord. and i will stand strong with Him. hurmpf. lol.


I DONT WANNA WAKE UP EARLY TMR !!! )):


but then agn, i not stupid 2 tmr ! with the girls of cos. yays. a chance to catch up ! :D:D

dang`

at my maternal's aunt side now. rich family pls. hahaha. they have like wat, SIX bloody comps&laptops lah. hahahaha. freaky man. but its cool. so its smth like a lan shop upstairs. haha. adults gambling downstairs. hmms. i didnt gamble this year ! :D:D abiding by Daddy's law. yupps. and even though its like rather boring becos everyone around u seems to be gambling and u have nth to do. LOL. but then agn, on a close look, i realised tht being bored beats having to spend the whole day at the table thinking whether if u shld take tht extra one card, or whether u shld take more money out to regain ur loss and etc. LOL. :DD so yups, im contented lahh.


anw, went to ayeo's house today to bai nian. at his new house ! pretty leh. but the environment and the surroundings are like ultra quiet or smth man. hahaha. think cos that place not developed fully yet bahs. yupss. so anw, i woke up like at 9.4oam when we were spsed to meet @ queens by 1o ?!?!?! rushed like mad and thank God, dad was nice and sent me there instea. haha. so met up with hwq, cas, evey, serhui, khris and angela. yups. everyone's like dressed to the nines huh. haha. prettaye ! lols. so yups, took bus to his house. OMG LAH. AXIOS YEO IS ULTRA ULTRA AND UBER UBER CUTE OK !!! hahahaha. super pls. all of us were like fascinated with him. hahaha. and his wife has become much prettier ! :D:D:D lucky dude huh. haha. talked, eat, drank a lil' of swt wine or smth. then some tchers came. mrliu, mrng, linlaoshi and mr see. hahah. MR SEE SO KEAII !! haha. he speaks randomly. hahaha. and mrliu sang for us ! he's cool man. LOL. i think his singing so rocks. hahahaha. :D:DD

left around 1 plus. took bus to tiong and we went on our own ways. dad picked me up to come to whr i am now. and its uber boring. ): but owells. tolerate ! i'll prob go sleep after this. hahahaha.


ytd was another day of bai nian-ing. yupps. went to paternal side though. morning had church ! haha. woke up around 7 plus ? haha. service was early lahh. pastor seow did the msg. i like him ! haha. but i prefer pastor mak more. hoho.so anw, yah. after svc chiong-ed home lah. changed and went down to my grandma cum first uncle cum MEL's house. yes. and the whole day was gamble gamble gamble agn. -.- but thank god mel's was home so we talked alot ! and listened to worship songs. yupps. goodd lah. hahaha. reached hme around 12 plus and fell asleep immediately mans. hahaha.



yupps. so these two days been rushing around lah.

on a happier note, i got my batt changed and its pretty strong now ! :D:D and i finally finally got my adidas sneakers ! woohoo ! xD

omg.




im freaking freaking freaking bushed pls.



been on a VERY VERY VERY tight schedule for the past 2 days. rawrrr. /:




ytd had the first reunion dinner of the year. with paternal side. so after lessons in school, stayed bck to finish up the guides banner. took a sneak peak at the CNY celebrations rehearsal also. yupps. ate macdonald agn as min dabao-ed bck for us. whees. :D:D


had to leave early than expected cos dad was picking us up frm home to go to the restaurant. so cabbed home and reached at 63o. took a very quick bath, prepared and left the house. i think i stayed home for less than half hour. wth. -.- picked mum up nxt and went ahead to the restaurant at aljunied.( !!!! SO FAR OK. wahlao. /: ) so anw, everyone was spsed to reach at like 7pm for the dinner. and dad chiong-ed all the way. almost got into a couple of accidents because everyone seemed to be doing the same thing, only without signals. yes. so annoying lah. and the best part ? we tio scammed ok. reach alr not everyone reached. and we like arrived at EIGHT ?! and the food only started serving bout half an hour later. wahlao. make me rush like mad ok ! i was sosososo tired lah. )): anw, sat at the 'children's table' as usual. lol. 2 families were missed and so we started eating the usual stuff lah. but this time round the courses are like all mixed up. crab were one of the first man. -.- hahaha. weird. took a couple of spastic photos with prong&amanda. hahaha. but they are prettaye ! haha. will upload them soon ehs. :D:D


drank wine also cos the adults were passing it around. drank a couple of glasses and then stopped cos i realised i wasnt spsed to. HAHA. mel told the reason afterwards. can drink, but best no to. hahaha. oops. /: hmms, but i guess its okay lah. but i just didnt like the taste of the wine. i think vodka is so much nicer. ahh, wtever.


reached hme around 12 and i fell asleep straight. wahlao i got school somemore tdy ok ! /: LOL.


was contemplating whether i shld turn up for lessons when i decided to just drag myself to come lah. WAS SOSOSOSOSOSO SLEEPY OKAY. i almost dozed off every other min. i cldnt even open my eyes in the morning and during flag raising lah ! liew. got caught for attire by lyesim and she tucked my blouse all the way in. i almost wanted to do smth lah, but caught myself in time. so irritated. i dont know why, its like pretty rude. i mean just tell us or smth lah, dont come and do it for ppl. some people mind, some people dont lah. and too bad, i was in a mood to actually MIND this morning. so my face was like as black as thunder. the momen she turned her back, i tucked everything out like mad. -.- i hope no tchers come across this post. LOL.


spsed to have 3 lessons of maths in the morning. edmund was nicenicenice ! he let us off for the day and we watched johnny english on his laptop. LOL ! first time he actually brings his laptop to class. hahaha. watched the first disc nia lah. then had to go for pe. but didnt attend and went to the hall tgt with claud cherry yt and anjo. yups. after recess, lined up in parade sq. then proceeded up to hall lo. had the CNY celebrations. yups. nth much lah actually. but the NH idol was cool. hahaha. smth happened and it was ultra embarrassing too. freak. i almost killed cherry. -.-


owells, congrats to weijie who clinched the NHidol award huh. :D


then some tchers sang and everyone was just laughing madly lah ! hahaha. funny manzxzxzx. LOL. after tht went to get my bag, opened guides room, got the banner and other stuff out. then waited for cab for like eons years before eewen suggested to call a cab. thank god we managed to get one and off we headed to bishan. yups. talked on the cab then went to hand in our entries for the competitions. FINALLY THE DAYS OF PAINTING BANNER ARE OVER ! hooray. wht a HUGE relief ! no more -ahem- breathing down our necks. hooray ! hahaha. lunched @ mos. then we took mrt bck. eewen went for tuition at yishun while i went hme. yups.


reached home, bathed and went out agn. which is the reason why im sososo tired for these 2 days. i hardly get to rest even whn i get home. dang ` ):


so anw, went to jp. collect my shorts. looked for shoes & bags but cldnt find anything to my liking ! ahhh !! )): bumped into quite a no. of people. first karen. then sacha ziyi jarrel and zhiwei. -.- stalker man. hahahaha. then i saw winston and gang. woahh. LOL. walked walked walked. and smth freaky happened at bossini lah ! i think apparantly this grp of 3males and 2females were caught shoplifting. they managed to get out of the shop but one of the staff realised and chased after them. after tht they walked in angrily ( ?! ) into the shop and one of the males started waving his credit card around and yelling tht he'll pay now. and his wife started behaving in this hysterically manner, screaming and yelling and threatening to hit the staff. then the supervisor came and tried to intervene but another male came up and pushed him against the mirror, and was threatening to hit him. soon, the whole shop was like shouting at them to stop lah. and my parents, were one of them. zzzzz. -.- hahaha. so they called in security and the whole grp was brought down to security office lo. liew. freaky man. but was super interesting. IM NOT A SADIST LAH. but was really cool lah. i was ultra stunned. haha. but imagine lah, its ridiculous man. u shoplift and still dare to scream and shout and yell at the staff. wahlao. mad ass man. mum says they aint singaporean. hmms.


left at 7.3o and rushed hme for dad to bath and change. then came out in like 15mins or smth and headed down to aunt's hse at bishan. sian man. had steamboat in the function room. and watched the last episode of aidezhangmenren ! so noble of lance to give up ruyi huh. sweet. :D hahaha. yups. was falling asleep alr lah anw. dang ` left at 11 plus, and i just reached home. WHEW.


tmr's gna do some last min shopping. and im gna go get my batt changed or smth at samsung ! eewen's batt is strong now ! lol. i want also leh. :D:D hahaha.


once agn, enjoy the CNY people. GONG XI FA CAI yeah. hahaha.


OH RIGHT, i just realised...


THIS ENTRY IS THE 2OOTH !!!! WHEE. hooray !!!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

jump & reach for the stars ..














skipped school tdy cos i had a relapse of cold. i feel tht im getting weaker and weaker. wht a weakling. hah..

going bck for guides later though.


i dont know wht to blog. i feel rather *^&^$^&)( after reading smth. sigh. my heart aches for you. for wht is going on btwn us and how things turn out like this. i miss the old times, really.


will we get another chance to make things right ? or will i have to give up the ties btwn us ?

dangg.

mrFLU came bck to haunt me agn. ughh. was sneezing madly tdy agn. but luckily it didnt happen during the history test. lucky lucky. history test was do-able lah. just hope my facts and rules were right. dang. praise the lord for coaching me ehhs. :D

hmms. lessons.. were alright. maths was okay. i think possibility is really easy ! i like tht chapter. hahs. chinese had students' presentation frm cherry's grp. oh yah, morning was just uber sleepy lah. i was dozing off despite tht their presentation was nt bad. dang ` i woke up at 6.4oam somemore. was contemplating if i shld head to sch or cont sleeping. decided to do the former lah. hah.

anw.. had some surprise EL compo test also. topic was ' an ill-fated journey '. man, i think i wrote rubbish. hahaha. wht do u expect frm a sick person ! hahaha. and i think its super cool. cos ytd i was talking to anqi and i was telling her i kinda miss writing compo cos like so long nvr write le. and tdy got test liao. liew. telepathy ah. hahaha.

and tdy chem prac was super funny. our class was super clumsy lah. haha. claud and mich esp. i think they broke almost a set of apparatus. okay, nt the much. btu claudine broke a conical flask. and the nxt minute michelle broke another one while she was trying to save claud's burette. LOL. and i dont know wht she did but the claud's drawer came tumbling down also. hahaha. so i think the white tile was broken too. LOL. super gaoxiao. piang piang piang. /: haha. then xueying spilled her potassium magnate. and i spilled my chemicals also. HAH. freaky !

after sch had maths make up lesson. went through permutation&combination. funfun ! haha. i think its cool. LOL. i totally returned the whole concept to edmund alr lah. haha. then after the lesson went to guides room to help out in the painting. yups.

cabbed to lakeside with eewen & jarrel. decided to walk home frm there instead of catching a bus. wht a sudden thought to just walk. but i guess i needed it somehow. my mood just plunged straight down to 0 lah. besides, i needed a quiet moment with the Spirit. hmms, and i guess tht walk did me good. reflected on alot of stuff and realised there are quite a couple of issues tht have been bothering me for awhile. some of which i thought was long time thing and tht i have alr forgotten and let go of. guess it turns out tht i've been avoiding alot of issues all this while ehhs. hmms.

this year is really one hectic year too. i've realised tht i dont have much time after school start. no time to do wht i want to do, no time to hang out and catch up on my chics&babes, most impt, no time to talk to Him. its really bad cos its like im only praying whn i sleep and worshipping a mere 15mins in the morning, on the way to school. dang. and it doesnt feel good at all. hai. dont know leh, i need time somehow. i wanna get back to the Lord. i dont wanna feel so distant. even though i know He will never leave me, but sometimes i do feel like im alone. sighs. devil's playing me huh. but yeah, i'll get through this with His strength, since i've promised to depend on Him, i will learn to do so. even though things are gna be painful at times, but i'll cont on. all for Him. yupps.

sigh. guess this year been tiring alr. and its only jan. sigh.

helloHELLO. (:


my show tdy was good agn. sweetness ! hah.

lessons were alright. claudine didnt come ! aww. ): hmm. maths was catchable. chem test was.. alright. but i dnt think i'll pull through leh. LOL. faithh. yups.

hmms. stayed bck after sch tdy. went to clem central with min&jia. got our materials for banner. walked rather long to find the paint shop. hah ! huimin ah! anyhow lead. LOL. no lah jk. I WANT MY NIPPON. =p hahaha. then we bought sweettalk and cabbed back. :D:D

nice sec3s stayed bck. yupps. thank you anqi yingxin and xueen. my darlings ! :D haha. so we painted the base coat white. jarrel & weijie came to wreck havoc in the room. dang. and they took some donno-wht-movie using the guides hello kitty. poor thing. ): haha. ran out of paint so we had to stop. aww. took the maggiemee out and asked auntie at the canteen to help us cook 3 packets. she was so nice ! hahaha. the western food one. yays. and it tasted delicious ok. :D:D yayys. :D:D hehs.

walked to clem with anqi yingxin xueen wendy and weicong. hahaha. weicong was a stalker pls. lol. and he kept mentioning his name. dang. its over alr lah dude. hahaha. yeah. had a long talk with anqi. DANG ! i missed hanging out with them. they made me feel refresh ! lovelove. :D:D haha. took 99 with xueen and we talked too ! great minds think alike. hah ! :D:D rockkks.

yups. history test tmr. sian. cold war. BRRRR.

teresa yiyuan and yuyang got in ! whee. :D:D

new layout.

yups.

my Lord reigns.

sigh. i need to learn, the hard way i guess. on how to depend on you. yeah.


sian. pool and manutd match still 0-0. but im fine with anything as long as manutd doesnt win. :D:D

whoo. i just watched HONEY on HBO. hahs. super super ultra ultra HOTHOTHOT. hahahaha ! very nice ! jessica alba was as usual, fugly hot. and the hiphop dances the kids did were superb ! hahs. i was bloody amazed pls. so cool siah. hahahaha. even my mom thinks so ! hehs. :D:D nice. try to get a cd of it sometime ppl ! its really sexay. -winks-

hmms. so ytd was cherry's birthday bash. went home after school to get a rest and dresssed before meeting claudine at jurong east. jas and her boy met us there too. yups. took mrt to bukit gombak and we cabbed down to the cafe tht cherry booked. so reached alr, went up lo. saw the birthday girl and zl. then talked talked. slacked around. haha. the night was alright lah. started slow actually. haha. cas qz me & claud slacked around in fours and was actually being abit anti. haha. cos we didnt know wht to say to the others. lol. there were then usual clique of cherry and some np-ians i guess. jarrel was there too. hahaha. then cas and qz left around 9 so claud and me rejoin the grp. yups. started playing dare or dare while eating pizza so quite alot of unlucky things happened to the couples around. hehh. -winks winks- but it was cute&sweet lahh. :D:D LOL. then had a bit of games and stuff. yups. cherry's friend bought some vodka so we drank too. but i think claud&me drank quite alot cos the rest didnt want to. so we tried to finish it. haha.

left around 11 cos claudine didnt want to reach home too late. yups. cabbed home and tht silly girl was going danggggggg alr. hahahaha. funny shit. reached home around 113o and watched tv before sleeping. frigging tired. gosh. LOL. /: but everyone was gorgeous tht night. yupss. :D:D

woke up at ard 1o3o this morning ? cos mom said grandma was coming so we had to wake up early. yups. she came around 11 and did wht she came for. i watched tv and did a lil' of hmwrk. wow. hehh. then she left and my aunt&me cabbed down to bishan for some family gathering of the aunties. -.- hahah. taught my lil' cousin composition ! sense of achievement. hohohoho. =p and i studied chem there too. hahs ! went j8 with mom&aunt after tht and finished my shopping for cny clothes ! yays ! left with accesories&shoes. lalalala. :D:D


bro's watching the new swordsmen show on chnU. tht one tht bryan wong is acting in. HAH. actually, he finished watching all 38episodes of it on vcd. darn fast. bout 3 days or smth. mad dude. but the show is rather sadist. i dont like the ending lah. but its a lil touching. aww. /: and the girls are prettay ! hahahaha. not bad lah. aye.

i think this entry is messy and dead. DANG `

i missed out on NYP's open hse ! darn. )): but im still bent on being a nurse. uhuh. mom tried to dissuade me today but nopes, no chance. I WANT TO BE A NURSE ! actually, the desire has been coming strong recently. i donno why. hmms, strange but i really cant wait man. hahs. maddzxzxzxzx. :D:D


you know, i realised suddenly tht this world is really unfair. and it really SUCKS sigh- like in a lot of places, its just so.. different. ur whole live depends on WHERE u are born and WHO u are. if u happen to be lucky, u get to be born in some good family in some good place. but if u aint, u'll prob be born in some not so well-to-do family, in some not good country ? and perhaps for the rest of ur life, u will prob just be despised u know. its like.. so lowly tht kinda feeling. shuckks. its freaking unfair lah. like, why do some ppl get to have all the good things in the whole of their life while some people, no matter how much they wish for a simple thing, they will nvr get it in their whole life. or to even see it. and the worse thing is tht u know even when all these are going on in our everyday life, nobody actually bothers or feel a single thing except for a couple here and there. and tht u know how much helpless some people are but u cant do a single thing to help them ? tht kinda feeling ? sigh. its a sad sad world yeah. some people cant get a simple thing in their whole life while others spend their life extravangantly. i dont know why i suddenly felt this way, but yeah, the world sucks. this world sucks. but i know He put me here for a reason, so im just gna strive for Him. everything just for Him. yups. cos He's the only one tht gives me all tht i need.. and want. (:

i guess im gna start appreciating & loving the things around me.. before i lose them. :D

OMG !

IM A HAPPY KID TODAY !! IM SO HYPERVENTILATED NOW. HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHHOHOHOHOHOHOzxzxzxzxzxz !!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D

reason ?

MY FAV GUY CHARACTER AND MY FAV GIRL CHARACTER FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY GOT TOGETHER IN THE EPISODE TODAY !! WHEEE ! I LOVE THT BLOODY SHOW. ITS FRIGGING SWEET OK. I ALMOST MELTED. -whees. hahahahahaha ! AND THAT SHOW RE-IGNITED MY PASSION FOR NURSING ! yes ! i wanna be a damn nurse and help patients ! i wanna fly to those third world countries and help the kids there ! i wanna lead a meaningful life, of course, with my Lord ! :D:D:D heh. my childhood ambition till now. -winks-

HOHOHO. i guess only ANGSEOWLI can understand wht im going through now. HAH ! :D:D lovelove. having SCV is such a bliss ~ gosh. hahaha. oh right, the show is tian ya xia yi. ITS FRIGGING NICE. hahs !


okayyy. stop all the madness. SHALL CHILL. :D:D:D

so.... finally went bck to school after 2 days of MC. wahlao ! i nvr take 2days worth of MC in a row before lah ! i think the doctor scammed me. /: the medicine made me weaker and my head thumped like MAD for the first day. wahhlao. /: so i had no choice but to get another day's MC lo. yupsyups. thankfully it was FOC. hah ! :D

so i slept the 2 days away. aww.. wht a waste of time. but a really deserved break. but no worries ppl, IM FINE NOW ! heh. :D:D

lessons were pretty okay ! am glad im still able to catch up. and i realised eve haven been in school since monday too. and she wasnt in school tdy also ! boy, hope she's okay. i mean, MC for 3 days ? quite a big matter ehs. michelle & wanyi wasnt in school also. our class is going DOWNdowndown !! )): so the day was all abt ME&CLAUDINE ! hahs. havent gotta to spend one whole day with her for VERYVERYVERY long alr. so yups, talked alot as usual. and chiong-ed hmwrk. MSKHOO is ultra cute ! hahaha. and MRNG's character development lessons made quite a number of sense. so.. morally after tht. LOL. /: even though half of his lesson was taken up by MSCHNG cos i had to take the test for biology, meant for ytd. /: i didnt even study ! )): but owells, hope i`ll pull through ! :D:D

recess was taken up by MSCHAN too ! had to take the test for geog. dang ! didnt do any study on tht either. mapwork. MADE ME GO (*&*&%&^ OK ! i was laughing at my answers half of the time and on my stupidity. haha. my answers are like so freaking ridiculous to the qns. guess i wont make it then. uhh. lol.

assembly.. was alright. nth interesting. played a fool with claudine jingting and anjo ! ohh ! i lost my bloody tie okay. im so mad ! was in a rush this morning and i thought i left it in my bag which i exchanged with yawen. met up with her at the canteen in the morning only to realise it wasnt there ! ohboy. thank God elaine had a extra one. heh ! thanks babe. but it belongs to the class now ! nehh. so our class has 2 extra tie ! cool ! :D:D hahs. and i was excused for PE too ! caught up with cherry on a couple of issues. and she's having a birthday bash tmr night. W-O-W. cool shit. hahaha ! :D:D:D

i finally got to eat smth during lunch. hah. and talked to MRNG & MRYEO abt somethings too. yupps. guess MRYEO still rmbers 2o3 uh. notbadnotbad. lol. /: went back to class for SS and chinese. dang. i cldnt take it and i fell asleep during chinese ! /: no shit. blarh. in fact, the whole class was sleeping i guess. tiredd lahh. liew. i seriously think they shld revert back to the old dismissal time. )): i miss 2OCLOCK !

after school went for some cca leaders meeting. tmr need bring full uni, im sosososo dead. i got SO many things missing. hahs. and my boots are in a terrible state. i shall borrow frm guides room. /: haha. then went paya lebar or wtever u spell tht place with claudinechai ! yeps. to shop for clothes, for her i mean. lol. dunno who say there cheaper and got nice clothes. so went all the way there and realised it wasnt that a biggg deal like someone said. yups. but still, she bought her stuff and we went home as happy kids ! :D:D

im actually doing maths now. can u believe it ? hah !


IM HAPPYYYYY ! dont come and diss me off ok. i wanna remain happy for at least another 24hours. :D:D jk !

O.kay

just been to the doctor. wahh. the clinic was bursting with people, like wht i was telling eewen abt. haha. i think my choice of vocab sounds weird, but my mind is too dazed now. blah. so anw, having a slight fever and caught a really awful cold. voice's becoming hoarse too. dang `

tdy was horrible with a capital H ! dang. started morning off.. cold. yes. woke up with a really bad bad bad headache but thought nothing of it and dragged myself to school. see, so guai of me. /: haha. oh yah. i woke up at 3.23am to off my aircon cos it was just TOO cold. i dont know why. must be the coming back of mrFLU. wtever.

so reached sch, talked with the twins&adeline cos i cldnt find claudine. yups. cld feel the heat alr but aye, just pushed the thought away i guess. until lessons started and i was starting to lose my focus. yeah. it was just freezing in the classroom pls ! even claud&mich admit so. /: and the sun was really giving warmth for one moment. awww.. :D:D

then everything just kept turning worse. kept shivering in class after recess and cldnt grab on wht the tchers were tching. gosh. /: sadsad. eyes were closing every min or so, and was feeling hot&cold. tada. official sick. besides, it was a sleepy monday tdy. everyone seems to be listening half-heartedly. /:

spsed to stay bck after sch to look for edmund to teach maths. but i cldnt take it alr, was gna die or smth. so went bck with the others. nice wanyi's mum send us to clem. went to have lunch with claud bfore taking 99 hme with her. lol. yeah. came home, slept till 8. woke up and i watched the campus superstar. 0.o

nt gna go sch tmr i guess. besides, maths test tmr. good thing or bad one ? /: -shrugs. but mrng's nice. HAHA.

take care ppl. :D

brrr. finally the weather has warmed up more ehs. but unfortunately, my cold has come back. blarh. so im sneezing like a mad ass and feeling cold and then hot, and then cold agn. RAWRRR.

so orientation camp 2oo6 was alright bah. quite fun even though the sec ones were pretty dead or smth. haha. reported at 3 for duty. then worked with the np for campfire. set up everything and stuff. uhuh. i think mr ng's idea is cool ! fireball ! vooshh ! lol. :D

then helped helped helped. went to teach campfire songs after that in the hall. ahh. tough. wasnt high enough. so cldnt be high. blah. my chocs ! /:

after tht had dinner. had to finish it in 15mins or smth so tht can finish up the benching for campfire. so rushed and i think i ate really fast. indigestion afterwards. garrh. lol. so finished le, moved 88 benches to the field. omg. wasnt very bad at first then it got super tiring. but moving there was better cos there were a lot of people helping out. :D so campfire started. i started getting HIGH ! hahha. crapped with the secONES. i think 1/2's cute. hahaha. :D:D and after tht i ran to 1/6 to make them high. but the boys were still quiet. hahaha. /:

so sang and screamed. my voice became hoarse after tht. booo.

campfire ended and we moved the benches back becos they were gna have supper ltr. man. i ALMOST died ok. it was just freaking tiring and there were MUCH lesser people helping out this time round. damn. super tiring. but i think limzhiwei is super pro. he carried alot of benches alone. pro dude. hahaha. and me and jiayi were like wat, best partners or smth. HAHA.

went to bath after tht, and got pissed off by some rude secONES. wtver. i finished bathing in under 4mins. i think im pro. hahahaha. jk lah.

cldnt sleep after tht ( was supposed to sleep in the hall ) so jiayi me and eewen went downstairs to chat with people. yups. funny shit. talked alot lah. frm 13o to 5 or smth. poor nicholas. he was trying to sleep but i guess we were really noisy. hahaha. jarrel cldnt stop laughing for i-donno-wht reason. hahaha. and zhiwei was just super cock. hahaha. my cold came bck and i felt sleepy. but i hanged on ! haha. after tht everyone just went to bed with less than an hour left. LOL. so i just stared into the sky and listened to my mp3. yepps. and the secONES woke up pretty early. :D not bad. cleared up the mess of the campfire and i went bck home with lus. :D

reached hme at nine and i immediately fell asleep till four. /: woke up, had lunch and slept for another 2hours ! haha. but im still feeling sleepy. /:

lalalalala. AHH CHOOOO !

whoo. i just watched HONEY on HBO. hahs. super super ultra ultra HOTHOTHOT. hahahaha ! very nice ! jessica alba was as usual, fugly hot. and the hiphop dances the kids did were superb ! hahs. i was bloody amazed pls. so cool siah. hahahaha. even my mom thinks so ! hehs. :D:D nice. try to get a cd of it sometime ppl ! its really sexay. -winks-

hmms. so ytd was cherry's birthday bash. went home after school to get a rest and dresssed before meeting claudine at jurong east. jas and her boy met us there too. yups. took mrt to bukit gombak and we cabbed down to the cafe tht cherry booked. so reached alr, went up lo. saw the birthday girl and zl. then talked talked. slacked around. haha. the night was alright lah. started slow actually. haha. cas qz me & claud slacked around in fours and was actually being abit anti. haha. cos we didnt know wht to say to the others. lol. there were then usual clique of cherry and some np-ians i guess. jarrel was there too. hahaha. then cas and qz left around 9 so claud and me rejoin the grp. yups. started playing dare or dare while eating pizza so quite alot of unlucky things happened to the couples around. hehh. -winks winks- but it was cute&sweet lahh. :D:D

LOL. then had a bit of games and stuff. yups. cherry's friend bought some vodka so we drank too. but i think claud&me drank quite alot cos the rest didnt want to. so we tried to finish it. haha. left around 11 cos claudine didnt want to reach home too late. yups. cabbed home and tht silly girl was going danggggggg alr. hahahaha. funny shit. reached home around 113o and watched tv before sleeping. frigging tired. gosh. LOL. /: but everyone was gorgeous tht night. yupss. :D:D

woke up at ard 1o3o this morning ? cos mom said grandma was coming so we had to wake up early. yups. she came around 11 and did wht she came for. i watched tv and did a lil' of hmwrk. wow. hehh. then she left and my aunt&me cabbed down to bishan for some family gathering of the aunties. -.- hahah. taught my lil' cousin composition ! sense of achievement. hohohoho. =p and i studied chem there too. hahs ! went j8 with mom&aunt after tht and finished my shopping for cny clothes ! yays ! left with accesories&shoes. lalalala. :D:D

bro's watching the new swordsmen show on chnU. tht one tht bryan wong is acting in. HAH. actually, he finished watching all 38episodes of it on vcd. darn fast. bout 3 days or smth. mad dude. but the show is rather sadist. i dont like the ending lah. but its a lil touching. aww. /: and the girls are prettay ! hahahaha. not bad lah.

aye. i think this entry is messy and dead. DANG `

i missed out on NYP's open hse ! darn. )): but im still bent on being a nurse. uhuh. mom tried to dissuade me today but nopes, no chance. I WANT TO BE A NURSE ! actually, the desire has been coming strong recently. i donno why. hmms, strange but i really cant wait man. hahs. maddzxzxzxzx. :D:D

you know, i realised suddenly tht this world is really unfair. and it really SUCKS sigh- like in a lot of places, its just so.. different. ur whole live depends on WHERE u are born and WHO u are. if u happen to be lucky, u get to be born in some good family in some good place. but if u aint, u'll prob be born in some not so well-to-do family, in some not good country ? and perhaps for the rest of ur life, u will prob just be despised u know. its like.. so lowly tht kinda feeling. shuckks. its freaking unfair lah. like, why do some ppl get to have all the good things in the whole of their life while some people, no matter how much they wish for a simple thing, they will nvr get it in their whole life. or to even see it. and the worse thing is tht u know even when all these are going on in our everyday life, nobody actually bothers or feel a single thing except for a couple here and there. and tht u know how much helpless some people are but u cant do a single thing to help them ? tht kinda feeling ? sigh. its a sad sad world yeah. some people cant get a simple thing in their whole life while others spend their life extravangantly. i dont know why i suddenly felt this way, but yeah, the world sucks. this world sucks. but i know He put me here for a reason, so im just gna strive for Him. everything just for Him. yups. cos He's the only one tht gives me all tht i need.. and want. (:

i guess im gna start appreciating & loving the things around me.. before i lose them. :D

brrr..

i know i haven been updating much recently.

im sorry.

but i'll update soon.

meanwhile, everyone pls take care and cover urself with a THIICKKK blanket when u sleep at night cos the weather's been rather bad recently. and u wouldnt wanna have a bad flu like me. /:

owells, God will make each day better and warmer. im sure of that. :D

but i still wished i had a hot cup of drink now. brrrr.

RIGHT.

im having mixed feelings right now. im happy & pissed. lets talk abt the happy part first ehs.

im watching the pool match and im extremely HAPPY that they`ve scored 3 goals in the second half to make up for their sloppy performance of the goalkeeper team. yesh. and THANK GOD. this is really a miracle. i kept praying that He let liverpool score and at least equalised, even best that they can get 4-3. and really, i didnt really think tht wld happen, but i told myself faith can do wonders ! and the next minute, pool started firing madly. GOSH. my Lord rocks alright. admit that. hahahahaha. jk lah. but He does rock. hohohoho. im glad its SUNDAY alr ! i love sundays ! :D:D:D:D:D maintain the lead liverpool !! :D:D

RIGHT. NOW FOR THE PISSED PART. im uber pissed. someone is equally pissed as me. WE are both pissed over her and the issue. i mean seriously, wht are friends for ? i thought the least u cld do is to just stop denying everything lah. im sure u understand that word more than anyone of us here so whts the point in denying everything whn U ADMIT SOMEWHERE ELSE THE TRUTH. u rather keep it from us than to just admit, so frankly speaking, i wonder now that on wht status are we. that u cant even be frank with us. like, we aint saying tht u guys are together or smth, but at least admit the fact tht communication is alive. it just pissed us outright of the fact u hide from us on one side and keeps denying till heaven and earth are done with but u mention the both of u doing all sorts of thing somewhere else ! ?!?! so wht, are we friends or not? DAMN. im really speechless with you mans. i donno wht to say more. DAMN. [ cisse just got sub. THANK GOD. he's really awful. - ] the least tht i can expect is tht u just STOP all these lah. i mean, just STOP all these denying alright. im sure u're tired LYING.

shuckk.

dang`

haven updated for a looonnngggg timeeee. /:

hmms. so basically, the whole week has been okayyyyy. just a bit stressful cos all the tchers tht comes in keep saying tht we have to start revision now & blah blah. i mean, yeah i do know the importance tht we have to revise and tht Olvls are impt, but give us a lil' break lah. its only the first week of school ! and guess wat ? some people in my class has alr started revising biology and doing notes. /: omg. im going madzxzxzz. )):

TODAY.

had the cca extravanganza thingy tdy. had to reach by 7am and i was late for guides cos i had a tummy upset ! ): was drizzling a lil' too. /: so anw, reached around 715am and briefed the girls. after tht gave them their duties to do and started the busy day off ! we have a BEEEGGG patch of land to work on ! whees ! and NP attempted to kope our place. heh. /: so helped out with putting the gadgets in place and thank god they WORKED. so prettaye leh ! :D:D then helped the sec3s do their digging of the pits. LOL. the grass was ultra disgusting because it was flooded and the mud was soft & sticky. my new shoes !!! )): but went ahead still, and im so proud of them ! they dug a really nice pit ! squarish & deep. hohoho. :D:D

then it was pretty late alr, so we started the fire. went well at first and the charcoal was burning up. so cooked the chicken and stuff. after a while the fire died down and i spent the rest of the day making the fire so i probably smelled of chaota. LOL. /: it kept drizzling though. hmms. the rest of the girls entertained the sec1s. weijie kept coming to disturb us. -.- lol. and then the rain came down hard so we had to stop our cooking and shift indoors. tried cont with the umbrella but it was pretty tiring lah. and the fire just wont start ! rawrr. in the end we went up with mrstan to the staff lounge and cooked it straight. LOL. i kept eating the dark chocolate meant for the bananachocolate. HOHOHO. so nice ok ! and its so cheap ! lol. i wanna go buy and make my own chocolate dip !! hahaha. put the chicken in the oven and we melted the chocolate. yummylicious ! :D heh. after tht dripped it across the banana. gosh. so heavenly. hahaha. and mrstan was so nice ! she gave us the rest of the chocolates to finish it up !! hohohoho. and i became really happy and estactic after eating them because eating chocolates makes u happy ! lol. its true ! jiayi agrees too. hoho. :D

went down after that and realised things were pretty screwed. got really pissed off and mad so i decided to go make the pits back. helped the sec3s agn. and we did an ugly job but watever. LOL. it was funny though. and i realised my new white shoes have turned into some mud shoes. lol. so we all finished up and went to wash shoes ! and it has successfully become white agn ! so happyzxzxzx !! :D:D but it was really really wet and i had no choice but to walk around barefooted after tht. /: lol.

mdmsurin asked the girls to pack up and after tht we debriefed the girls as a squad. was yelling & scolding mostly i guess. /: too pissed alr. uhoh. went outta control agn and i had to shut myself for a while to cool down. /: blah. guess its really frustrating sometimes. sigh- watever. cant do anything if they dont wanna do in the first place ehs. blah. weijie said he cld hear me frm the third storey. uhoh. got tht loud mehs. oops.

den dismissed the girls. changed to pe shorts and shirt. my uniform was dirtied. boos. then went for lunch at clem kfc with the sec3s ! yups. very long nvr spend time with them le. lol. we kept teasing yingxin abt somebody. lol. funny shit. lol. oh yah ! anqi me xue en jinghui and yawen walked barefooted ! hohoho. so cool pls. hahaha. cabbed home with xueen & yawen. yups. and our shoes wetted the cab. oops. /: lol. phew. wht a long day. blah.

hmms. anw, Lord has been really really great to me ! lost my wallet on thurs at westmall while out with claud&mich. i didnt even realised until we reached bata to get shoeslaces. so we combed the food court cos they kept saying i didnt take it whn we left the place after eating. then retraced our steps and went into the various shops. but cldnt find it ehs. claud&mich kept saying i was so calm that i didnt seem to be anxious. i admit i wasnt. just dont know why, got this feeling tht i wld get it back even though i dont know HOW. lol. the power of God. prayed abt it and we went to report at the lost&found counter lo. left after tht because had to go for cell. took mrt and halfway the food court manager called and told me they found my wallet. seriously, i went super 0.0 <-- this okay. lol. i cldn believe it lah. a part of me was like, " aiyah, shld be cannot find le bah " while another part was telling me that " sure will recover de. dont need worry" yups. so praise the Lord Almighty ! :D went on for cell though cos there wasnt enough time to head back. reached mel's hse and we watched passion of the christ. cried like mad. gosh, my Lord Jesus reigns man. :D:D:D:D then had deliverance because i wasnt feeling good. ended at 1o and dad was pretty pissed off so he scolded. he wanted to stop me to go for cg but im not really gna care i guess. /: Lord, forgive me for not being obedient. ):

so i went back ytd to west mall to get my wallet back. and i thought there wldnt be any money left inside. guess wht ? God is really good ! 3odollars still intact. hohoho. in fact, EVERYTHING was. gosh. i was sosososo happy okay !! :D:D hehh. thank God ! :D yups. then ytd went to get the food for today's extravangaza with jiayi too. she's so mean ! hahaha.

yups. so lessons been alright i guess. mdm noridah is sosososo cute ! and i guess i'll improve more on chem since mswassan is teaching us now. :D:D heh. and mskhoo is really cute lah. LOL ! maths been alright too. on differentiation now. not bad, i guess i can pretty much comprehend. :D:D yays. haha. got my new books too. hoho. mschan is still as funny as ever. /: but cant deny the fact she does teaches well. lol.

uhuh. so thts abt it about my week ! i guess i`ll be coming online less often this year. have decided to focus more on studies. whees. im motivated !! like, finally. LOL.

REPLIES ;

EEWEN - hahaha. ur welcome though. miumiu is always nice. =p

JEREMY - lol. yups. i wanna go NYP for my nursing course ! haha. im so weida right. LOL. jk lah. eh pls lo ! im not scared of blood lo. hahaha. im a brave kid. /: hahaha.

WEIJIE - ehs ? i took ur thermometer mehs ?! lol. and stop stealing girl guides' food ok ! haha.

hello ! :D:D

alright. so sch started tdy ? yups. hmms. cldnt sleep last night thought. maybe i was too excited over it ? lol. nahs, just wasnt used to sleeping too early bahs. in the end managed to squeeze in abt 2 to 3hours of sleep ? rawrr.

went to school tdy. my shoes were feeling abit weird. abit toooo beegg i think. uhoh. so mum gave me money and asked me to get another pair of shoes after school. /: blahh. reached sch alr, called claud and tried to find her. gosh, the whole school was in chaos. lol. the porch was literally STUCK. lol. too many students crowding around i guess. but the sec1s are so cute ! so small. muahahaha. /: heh. found claudine and realised she tied her hair up. yups. prettay. lol. then we waited for michelle. and tried to find ben's sista but cldnt find ! uhoh. proceeded to hall after tht. we're SO at the back now ! how to see good things in the future during assembly !! ): boos.

so anw, mr foo had this long talk and almost had us dozing off. /: lol. after tht sec4 ( gosh, so weird addressing urself as a sec4 /: ) had to split up among genders. girls to the auditorium & boys remained in hall. climbed to the fifth storey, then went to auditorium lo. uhuh. blim talked to us regarding some GIRL-issues. darn, she's funny man ! lol. her talk was pretty interesting ! hahaa. and i got caught a lil' by not tucking in properly. uhohh. lol. but she was pretty nice lah. :DD: heees.

after tht went bck to class. 4o6's still on the fifth floor though ! happy ! no need to climb to sixth floor. claud tht dumb girl kept complaining though that we aint on the sixth floor. says wat on sixth floor like got more authority and got more goals cos can see NUS. -.- hahaha !

so mrlee came in to do some admin stuff. yeah, he's still the form while edmundng is the co-form. ( yays ! :D:D ) uhuh. fell asleep for donno-how-long while he was talking until i was being woken up. oops. lol. then cont to listen, edmund took over to address us. yups. then we went for break ! whee. :D

after tht admin stuff agn. so boring ! /: break at 123o agn, went to collect my i/c from GO ! whees. like finally ! lol. :D:D after tht had some talk agn till school end. yups. boring day ! /:

im sitting in the front row now ! hohoho. with claudine mich and eve. hopefully we can concentrate and focus more ! and all the talks tdy were so stressing ! to prepare us for Os. liew. first day nia leh. sighhhhs. but to think of it, its gna be a really tough year this year. so im determined to study hard and get into nanyangpoly and to my nursing couse !! hohohoho. :D:D:D

after sch went to jp to get school shoes. bought sleese with claud. yups. lunched @ bentobox ! nicenice. hoho. walked around a lil' and we headed for home. uhuh.

hmms, have been shopping madly for the past few days with dad&mum. went town and bugis and then imm for the last 3 days, respectively. yups. got a couple of skirts and tops ehs. :D and i finally finally got my hang ten polo !! whee ! :D:D happy girl ! :D hees. and a bag too ! :D hohohoho. oh and did i mention i cut my hair alr ? i think i did. lol. /: so yups, been spending quite alot lah. shall be a good kid and start saving money ! whee. CNY is around the corner ! hohoho ! :D:D

alright. i wanna go take an afternoon nap first ! shall wake up at 7.3opm later to study ! yes, I WILL DO SO. :D:D:D

byebye ! and i hope u guys had a good day in school ! :D

okay. so.. happy new year everyone. :D:D yups. i spent this first hour of year2006 watching liverpool beat west brom. hohoho. a lot of frustrating misses ! but they still won lah. :D:D 1oth straight league wins ! hohoho.

anw, so.. today was at home in the afternoon. was pouring madly. feel like a blessed kid at home watching tv and eating macdonald. HAHA ! mum called and decided to go town to meet her. yups. so changed, and went out. oh ya ! liqian was on the same bus as me and i only realised it whn we reached the terminal. hoho. well, i kinda felt.. weird before tht and whn we reached the terminal alr, i turned my head and i saw him staring at me, totally stunned. lol.

scenerio :

me: (stands up to alight) EHH. hello ! -stunned.

him : *nods head* -stares-

me : ( laughs ) why u so stunned like that?!

him: *shakes head*

LOL lah him. i think he was so totally stunned okay. at first i thought i say hello to some look-alike person cos he took like wht ? 5 secs to nod his head. LOL. -.- funny lah. talked while walking and den we went on our seperate ways to get my new paper. yupsyups. :D:D

went up to platform after that, guess who i saw. ong jewee. LOL. so stunned. said hellos and chatted a bit and i walked off to the back of the platform. she was heading to her church i think. yups. lol. so cool lah. saw so many people. okay lah, 2 maybe not alot but alot to me lah ? lol.

so reached town alr, went wisma to wait for my mum. uhuh. went to isetan to search for my wallet. went to espirit. but cldnt make up my mind. so went to billabong and mambo. billabong got nothing tht i liked ! and mambo ones are pretty ex. /: im broke alr ! hahaa. so mum came, and i dragged her to isetan to help me make a decision. we both decided on espirit. hohoho. so i got my new wallet alr ! yays. like, FINALLY. -.- lol. she insisted on paying though. blah.

then we went to walk around. bought shoes at charles&keith. :D:D yeah. left around 1o ? uhuh. didnt stay for countdown cos we were both pretty tired. yeps. reached home and watched some countdown performance on scv before turning my attention to liverpool. :D:D

hmms. so thats it le eh. its BYEBYE to 2oo5, and HELLO to 2oo6. owells, 2oo5 has been a rather enriching year for me. in terms of friendships, relationships and acadamically. yups. been through and through relationship, and have learnt to take it easy in my stride. yups. not meaning im gna be anyhow in relationships in future, but i guess more or less, i know how to control and take things in my stride bah. learnt that they'll be people around u who genuinely care bout ur welfare and feelings, and whn u get upset over such things, it simply aint worth it cos u see these people around u getting upset too. so yeah, learnt that and i guess that the failed relationship has definetely made me stronger. uhuh. friendships ? hmms. thought life wld be really tough in 3o6. with all the babes in my class, well, it was like all of us always thought tht there might be some cat fight going on one day. boy, am i glad tht no such things happened and on the other side, we got along pretty fine. of cos, there were the initial bitch talks and gossipping but i guess everyone just matured and stopped being so childish ? yeah. so 3o6 was fine and i hope 4o6 will cont to be better, with everyone striving together in terms of studies. and of cos, will always rmber how we wld be united whn faced with competitions, and all those teacher-teasing with our subjects tchers. mschng, gongji, mdmsia and stuff. was really fun with all these tchers and in time, i guess we all grew to like them all, well, maybe not, just most of them. LOL. /:

yups. and of cos, 2oo5 was the year tht i came in front of my Saviour and asked for His forgiveness. yups. wld never forget tht day in my entire life i guess. its been like almost 5months ? time does flies uh. but of cos, this 5 months has been a great bliss and i truly experienced the love & miracles of His work. and cos of Him, claud&me's friendship took on another lvl. im glad she's always there for me and im even more so now tht we're gna be tgt for eternity, walking tgt in God's path. yups. :D:D acadamically wise, wasnt really ideal but i've learnt not to mug at the last moment and to constantly revise. ( yes im still trying to do so, i know ! lol. ) and yes, i will cont to mug hard and score well for Olvls bah. yups. God will help me so i shall not be too stressed over it. :D:D

and of cos, in 2oo5, i've made a lot of new more friends who i know i can count on. and seen through people who i thought were friends, but they turn out to be nothing more than just schoolmates/classmates. yeah. and did find and build back some friendships like for eg, the pri sch chalet. i guess everyone bonded well and yes, there wasnt any awkwardness btwn all of us. bicycle learning and cycling ; tonning of 53hours ; bbq-ing for 2 days ; watching the manutd match and liverpool match ; talking basically nonsense. :D:D all the fond memories hurh. :D

hmms.. overall, 2oo5 been a year of sweat, tears and blood. ( sounds so.. chim. lol ) but i guess i learnt alot frm this year and have definately wisen up and handle things better. :D:D so yes, thank you Lord, for all the things You've done for me, and planned for me. :D

messages :

` ANQI. hohohoho. been a great year with u ehh babe. thank you for always being there and making me laugh whn im down. really had a good time with all of you whenever we go out and have fun. of cos, who cld possibly rmber the times at NDPO5 ? at padang, at yuhuasec and at neesoon camp. yups. our proud achievements of almost not falling out and all the jianchi-ing moments. gosh. memories ehs. cant say enough here but yes, thank you girl.

` BAOYIN. hahaha. there is like 0.01% u`ll read this lah. lol. but yups, thank you for being sucha great grandmum in christ ! thanks for always praying for us. all the talks we had in coffeshop after service tgt with cell members, and yes, for making me feel so at home whn i first came. yups. thank you forall your guidance and love. :D:D

` BAOYUE. hoho ! didnt talk much to u at first whn i first came in. lol. but u were very friendly eh ! lol. yups. was super super fun at encounter weekend when we talked and laughed so madly in the hotel room ! got to know u alot better tht time too ! and thanks for always getting the yummylicious cakes for me during the buffets ! lol. been really fun with u and yeps, i love you too ! :D:D

` CLAUDINE. hahaha. wht can i say. u know i feel, and u know i love you ! lol. thank you girl for always always always there for me. and this year been really tough on the both us as we had to face so much stuff. but im glad u were there for me all the time and im really happy we got through everything ! lets strive harder nxt year in our studies, and of cos, in God's path yeah ? words cant say enough girll. thanks for EVERYTHING. =]]

` DALLAN. hmms. thanks for the memories. yups. :D

` ESTELLA. hohoho ! fun at the chalet with you eh ? fun chatting and catching up on the old times. hahaha. and of cos, u stories in school are always entertaining ! lol. yups, thanks for being a great friend ! seeya soon ehs ! cont to turn up for movie outings girl ! lol !

` EEWEN. rawrrr ! lol. great guides mate hurh. lol. thanks for always talking and sharing the juicy bits with me ! hahaha. we do think alike hurh. hohohoho. and was fun doing CIP in library with you ! lol. and yea, even though it was quite stressful this year taking over guides and stuff, but im glad the three of us pulled it off ! hoho. take care and lucks for nxt year eh ! :D:D

` HUIMIN. another great guides mate and fellow pwesident+ retard ! lol. :D:D been fun talking to you too ! and i think u are really pretty ! lol. i love u maomao ! haha. thanks for being there for me whn i needed someone to talk to ! yups. u rock and keep smiling alright ? :D lucks nxt year and to u and him. :D:D

` JEREMY. haha. yups. thanks for tonning the 53hours with me during chalet ehs. lol. im glad our friendship is back and going on smoothly ! lol. yups. and liverpool still rock. :D:D:D hohoho. sure look forward to nxt year's chalet ! 6o hours ah ! lol ! and yups, thanks for teaching me cycle patiently ! lol. :D

` JIAFU. guess u'd nvr read this de lah. lOL. but yeah, been a good friend too. even though the talks we had at night are mostly crap and nonsensical stuff, i guess u've taught me alot too. abt soccer, abt friendships. yeah. and thanks for treating me like a brother lah, horh ? lol. may u find ur princess soon ehs. and keep those entertainment coming during school ! hahahaa.

` JINGHUI. hoho. one of the 7jianxias too ehs. :D:D haha. a very bright girl ah, and ever so kind. haha. glad to have a sweet junior like you ! lol. hope u and him will never lose contact eh ! loveya girl ! for always being there to talk and for being so kind&helpful during NDP and in guides ! :D:D

` JUSTINA. lol ! i still prefer calling u reubenMAMA. hoho. i love ur son man ! lol. and of cos, my brother now lah. hohohohoh. i love u too ! been great hanging out with u during encounter weekend, and the both of us have alot in common yeah ? :D lol. boy, am i glad to have a first timer at encounter weekend tgt, like you ! it was definately fun and cool getting to know more abt u ! lol. and yes, keep bringing reuben to church eh ! so i'll get to see him ! hahaha. :D:D

` LIXUAN. haha. the avid basketballer & most chorlor+tomboy member of 7jianxia right. hahaa. detest so much to wear skirts somemore ! rawr. lol. but yea, u've been a joy of a friend too ! lol. and u always always ask those weird weird qns tht make people dont know how to answer, but yet at the same time, makes people think alot ! hoho. very good in studies also eh ? so yeah, cont to do so darling but dont stress urself too much too ehs. come out with us more frequently too okay! lol. u rockk. :D

` MABEL. hoho ! fun time at the chalet with you too ! haha. all the hangover moments and talking abt a particular her. lol ! but it was fun catching up on u too ! lol. come out more for the movie outings yeah ! :D:D

` MICHELLE. lol ! funny girl. thanks for all the laughter u've brought to our "clique" ehs. and yes, all the dieting plans and ur determination. LOL. was fun crapping and talking and gossipping ehs. but u're one smart girl ! grr. hahaa. cont to jiayou bahs. and yeps, even though haven talked much to u these 2 months, but im glad for all the times we had in 2oo5. im sure u've grown much stronger too ehs ? :D

` MELISSA. gosh. wht can i say ?! thank u for bringing me to the cross and guiding me sosososo much. thanks for sucha great cousin. thank for teaching me and leading me in Christ. the months been great with you. i love you ! words cant express all babe. :D

` PEIRONG. hmms. didnt really get to hang out much with u this year but yes, i still love u hon ! lol. meet up soon alr ! hahaha. and new year's coming ! all the angbaos !! hohoho. love ya my DARLING COUSIN ! hohoho. :D:D

` QIJIANXIA. lol. u bunch of girls NEVER fail to brighten up my days ehs. a big big big thank you to all of ya, all SEVEN of you. yups. am really glad to have ur company during NDP and never made me feel so left out ! thank you for all the wonderful times we had, frm NDP trngs, to the long bus rides, to the morning bishan trains, to the dinners, to the shopping and going broke moments, for EVERYTHING girls ! i cant thank u enough, but yes, im really glad to have such sweet juniors with me. :D:D I LOVE YOU GIRLS. thank you, really. :D:D:D:D

` SHIQI. hmms. member of 7qianxia. cute girl ehs. lol. even though didnt manage to bond as well as the others cos u nvr go for NDP, but yea, u've been really fun and helpful during guides ! keep smiling and being happy chick ! :D

` THREE SIX O FIVE. well, wht more can i say ? I LOVE ALL THE THREESIX-ians ! :D:D

` XUEEN. another member. hoho. i love you too !!! thanks for ALWAYS helping me ok. and always taking the initiative. i love you to bits girl ! thanks for always being sososo ON when going out and for ALWAYS helping us. yes, and all ur jokes and laughter never never fail to make me happier ! i love u agn! hahaha. and i sure miss u darling ! come bck soon alright ! :D:D

` YAWEN. lol. yeap, u'r the one i bonded the most among the 7 of u all i guess. hahaha. thanks for always crapping with me girl ! the 334 bus rides were always so filled with laughter and fun with you ! and the job hunting and EVERYTHING. thank you girl ! haha. and yea, u'r the first person to ever stayed overnight at my house ! hahaha. loveya girl. and dont worry, i wont move hse tht soon. hahaa. u rock ! :D:D

` YINGXIN. pretty girl with no confidence ! haha. i think u've the lowest esteem of urself among the 7 of u bah. yups, but girl, u ARE pretty ! so smile more ok ! and to be truth, im rather afraid of ur temper. LOL. but i know u are really nice so nvm. LOL. i love u too ! thanks for always being so sensible and saying those da dao li too. hahaha. MAY U FIND UR PRINCE SOON alright ? keep smiling ! :D:D

` ZHONGXIAN. lol. fellow liverpool supporter ! -waves. LOL. yups. thanks for teaching me cycle and watching liverpool match ehs. and thanks for organising the chalets every year ! 4d3n nxt year ok! lol. and thanks for being my papa ! hahaha. :D:D

hmms.. so yeah. guess thts bout all bah. lol. fruitful year i must say. hahahaa. owells, i sure hope 2oo6 will cont to be better and of cos, smoother. yups. :D

MY FIRST TWO RESOLUTIONS OF THE YEAR 2oo6 ;

1. to get closer to God and walk closely with Him on this path. yups. i will, for God is my life. :D

2. to study harder and not slack anymore ! i will do this ok ! dont xiao kan wo ! hahahahaha. =p

yups. alright long entry. its alr 2am. i shall go to bed soon. tmr got service somemore. :D

lastly, HAPPY NEW YEAR agn ! :D:D