check this out :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OMndH4egfSk

the video's finally finally finally out ! :D geez. hahahaha. even tho it pales in comparison to the other two (my opinion though), its still pretty f-ing amazing. hahaha. and yes, jt is still HOT in there. sizzling ! (:


love the song !

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read mel's blog.


all i can say, is that i totally feel how she feels. about him, towards him.


sighs. im doing everything i've promised myself never to do, having thoughts i swore myself never to have. and once agn, im letting disappointment cloud my judgement, letting my feelings have the upper hand.

failing to reign in my emotions and holding on. suddenly, you seemed so far away. so untouchable, so unapproachable.

reading her blog brings back memories, memories that hold a million words, that meant the world. once we were so close, that the thought of losing you was tantamount to the end of the world.

i miss you. ALOT. so much that i cant bear to face you, to come back to ur side. that i'm afraid of every single day, bec i feel like i'm losing you so much more each day.



empty promises. i finally know what it all means, bec i realised, i've been the one making them all the while.

sorry.

past few days been... HECTIC and TIRING. lol.

so.. today did shift B with tw. was ultra ultra ultra tired okay. luckily had a can of nescafe in the morning, otherwise i would be sososo dead alr. haha. was damn pissed off by a customer tdy but owells, forget it. shall not elaborate lest my living years are shortened even further. lol. anw, got off for our break at 230 then walked over to cine to catch just follow law. very good show ! hahaha. definitely worth the ticket price man. i think its the next best show of jteam after im not stupid. its totally hilarious and yes, it was great to see fann wong being so.. beng and all. lol. :D:D

show ended around 5 and we walked back to central. haha. both of us damn sian. totally dont feel like going back to work. bah ! had dinner at the staff canteen then went back in at 6. totally stoning alr. eyes was closing every other min and thank god shengjie was around tdy to help me sell off the drinks. otherwise, i think i'd break all the glasses alr. haha.
heng tdy not alot of ppl also. yays. :D

hmms, ytd was off from work at 630. met up with mel, talked and we went far east. she bought 2 pairs of heels and i bought one. and i finally got my watches ! :D hehh. the shoes were on a sudden impulse lah! after buying and leaving the place we were like complaining all the way to wisma on why the hell we bought them. LOL. but then, i kinda like them lah. (: hahahaha.

after that sat outside wisma and chatted and we got so bloody pissed off by chucky.
seriously, OUTSIDER. just. leave. us. alone. WE DONT NEED YOUR STUPID ENTERTAINMENT AND SERIOUSLY, I DONT GET IT HOW U CAN NOT BAI NIAN TO YOUR BOYFRIEND'S MOTHER AND ALL THE RELATIVES, YET STILL HAVE THE FACE TO SIT DOWN THERE AND GAMBLE WITH THEM, AT THE SAME TIME RECEIVING THE ANGBAOS. gosh. congrats, you just scored another level in making everyone NOT like you darling (:



walked over to taka's back entrance after that to meet tw. waited for colin gm ah ming ah ching and her guy to finish their work. crapped like nonsense with tw meanwhile. seriously he was talking alot ytd lah. must be the wonder of debra's polo bun =p haha. headed over to centrept's mac for supper agn. sinful man. took the rebound train with them and the red line. and yes, sometimes, i think i'm crazy too. hahaha. :x

supper with deb jac gm ah ming and jiasheng on tues though. colin pangseh-ed us. tsk. went to amk's S11 to eat. had stingray carrot cake ngoh hiang and sotong ! =D then cabbed down to prong's place but didnt manage to go out cos i spent the time talking to mel downstairs.
emo talks... but im sure we'll get through everything girl (:







oh. liverpool won last night ! :D:D:D wheeeeeeee. hahaha. managed to wake up to catch the 2nd half and had a couple of heart attacks at times when barca threatened the goalpost. but luckily managed to keep the lead so.. hope the return leg on home advantage will help out liverpool through lah. hehh. and to think the scorers will bellamy and riise, goes to prove that fighting does help ah. LOL.




ahh. long entry. thats it. im prob heading to bed soon ? =D

at mel's house nowwwwwwww.


im bored to the ultimate. hahaha. AMELIA IS BESIDE ME NOW. HELLO ! (: haha she has a crush on me. (: LOL. kidding lah.


woke up like near 12 today. was damn sian anw. haha totally no feelings like its chu yi. :x gah !
so came down to mel's house and im glad i brought my laptop over, otherwise huh.... zzzz. haha.


went down to tiong to catch norbit with her while the rest gambled and all. yeah. the show's goooooodddd. hahahaha. super funny yet sweet at times. haha. and BRYAN served us for snacks ok. he gave us like ALOT of cheese FOC somemore. hahahaha. :D:D

took alot of retarded pictures AGN. its always with mel. hahahahaha. yep. then we bus-ed back to her place.


brief update only lah. lol. tmr's visiting ayeo's house ! wheee. hahahaha.

happy cny agn ! (:
,

in about 1&half hour soon. (:

so.... was actually punctual for work tdy but bec i had to go the big round to the back gate and thus, was late. hahaha. clean the place with the rest (: and then the customers started streaming in. sian. but today was alright lah. better than i thought. at least there was time to catch a breath or so. hahaha.


no need to go vivo liao ! yayy (: hahahaha.


half day tdy ! work till... 4.3o then we started closing. hahaha ! 15mins earlier than the time actually. =p heh. cleaned the menus and then placed them with debra. and oh, manager bought po lo bao for us. so me deb tw and gm crapped at the staff canteen for near 3omins when we were actually supposed to go back by 1o. hahahah! tiring leh. :x


after that walked to mrt with tw and gm. went wheelocks place's coffeebean to wait for parents to come. went to marina square to have reunion dinner (: DAMN SHIOK. hahahaha. the food's like heavenly. hahaha. but then, alot ppl man. haha. left ard 9 and went home !


IM. VERY. TIRED. LEHZXZX. but i dont feel like sleeping so early, its cny eve afterall !

and after countless weeks, i finally managed to talk to my brother ! hahaha. cos last week he came back, but he went mos so he came back late and i was asleep alr. and when i woke up for work, he was still asleep and he left in the evening. ): so thankfully this week he only has to go back on tues lah so i managed to catch up with him ! (:
but he bloody hell ate my meiji chocolate. -.-

hmmm. didnt work ytd (13th feb), had an off day. yep.

slept all the way to 2pm before dragging myself out of bed. shiok ar ! so long nvr sleep in lateeeee alr. hahaha. i actually woke up at 1oam and i thought it was afternoon. imagine my horror when i realised it was just TEN. blah. so went back to sleep. heh.

after that, bathed and changed, went down to bugis to meet my dad. lunched at terra and then walked ard in search for my brother's flowers. -.- zzzzz. the prices at bugis are ridiculous lah ! SIX STALKS of roses for a friggin' 128 bucks. WAHLAO. total ripoff.

got annoyed and went to bugis street instead. bought tees and a skirt. :D hahaha. then tried to buy smth for my brother but seriously, i dont know what kinda shirt/clothes he like so i gave up. hahaha.

called mel for help on the flowers and she & my eldest aunt were looking at catalogs for me in the end. hah ! so i called and ordered lah. i think its pretty sweet of my brother, though its annoying cos he kept calling me every hour or so to check if it was settled. tsk !


after that went to tiong to meet them and my mum. had dinner tgt, went to disturb bryan ang at GV and walked around abit. talked too and then we went home ! lol.


work on mon was alright. stayed an extra hour to help out lah. =D


and.... i chose nursing afterall. (: after all the endless advices from ppl ( thank you zhongxian & seowli ! :D ) i decided to follow my heart. screw the future but i know i'm gna make it. :DDD

I FEEL SO TEMPTED TO GET THE D&G V3I OR THE RED V3(the aids one).

SHOULD I?
im getting sian of n80 alr. but i dont wanna sell it leh. so maybe.. i shld just get an extra one then give n80 to my dad?

HOWWWWWW. ):

had mc for ytd and tdy. but went for work tdy lah. cos was spsed to meet lixuan and co. at town during my break.


work was... alright. was feeling ultra drowsy in the morning cos i had my med after food. and it was seriously RETARDED ok.

EG.

customerme

' can i have green chilli pls ?'

-blank look- 'green chilli.... -pause for 5 secs while staring at her table- OH. green chilli, hold on.'

returns awhile later,

'ma'am, your green chilli. thank you. '

-stares for another 5 secs or so before walking really slow off-

hahahahha. super retarded ok. so when break came at 2, i went out of taka for some fresh air and waited for the girls. but in the end i told them to go ahead with their shopping and i went back to the staff canteen, chop a place and slept my time. hahaha. but woke up ard 4 like that cos the rest started coming in for dinner. yep.

oh btw, the girls came in for dinner though. haha. i kept disturbing yawen. AHEM. =p

hmms but nighttime not alot ppl lah. heard that there was major chaos ytd. haha. alotalotalot ppl. heng i wasnt ard ahhh. lol. =p

did closing with manager, mei-jie, tw, gm and jacqueline (?). mopped the floor until i was sweating profusely okay. like raining like that. haha. and then we had ribena sodaaaa. wheets ! :D hahaha. parents came to meet me after they sent my bro off for book in. so met them outside taka and walked to mrt station.

and then, smth stupid happened at the station. GAH. i'm telling you today is so NOT my day. haha.

:

okay, bec usually im in the different direction as the rest since they all stay near amk/serangoon area while i'm at jurong what. so take to marina direction and change train at raffles right ! and the rest are supposed to take the straight train on the red line to amk or smth lah. and thus, i deliberately pulled my dad to the other direction as them, ( thinking im at the correct one ) while preventing him to talk to brandon. and when we boarded the train, we were damn shocked to realise we were at newton after that !! ZZZZZZZ.

turned out that the rest took rebound. meaning they took to marina and then back bec got more empty seats.


WAHLAO.
totally misleading okay ! i felt like a total idiot after that lah. the 3 of us were laughing like crazy at the mrt. hahaha. then decided to cabbed back home instead from newton lah. zzzzzzzzzz.



valentine's coming ! i need to order flowers for my brother to give to his ahem.

CAN SOMEBODY TELL ME WHERE I CAN FIND A GOOD FLORIST WITH GOOD LOCATION WITH GOOD DELIVERY SERVICES AND OF COURSE WITH GOOD PRICES ??

not alot to ask for lah, hor. lol.

; & the class of 2oo6 :

so, i think my results are okay. contented but yeah, im really disappointed over english lah. sighs. but i cant change the fact so, yeah. *takes a huge breath*


on the other hand, im really glad everything's over ! i'll be waiting to see the release of A lvls which prob would be next week. heh.


went je after collection with claud wenhui and therese. lol. had pizzahut and saw a dozen ppl. hahaha. then cabbed down for work and was late for half hour. oops. hahaha. alot ppl tdy also but heng got newcomers. aircon seemed to break down tho, was ultra hot tdy lah. tskk.


mrt-ed with gm and tw. yeps. i'm being ostracised for wanting to get into nursing. HAHA. what sia ! liew.



and did i mention anqi xueen and the whole gang's like realllyyy sweet ? haha. they got me a bag for my belated birthday present and anqi lixuan and xueen came over tdy to look for me in the hall. haha. i think i havent seen them for 4 months lah ! gosh. and yes girls, i AM treating when i get my pay okay. hahaha. they'll be dropping by on sun too ! yays. :D


i miss 4o6'o6. ): and im glad we got the picture for the class. was feeling so emo lah ! the moment i saw christina when i stepped into the school, i was on the verge of tearing alr ! gahh ! missed her SOOOOOO much okay ! haha. and of course, the rest of the ppl too like cherry, michelle, xueli, therese&wh, ANGSEOWLI, tay and chin ! , winston and gang.... EVERYONE lah. goshh. :D



right, 6L'o2, i miss you guys alot too ! =D

SHEEEEEEESHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.



its nerve-wrecking.


OH GOD.

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work was fine. i had dinner with parents after work at workplace. it felt weird having ur own colleagues serve u. lol. after that headed over to far east. got 2 bottoms and a top, a belt and some accessories. sian. no time buy new clothes for newyear so gotta make use of the free time i have. lol.

express 5o2 cheated our feelings agn so we mrt-ed home.


i wanna dyeeeeeee my hair. the colour's fading alr. and besides, im pretty sick of the current one. bah !



i need a new bag toooooo.


luo zhi xiang's gna be here on sat ! =D



and oh cherry ? dont envy me. i'm just a reallyyyy slow person so i get tense and nervous when it only gets nearer to the time we get the results. which means, im just retarded and so, i'm as equally scared as u are right now. sheeeeshhhhh. ):


work tmr at 6. which means if i screw Os up, i'm gna just crash all the plates at work. HAHA. liew eh.

edited :

- went out to meet claud ard 4pm cos she thought i had work tdy.

- met her at ajisen with jiafu & ernest. (and sad to say, jiafu's still an idiot. =p haha.)

- lunched at coffeebean with claud alone and we caught up ! loveLOVE. and she was funny ! carrying 2 hamsters around. hahaha !

- walked over to heerens after that to check out NUM and we took retardly cute neoprints. :x

- met mel at cine and caught a BLOODY STUPID horror show ( white lady ) and i'm still veryveryvery sore about the show ! its stupid/retarded/lame to the M.A.X. wahlao. 6.50 for absolutely nth okay. the whole cinema was practically laughing away at the show. then agn, the guy leads were pretttyyyy good lehzxz. lol.

- i bought my slippers like finally ! and got a belt :D:D

- wanted subway cookies and still am wanting. but i had no cash and fareast doesnt have an ATM. screw them. ):

- bus-ed home with CSYC after that ! LOVESSSSSSSSSSS. i miss disturbing ppl with her ! hahaha.

bahhhhhhhhhhhh. and its official for friday alr. sighs. ): plsplspls, dont let me screw it up.

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off day tdy ! hahaha. feels good to not have to wake up and rush for work. hahahaha. :D:D


hmms, dont know what else to blog bec nothing much happened recently since its work work work everyday. haha.


results out on fri ? ohboy. i really really hope i dont screw it up sia. all the talks about getting them back are kinda putting me on edge alr. :x


OH. so singapore won the asean champs. wow. not bad i must say. hahaha. didnt manage to catch the match tho but heard the goal was wonderful. lol. & pool draw-ed with everton. GAH.


I MISS ALOT OF PPL. i think i badly need to catch up or smth. hahaha.




till then (: i'm off to watch hanakimi ! hees.

life's alright still.


but work's tiring.. to the MAX. :x



thats all for now.