hmms. changed url le. changed layout too. initial d ! hehs. spent the whole afternoon doing it. piang. almost drove me mad. haha. initial d rockks. ((:

didnt go to school today. cos wasnt feeling well in the morning. had flu&cough plus headache. but feeling much better now le. (: hmms. its boring staying at home ehhs. blahhs. wonder how did assembly go. hmms. anw, hope there isnt much hmwrk today bahs. =
jialat arhs. loads of projects STILL not done yet. sososososo dead liao. boohoo.

hmms. im quite loss for words. hmms. owells, just comment if the layout is nice or not bahs. ((:


tata. (:

first thing first,

jing tian de tian qi hen hao. cooling andd nice. yupp.

hmms. went to meet claud at jp around noon. ate lunch den bought a couple of stuff. foolscape paper andd earrings ! finally got my earstickks too.
then took bus back to my house. slacked around for awhile. watched teevee. and then the hardworking us started on homework ! hoho. guai right. almost done with my english so left mainly with chinese. yups.

watchedd teevee after that agn. and took a couple of spastic pictures. and we almost got stucked in the lift. now i got phobia of the lifts. =X

hmms. dont feel like blogging le.

ciao.

hmms.

sometimes, things just keep repeating in me. but i just cant stop it. or maybe, its not that i cant, or rather, i dont want to.
i think im just a bigbigbig loser. almost died ytd night. just couldnt stop thinking about it. horrible. was listening to tian kong. and i badly wanted to just go to bed. but somehow, everytime i close my eyes, i see you.
i really dont get it u know. i was supposed to be like you, over and stuff. pick up let go kinda thing. na de qi fang de xia yeh. but how come its na de qi fang bu xia for me ? sighs. it really suckss alright. i dont know whats happening to me. im getting so anti nowadays. i totally dont want to talk to anyone or anything. its like, i dont know. someone tell me wat to do ? sighs.
i still dont bear to take them out of my wallet. it sucks like hell. sometimes, im alr on the verge. but somehow, my hands seems to be stopping and going the reverse way. im psychotic. im going bonkers. i hate the me now. i want back the old me. andtheoldyou
gosh. i deserve to be shot. its just ... so tough going on pretending like i dont care. i dont even know whats my feelings for you now. its definitely not like the past. i miss you. alot. even as a friendd. damn.
forget it. im probably just a loser u met in ur life.

bushedd.

woke up around 11 today. supposed to meet claud at 12 at je. chiongedd like madness. oops. sorry babe. we changed the time to 12.3o in the endd. both of us endedd up wearing veh screwed clothes. hmms. actually it was okay, but we both felt screwed. uhhh. =\

hb met up with us cos he was pretty bored out at home i guess. so we trooped off to town ! went to eat at cine first. then walked to pacific plaza. claudd bought her new pencil box. went to far east after that. hmms. OHH. we wanted to catch a movie. but we couldnt make up our mind between magadascar and premonition. hb wanted maga while claud wanted premon. and i was just .. stucked. was preferring more of maga cos i darnoe if premon would work up nice. especially after being cheated by ghost train ! grrrr. =X decidedd to watch at a later time in the endd. claud wanted to cut her hair so we went to far east lo. klearcuts i think. yup. stoned there for ages while watching her hair being snipped off. hmms. its okay lahs. but i guess she`s just not used to it. (: ohh. we saw christina&elaine too. heh.

walked back to cine. then took 1o6 back to clem. went to watch maga with hb. cos claud had tuition and she die die also dont want to watch. booos. managed to catch it in time. 6pm slot. we reached at 5.56pm. cool. hehs. and its still FIVE BUCKS ! woohoo. save money. even tho the seats in the cinema is really horrible lahs. hmms. not say a lot of ppl watch tho. both of us were the only ones around in the beginning. and its really creepy. eeks. =\

maga was funny tho. i love the penguins ! super keaiii. hehh. and hb has a crush on GLORIA the hippoo ! hehh. =p but its really cool lahs. couldnt stop singing the moveit song after that. hehh. (: eediot guy was tryiing to scare me on and off during the movie. darn. =X

just got home couple of mins ago. ahhs. my legs are tireddd ! dangg.

slacked at home. woke up real late today. yepps. den went out around 4 plus with my daddy. we went suntec to walk around. mum`s working extra today so we went walking around first. dad had a sudden urge to -gasps- WATCH MOVIE ! hoho. now, u must understand its really once in a dozen years that they actually watched movies ! hohohohoho. [: so anw, dad wanted to catch the dont know what kungfu majong. 7.1opm. yupp.

walked around meanwhile. went adidas andd nike ! hot discount prices. gosh. hehs. but nothing caught my eye. garhhh. shopped around agn. from tower to tower. gosh. was rather tired despite the amount of sleep. heh. guessed it because of the trng ytd lahs. see ! hahs. but owells, im supposed to be like, committed. so yups, no complains ! (:

mum arrived. bought some stuff to bring in to eat. dden munched while watching. hmms. not bad lah the show. quite keaii. vehh funny also. hehh. (= quite nice lahhs. so ppl, can catch it if u really need some light-hearted stuff lahs. (: hahaha.

walked around somemore. ohyeahs ! there was this bigbigbig group of aunties&uncles dancing line dancing in the middle of tower4. its like pretty cool lah. not bad. yongqikejia to have the courage to dance in front of so many people. but its like really cool ! hehs. and they really danced very long. from before i went in to the cinema, to the time i was about to leave. super proo. heh.

then we went to eat some jap meal at some jap place. tried to smuggle their magazines home but owells. nahs. im just kidding. (:

ALRIGHT. THIS IS FOR LIMPEIRONG. GET A NEW LAPTOP WOMAN. I HATE YOUR MSN !

hmms. im thinking of changing my url. (:

arhhh ~

im dead tired. hehhh. but still couldnt resist blogging ! see ? im sucha loyal blogger. worship me ppl. =\ oops. just kidding. [:

had trng today. last 2nd trng at nee soon camp before we say our goodbyes and HELLOS to padang. hmms. 2 more months and its the parade alr. darn. time seems to be going so fast out of a sudden. eeks. hmms. was raining half of the time. the last trial run was done halfway cos the instructors spotted lightning. woah. anw, todae`s trng was still alright. time seems to be fast nowadays anw, so yeps. trng ended earlier due to the rain. hmms. made a couple more new friends ! weee. nicenice people. [: hehhs. oh yeahs. i saw cheewee ! stjohn. haha. and we were rather gekk at this stjohn girl. who happens to be in OUR sch, cos she cut our queue twice ! ohmanns. was so gekk lo. with yingxin&anqii. haha. =X we had pizza for "dinner" ! jealous ? hehh. so nicenicenice and yummylicious ! hoho.

before trng met up with the sec2s. den we went j8 eat early lunch. wahh. felt so cheated. bought this jap meal and it was just horrible. the chicken was tasteless and the rice felt like sand. ohman. no wonder so cheap only. and we didnt want to waste our money so we shove everything and forced ourselves to eat. =X almost puked after that. but anw, we sure know what NOT to eat next week ! =X then after trng went to j8 agn. walked around for awhile only. guess everyone was just super tired today. took mrt. and we crapped&gossipped like hell agn. hiakks`

i think the sec2s really rock. hoho. and i guess.. its time to get committed. hmms.

went to catch 2 movies ytd. was just super bored and stonish so i agreed to go out with my brother and a couple of his friends. yups. went to causeway to catch mr&mrsSMITH. ohmygosh. its speechless alright. sososososo nice can ! ohmygosh. was worth every bit of the $8.5o. ohmans. angelinajolie was just drop dead gorgeous and bradpitt was just freaking hot. the show is worth 5stars ok ? so go catch it peeps. or u should really bang ur head. its a GREAT catch. [:
den we wanted to catch the sneak preview of ghosttrain. but the show was at midnight. and we went to jp cos we thought the cinema there have. in the end cheatedd. but jurongeast had lahs. bro&me didnt felt like going home cos too troublesome. so went alvin house. he had a dog. so cute and snowy lahs. yuki ! heh. (: then watched the last episode of yingchayangcuo. hmms. veh cute. reached je around 11. had a whole 45mins to spend. cuimin&sheila supposed to come too but they changed their minds. so in the end only the 3 of us watch. went arcade to while time. hmms. ghosttrain was OKAY. but the plot is veryveryvery confusing. and you really have to like think out of the box or something like that. but its pretty ok lahs. 3stars ? yeahs. for making such an ingeneous plot. not veh scary tho. hoho.

i love my phone. geez. [:

hmms. long entry. shall stop.

ciaoo.

youchanged. howcouldyoukeephiminthedarkforsolong?

hmms. dont think anyone will be able to see this post yet. cos the layout is still undone. yepps. hmms. the post thing will be put until last week of hols ? yeahs. so i guess i`ll just cont blogging first lahh.

hmms. couple of stuff happened around lately. been dumbfounded stunned shocked and anything u can thinkk of. yeahs. darnoe what to say lahh. am tired of saying everything agn and agn. haha. so ppl ! dont ask me liao alright ? or maybe if i really like you, then i`ll prob just tell you. haha. no lahs. jk. maybe when im in a better mood or smth alright ? thankyouu.

hmms. supposed to go out with prong todae. but turns out she has competition! garhh. haha. so bored at home. nvm. i`ll probb just go take out my books and start mugging.

had the last remedial ytd. weird timing can. 33o to 43o. in the middle of nowhere. so met up with tvt around 1. den we went lotone. both of us were starving like madness. uber hungry. so the moment we stepped in, rushedd for ljs. haha. oops. ate alotalot. hehh. den walked around. took neos ! dazzling. haha. we took THRICE ok. omg. super waste money. but aiyah, nvm, its not everyday that i get to take with her. hehh. super fun.

was late for chem in the end. mrsee didnt scold lahs. hengg. yeah. den just listened for about halfhour and we left. -.- haha.

hmms. lost the mood to blog. im so depressed. I NEED MY PHONE. damn.

tata.

hmmmms.
had chem&maths remedial today. yeahhs. was late for 2omins for chem. so in the end i only had 4omins of chem lesson since only 1h. abit waste time one lehhs. =X haha. den after chem got one and half hour free. so went down with claudd to hall see dance lo. yepp. quite nice lahhs. [:
ermms. den cleared things up with cherry they ur. yeahs. guess everything was cause by misunderstandings ? aiyohhh. haha. dont know lahs. even tho we dint really manage to talk EVERYTHING but i hope things are gonna be much better now bah ? -nodds.
hmms. then had maths lesson. wah piang. so chim can. cubic equations&functions. listen until i gonggong liao. haha. but still can cope bahs. now i know how to do the bloody homework liaos. never finish teaching want us to do the homework. dumb lo ! -.-
hmms. after maths went back to hall there cos claud wanna go see. yeahs. so just sat around being a BIGBIGBIG extra with claud wenhui and vanessa. hahaha. then watched the group dance. the 4 of us were darn loud i think ? veh chao. hehs. den we left around 43o bahs. go clem eat. den jiu go home le. darn full also. heh.
FINALLY tmr can stay home le. yes ! hoho. [: tiring going to school everyday when its the hols lo. blahhhh.
so orange todae. heh.
hmms. working on new template. yeps. =X

hmms. my heading rocks. [:

dumbdumb. ohno. i think im high today. hehhh. or rather FOR NOW. hoho. LALALALALA.

firstly,




hiakks. hope u enjoyed the day alright ? stay happy and cheer up !! [: weee

hmms. stayed home todae. watched terminator3 on HBO. gosh. SUPERSUPERSUPER cool. my brother and i went 0.0. haha. TALK TO MY HAND. dumb. HEH. but the machines veh cool lahhhs. hiakks `

AND THEN, i watched the recruit on starmovies. COLIN FARELL veh shuai. -blush
AHHH. the advantage of SCV.
ARE U JEALOUS OF ME ? YES. BE JEALOUS. (=
heh. told you im a lil` NOTright todae. hahahaha.

den evening went holland road eat. the dontknow what XO crab beehoon. MUST BE THE XO THAT IS MAKING ME GO LALALALALA. X) heh. the CRAB sucks ! no taste derhh. wasted money. tsktsk. and their service SUPER slow can. waited darnoe how long. called for other side dishes also lahhs. hehh. blahhs.

HMMS. I SHALL GO STUDY NOW. YES. IM SUCHA GOOD KID. -beams

todae`s entry veh colourful horhh. nvm. I LIKE. [:

damn. im like.. super super super tired. and my legs are hurting. blehhs.
went for trng todae. like FINALLY. eeks. =X hmms. met anqi and gang on the mrt. so sway. jk lahs. hmms. we were kinda running late. but we still decided to go eat macdonald at bishan before going to guides HQ. hungry lehs. somemore dont eat cfm will faint. gah.
we were like 25mins late ? hmms. nanhua is duapai ok. everytime paiseh stuff also us one lahs. ohno. =\ hmms. den gathered. took chartered bus lo. den trained from 2-7. i think its kinda cool lehhs. tho i think we stood like for hour plus. man. hurts like hell. somemore must attention. =X this year ndp got pompom siah. coolness. and the formation and parade is wayy cool. everyone march until veh veh veh nice. so proud of myself lehh. [:
hmms. den we were dismissed at bishan interchange. so me anqi lixuan jinghui yingxin and yawen went j8 walk awhile. saw a lot of nicenice clothes lehs. =X i wanna buy. and we are gonna meet up early next week to go walk walk awhile. and take neos ! cos i brought 4dollars out only. and so after eating macdonald, i was left with only FIVEcents. so nice. dumbb.
hmms. den yawen went to meet her friend. the rest of us took mrt back lo. long ride. but we talked and gossiped a lot agn.
hmms. i kinda like hanging out with them ehs. quite cute lahs. and they are really nice lahs. yepps. guides rocks. sec2s rocks. [:
hmms. got blisters le. hmms.

wth. blogger ate up my post. damn.
had maths remedial. urms. was quite alright. was late tho. went through functions or smth like that. yeahs. quite alright larh. but a lil` chim. uh`hurhs... hmms. anjo came in liek at 9.3oam. cos she thought the lesson was at ten. gaoxiao. =X
went ginza with claud wh elaine chris and adel. yeahs. went kfc to eat. sat with jiafu and darren. yeahs. den talkedd lo. jiafu`s dumb. he can forget to bring his ball back. -.-
hmms. then they left. chris left also. den me adel and elaine were thinking of places to go. and we kept sidetracking. to some other topics lahs. yeahs. recapping the past. uh`hurhs. not bad.
went lotone in the end. damn sians. took neos. and all of us literally become BROKE. damn. =X but the neos were nice lahs. and we had ALOTALOTALOT of time. cos no one using the machine, so we kinda got unlimited time ? yeap. kept decorating over and over agn. dumbb lahs. but veh funny. =X
hmms. walked around after that.. realised we need to do some shopping sometime. yeah. and get a haircut. =X hmms. and we went popular. i spent almost 4obucks. damn. studying IS expensive alright. gah.
came home and i studied straight for 3hours. applaud me. jk. watched ying cha yang cuo. veh touching. sighs.
hmms. realised a lot of stuff bahs. while talking to elaine and adel. realised alot of dumb stuff we did bahs. its like u can get mad at someone over some small stuff ? yeahs. and when u think back now, its so insignificant to the point that u cant really rmber what u guys had actually been quarrelling about. sighs. hmms. nothing is perfect in the world bahs. nothiing can please everyone. so no point getting mad at someone just because she`s being true. i guess we really need to learn sometime bahs. to look at the world in another point bahs. instead of making everyone else miserable, i guess we can try to make things better ? yeahs. i dont know. i really should grow up and stop nodding my head everywhere. its not just about one person i guess. its about everyone in the world. cannot so zi si le. must be more considerate. yeahs. so apologies i guess. to who, i dont know. =X hmms. i think i just wrote a piece of crap leh. dumb.

rocks simply. everytime listen. everytime cry. DAMN.

hmms. went forests todae for the bio thing. we managed to change shift to the morning one lo. yeahhs. better bahs. more time and the sun not that great bahs. yeahs. but less sleep. was as usual veh reluctant to wake up this morning agn. gah.
todae`s the 2nd le.
ehh.
tmr`s 3rd. its your birthday
the trip was alright bahs. 3o6 mainly in grp7. as in those who changed shift one. went lower pierce or whatever u spell it lahs. got monkeyys lehhs. a lot somemore. veh cool. small small one. yeah. and there were a lot of creepy insects lah. we dint managed to see pythons and snakes tho. =X
damn. it never hurt so much before
we finished pretty early i guess. instructor brought us to some coffeeshop. took a break. watch him eat his roti prata while chatting to him. he`s quite a nice guy lehhs. not bad lah. do this type of job also rather relax ehs. but must have the interest lahs.
i dont know if i`d have the courage to say a simple "happy birthday"
went back to school. fell asleep on the bus. went ginza after that. and then back home.
i really do. i want to fight back the friendship
maths tmr. boring.
hmms. been loss for words recently. like i dont exactly know whats my pt in blogging.
but i reallyreallyreally dont know how..

you know. i really dont see the point of everything. i dont know why im behaving like this either. its really dumb and foolish ehs. no point. but how come i cant stop myself. things shouldnt be like this. long ago the tears should have already stopped. so why are they coming back agn. nobody wanted this ending. nobody wanted this to happen. everyone wants the friendship. i really dint expect that a simple hi can be that difficult. its even harder to look at you in the eye. i really wish all this would end soon. that time can heal the wounds faster. i really really really do treasure everything. can things be salvaged at this point now ?
being unhappy is tiring.

hmms. busy busy busy day todae. went to school at 8am for history remedial. darn. was feeling sooo sleepy lahs. i almost dozed off can. haha. xp den somemore i was having the bloody flu. felt darn sians and kept sneezing like hell lahs. haha. left around 9am with the leadership ppl to MRL. yepps. hmms. the lecturers quite cute lahs. veh funny. and the adrianang looks VEHVEHVEH alike as MRYEO can. haha. even the way he speaks and the way he tells ghost stories. darn funny siahs. HAHA.

hmms. den the thing ended at around 12 lahs. one hour earlier. weee. [:

dden after that went ginza to eat ice cream with chris elaine and adel. saw duchen there. and we dragged him with us. hoho. walked back. saw tvt in the canteen. then wanyi came. and the three of us were waiting for claud wenhui and jingting. claud and wh still at ginza. den late half an hour liao so bth went up first lo. scared cynthia kpkp lahs. haha. in the end also never mark attendance or wat lahs. late also nobody care. should have pon lahs. haha. X=

then mum came to see mrlee for ptc. den yeahs. GRR. he complained that i talked too much with jiafu. so maybe my results not so ideal. -.- haha. and he was blabbering on and on. and i darnoe why i kept giggling. hahahaha. quite dumb lahs. and he also mention that i sometimes too KANJIONG. never wait for teacher to say finish den BLABBER A LOT. in OTHER WORDS, he was saying in simple words, that I AM QUITE IMPATIENT TO WAIT FOR HIM TO FINISH HIS WORDS. -.-
hahhaha. thinkk is cos that time i quarrelled with him lahs. haha.

hmms. mum dint say anything after that also. just gave me ten bucks more and off she went back to work. =DD hahahaha.

went canteen to slack. ate a lot of nuggets. haha. talked to hwq also. den went up back to the room. sians. after the thing went clem central to eat agn. -.- haha.

LALALA.

dad brought back nokia667o. win liao lahs. haha. my eldest uncle give derhh. brand new somemore. mad. rich ppl jiu shi like that. hahaha. anw, i still think my phone rocks. =p