updating.

hmms. nothing much today except for the fact that i was suffering from cramps in school. went to sickbay after recess and got dad to come down and pick me up an hour later. went home and slept like nuts. whew. i hate cramps. like nobody loves them anyway. argh. claudine was having cramps also but her parents cldnt make it down to pick her up. hope she made through the day alright. /:


so.. nothing much recently. got into a minor tiff with claud ytd because of some arrangement thing but no worries ! we kissed and made up alr. :D hahaha. tht was just a figuree of speech lah. :D

monday's guides was alright ! yupp. erhh. missed school on tues because i kinda overslept till 7. then.. wed had our class cell after school ! woah ! lovesloves. strong and yepp, one step closer to everyone else ! :D uhuh. after hat it was raining real heavily but still managed to get to bm to meet mel. yeah. rotted at mac before heading over to TCT at 6. claudine came by soon and we had cell. tiring for spirit huh. lol. but yeah, enjoyed it alot and i've got really really good news. but im gna keep it mum till the day comes ! :D:D goshgosh. ohh. we had tangyuans too ! :D:D lols.


oh right. i really hve no idea wht to say leh. garhh.

flagday's tmr at jurong east. support us if u can ! :D

blogging frm the com lab now. yupp.

doing some SS research on HDB lah. but quite interesting. and the whole class is like really quiet. /: hahaha.

owells, so been studying at the library with anqi and co. for the past 2 days. we met up in the evening and i realised it's like much better because firstly, there are more seats in the library and secondly there are like less people around to bother you. so thats a good thing huh. we decided to make it a consistent effort to go studying every week together. hahaa. nice. lol. oh right, log was driving all of us nuts. garhhh.

svc was good as usual. anqi and xueen came along ! whee. :D haha. went back to bukit merah to eat and the market/hawker centre was closed for the time being ! sad ! my 2dollars chicken rice. ): haha. ate mee rubus instead and went for tuition alr. did maths and rawr, nutty. hahaha.

cut my hair at far east on sat anw. went with claud and jt. :D haha. yups, dropped over at cine to see eve at her bra shop. hahs. yups.

THERE'S GUIDES LATER ! whee.

i better log off i guess. hahah ! very jumbled up entry i know.

OH OH OH. i think the new nokia 6280 is chic ! i want it ! /:

OMG.

i typed a whole lot of stuff and blogger just failed me. -screams and tugs hair in frustration-

ARGH. i dont care, im gna do a brief one. ARGHS.


ok. i know i havent update for ages and my blog's like turning stagnant, in fact i think it is alr. /: haha. but yeah, apparantly mum wanted to make my brother study instead of being so obsessed to the comp, so she shut off the connection. but, i guess my brother's whining is really of some power and she connected it back to shut him up. seriously, i think he's not gonna pass his exams this year if he doesnt wake up lah. sighs. cant be bothered about him either. hai.



well, so the holiday has come and gone. havent really done any effective studying during the hols mainly because was down for quite a number of stuff. and yeah, glad things are pretty much settled alr so, i need to focus on my studies alr huh. anyone free for library visits ? :D haha. yeah, thought alot during the hols and somehow, straightened up my thinking huh. yeah. thanks to the Almighty Lord of course. :D yeah.

these 2 days have been rather good, perhaps because i was in a good mood. :D haha. decided to try my best and make every single day a beautiful one because its a gift from God. :D yups. so i wanna be happy and praise him in every situation of my life. :D and im actually glad i've done so because i realised i have more smiles than before for these 2 days ! :D:D especially with people around me huh. im starting to see people in a different light altogether and im glad tht God placed them around me ! :D loves. <33 :D hehs.


anw, had guides ytd. eewen cld only come down after 4 because of the new timetable. ahh. /: so yeah, had to take the total defence lessons for the sec1s with jiayi instead. did the whole lesson impromptu because there were many unforseen circumstances. i guess that was the first time i spoke so much sense without planning. hah ! jk lah. =p hehhs.
after tht had amazing race planned for the juniors ! so cool lah. sec4s were in charge of the stations and yeah, i guess they enjoyed themselves quite alot too ehh. :D

ohh. was also notified that we'll be stepping down on april 17th. thats like less than 3weeks from now ?! cant u even imagine that ? 3 more meetings and we're officially done with guides. 3 more weeks and the sec3s are in charge alr. sighs. i dont know, but i guess most of us are rather unwilling to step down. not because we crave for the power or authority or any of such superficial stuff, but rather its because we have not achieved the goals we've set out for guides. so there's this disappointment that comes to us whn we realised we have not made an impact on guides with all our unfufiled goals. so.. yeah. but owells, nothing last forever. everything's gotta end someday right ? yups..


hmmmms. been catching a number of shows recently too. yeah.


ahh well. forget it. i've alr forgotten wht i wanted to say, so i shall end this entry.

till then !

she has left to go back to the lord's arms....


thts right. simei auntie has left us. she's now back with the lord...

sighs i dont know. she left last night. the news was rather sudden. mel and me were coming out of the cinema after watching shaggy dog and we got the news. broke down at the open space behind the cinema at great world. i dont know. we were having mixed feelings i guess. am really happy because she doesnt need to go though the sufferings and pains, and tht she's back with the lord. and i know she'll be really happy there because heaven is such a wonderful place. but somehow... i know i'll miss her. ALOT. sighs. i hope xiaoyan's okay. i know she really loves her mum. sighs. so much emotion but i cant seem to type it out here... hai.



on a lighter note, cell406 has started. we had the first meeting ytd before bio and after maths. yups. it was really cool and i can feel the holy spirit coming on alr ! woahh. :D:D [ elaine adeline yuntian anjo cherry claudine wenbing ] uber cool. :D had sharing and testimonials. yups. then we had to stop halfway because we had to rush for bio. slept for one hour and 15mins. in the end i had only 15mins out of 2hours for bio. /: super tired. had the closing prayers after tht and we talked a lil' on how to go reach out and sustain the fellowship. gosh. im... speechless. im just really glad tht god has placed all these beautiful people around me. :D thank you lord.


meeting mel and co. at je later. going for her funeral. i know, i'll smile. because she's free from all.

hmms. malaysia trip was alright i guess. a lil' boring though. /:

met up with adeline and yili on the cab at lakeside. then picked up claudine frm her hse. reached school like at 5.3o ? thts ultra early. and there were alr alot of ppl present. wah. everyone's so punctual lah. or rather, kiasu. hahaha. boarded the coach around 6 and was sitting with adeline elaine christina and claud. yups. the last row. i just realised tht adeline's frm chinese congregation too ! so cool lah. :D:D hahaha. and we were listening to chinese worship songs. woahs. :DD rockks. hahaha.

reached the checkpoints and cleared all. then went on to malaysia. hahaha. haven been there for like some gazillion years or smth. lol. stopped at yong peng to have breakfast. yups. ate laksa and it was quite nice. the place wasnt like so unhygenic tht mryeo had said it would be. hahaha. lucky ! /: haha. bought some junk food and bubble gum to chew on. yups. then travelled to the kampong places. first stop was at some pineapples place. the pineapples are like veryveryvery sweet !! gosh. aun and me were like trying to dabao the readily cut pineapples. very nice lah ! haha. then we bought pineapples home ! 1ringgit only lo. means its like 5ocents for one ? cheap ! hahahaha. then travelled down to other stops which i cant rmber alr cos i was sleeping most of the time. haha. there was this stop before lunch tht we were supposed to see some top spinning games. but claud and me were simply too tired alr so we hid in the coach when everyone went down. hahaha. so funny lah. the bus driver came up halfway to snooze and we were trying to maintain our silence while controlling laughters. hahaa. was like some kind of kidnapping scene. lol.


we finished all the tours by 1 and we have lunch at some place which was really bad. haha. the food was bland but i still finished my share ! hahaha. there were flies around but aye, cldnt help it lah. tchers allowed shopping trip after tht at some shopping cntr because we finished way to early. yups. wanted to spend all the ringgit but cldnt find anything nice ! their adidas has smth tht i want but it more expensive than the ones sold in spore. so there. ): ruennsheng got bullied in some shop and thank god we happened to be in the same one so duchen became some hero for saving him! whees. hahahaa. shuai wor. =p hahaha. asked rs to walk with us after tht. yups.

went bck to the coach around 340 and it was a 2hours ride back. yups. slept agn though it wasnt a comfortable one. yups. reached spore around 6 plus and we went to have dinner at some jap restaurant at clem with siaun duchen elaine christina adeline claudine eugenia eunice jewee xinfang and xueli. yups. :D rowdy people huh. hahaha. yups. 99-ed home as usual and was dead tired lahh.

damn. im like sad. pool lost to arsenal. gah. /:

i wish everyday was a sunday.



sighs.





i just realised tht its a sat alr. weeks are whizzing past me and i dont even have time to blink my eyes. sighs. i seriously must stop procrastinating and start mugging for the big Os. but then, i wont stress myself for i know the Lord will always be there ! :D:D

went to visit simei auntie on thurs after school and cell with baoyin and co. :D yays. i love them ! hahaha. even though they are like aunties but hah ! they become young at hearts when we're with them. =p hahaha. so we met up and went over to xiaoyan's hse. sighs. its heartbreaking seeing simei auntie like this. ): sighs. will be keeping her in prayers. all wished we cld do smth but i guess, we all know its up to the Lord. so lord, pls take away her sufferings and pain and bless her with your love. strengthen her lord, with ur love for she needs u now more than anyone. thank you, Jesus.

after tht had sharing. yups. was really really bottom-of-the-heart good. initially was telling the Lord i wont be able to share anything tdy because my mind was very much boggled by alot of stuff. sighs. forgive me. but in the end, i shared quite alot because the Holy spirit was abundant ! :D loves.

cabbed down to clementi with claudine to meet jt to get their giro forms. oops. left the girl waiting for quite some time. haha. but jt is forgiving and thts why i love her too ! :D:D hehs.
reached hme around 11 plus eh. /:

erms... ytd had nothing also. except perhaps for IPP. the in-place protection thing. VERY COOL lah ! hahaha. 4/6 is like efficient. 1o mins or so and we're done with everything. hahaha. watched some mtvs frm mrng's laptop. then it all ended after one hour. so disappointing ! thought cld slack more. haha. opened up everything and the air outside was like AIRCON pls. hahaha. everyone was standing outside, receiving the breeze. hahahaha. :D:D then went down to the hall for debrief. yups. took a short nap. went back to class and mrng cont to show us the mtvs. then he played saving private ryan. LOL. three-quarts of the class were doing their own stuff lah. LOL.

after school went home with eve and claud. yeah. slept awhile before getting changed. went down to je mrt to meet claud for the Ali Baba and the twentyone thieves play at kallang theatre. yups. had dinner at ljs. then walked around abit. went to check out phones bcause tht girl cldnt decide ultimately which phone to get ! hahah. saw mark lee and a couple of artistes filming some show. lol. yups. then cabbed down to kallang thtre. haha. PRAISE THE MIGHTY LORD ! haha. we managed to get a cab in a short time even though the queue was a turn-off. but owells, my Lord can do anything ! :D

reached le and we were slightly late. got our seats and gosh, we were smacked right in the middle of the first 3 rows ! so cool. hahaha. the play's was nice. very very funny. and we spotted samuel chng. omg. the both of us almost died watching him ok ! he's like ultra funny. hahahaha. nvr thought he wld have such a day. =p hahahaha. the play ended around ten. so bus-ed down to city hall stn. then mrt-ed down to je. got some drinks and we took 334 home lah. ultra tired. hahaha. /: but the day was good and claud & i talked alot of meaningful stuff. :D:D


okay.. so thts all lah. hahah. i've gotta go down to ICA later with mum to collect the passport. ahh. sians. /:

till then ! :D

hmms. i realised i always have problem starting an entry. haha. have no idea how to start. /:


hmms. so.. life's been alright so far. not smooth-sailing but still manage-able ( i forgot how to spell it. ) monday was a bad day actually. smth bad happened in the morning on the roads and i was late. but was counted as valid so i was let off by mrng and chee. but i guess i was still reeling frm the shock and thus, cldnt control the tears. /: mrng was rather stunned huh. oops. but regained composure after tht, just rather quiet for the day cos basically just didnt felt like speaking. yeah. thanks for the concern ppl. esp elaine. yups. tht phrase frm u helped alot. even though u might not think it's significant or anything, but yeah, it kinda woke me up. :D:D loves.

hmms. class com changed agn. mrng tried to make me the vice chair but i pushed off cos there were other duties tht have been dragging me. ( READ GIRL GUIDES ) yeah. besides, claudinechai's the one now. HIAKS. :D:D:D

had guides after tht. had lessons about health which eventually led to makeup. -faints- ugh. but chaiyi did the presentation really well. :DD haha. then had some talk with tcher and the leaders. hmmms. things getting tougher huh. /: took sec1 squad tday. so CUTE. omg. hahahaha. mmf says i have alot of patient. melissa says im like a kindergarden tcher. gosh. LOL. but they very obedient leh. i like. ((: hahaa.

after tht took a ride frm jas's dad. yups. with eewen. and we were discussing her social ettiqute course. hah ! and we had this crazy idea of going over to her place to choose her outfit. wht a joke- turned-true. lol. so impromptu lah ! hahaha. dont know why, but had this sudden idea of just going. yups. so bus-ed there. then spent some time choosing her outfit. :D yups. her sis came back and we had a long chat abt the gospel. now i know why i was being sent there. for a purpose, and a meaningful one at that. :D yupps. dad came to pick me up and we had late dinner at the coffeeshop.

ytd was.. okay. nothing much i guess. was late agn. but because i was on medication so mrng said he'll cancel it as long as i show him my medication. yups. :D haha. wht a week huh. lol. hmms. had some debating session during eng. rather horrible cos basically i was just sprouting rubbish. oops. hahaha.

cant rmber much abt the day alr. /:

tdy.. was finally NOT late. -whew. and wht a FOOL i was today ! cos somebody passed down relay msg ytd night to bring health booklet and pe attire. so naturally i thought the check was tdy. in the end i forgot to bring both items and i got so flustered tht i called my mum to ask her to bring it on her way to work. SO, in the end she took the trouble and passed me the booklet and the attire. guess wht ? after i went bck to class and i asked xf whn was the checkup, she took me it was on the TWENTYTHIRD. wahlao. i almost died infront of her. &^%#&^$@# !!! wonder who's the idiot who said it was tdy. rawrr. /: but then, my mum rockks lah. :D:D

maths test was turned into time prac. yays. but we had some surprise source-based test on Mao. wrote practically nonsensical stuff. i think mdmsia's gna slaughter me. gahh. after school stayed back to watch the SE course ppl dress up. hehh. :D then went home with eve. had to rush down to ICA to do my I/C cos monday leaving for the malaysia trip and my passport was expiring. gosh. luckily i bothered to ask mschan tdy otherwise i can forget abt leaving on monday /: haha. HOWEVER, when i finally reached there, the person ask me to come back tmr morning with my PARENTS. so once agn, i almost died ! ARGH. i wasted almost 2 hour of my time just travelling ok ! sighs. maddening. RAWR. came home and i slacked around. watched some corny huanzhugege3 show. HAHA ! oldies man.

hmms. i think liu geng hong's songs are nice. hahaha. the album isnt tht bad wat. heh. caihongtiantang rocks alot. :D and yinweiyouni. goshhhh. :D:D


will be turning up late for sch tmr agn, have to settle the passport issue in the morning. SIGHS.

oh yeah, barca knocked chelsea out of CL le. WOOTS. but then, chel's like pretty kelian leh. i dont know, but i still think ronaldino so rock. haha. LIVERPOOL TONIGHT ! i hope they get through ! -prays- :D

hello world. (:

dont worry, im still very much alive, thank you very much.

my comp crashed for the week and my brother finally ( & reluctantly ) removed some i-dont-know-what programs tht he installed a couple of days back before the crashing. and so, i got this screen lighting up agn ! haha. before that, its been really horrible. leave in on for just 3oseconds and u can press the restart button like NUTS. ughh. been complaining to brother and he INSIST he had nothing to do with it. hah ! who won in the end ? =p


so.... im really lazy to update bout this whole week since its alr past 1am and i have to get some sleep before reporting for school 6 hours later. gah. /:

wed was the social etiquette's course anw. everyone in 406 was really dressed to the nines, i must admit. :D:D pretty babes and handsome dudes ! hah. and 406, as usual, was the only class dressed up pretty ! haha. though i must say my "formal" clothes seemed a lil' weird compared to the rest, but yeah, everyone look just so.. GOOD. :D:D heh. but there were some who overdressed i guess. a lil'.. you-know. ;)

one hell of a rollercoaster ride this week too for emotions. been caught up in a couple of friendships' matters but yeah, i've already thought it through and over. some things in this world aint just worth worrying about. if they are meant, they'll be. besides, i know my Lord has better plans for me than to have me worry about such meaningless issues. wtever ! :D

ytd ( saturday- o4o3o6 ) was the RV campfire ! whees ! ultra cool. the event wasnt as high as in the past but i still had lots of fun ! i guess this is gna be the last RV campfire im gna attend mans. GOSH. time does flies huh. lol. anw, there were fewer schools participating compared to recent years but its okay cos we got arranged next to the fuhua scouts ! -whees ! - can i say tht they are just awesome ? not abt looks, ( though there were a pretty number of handsome scouts =p ) but the main thing was they were just super enthu abt the whole campfire ! haha. laughed like madness sitting next to them and yeah, boys are just boys. hahaha ! min jas me and eewen had lots of fun ! and the highlight ? our sec3s performed their item and they got the best item ! im sososo proud of them ! great jobs girls ! rocking-ly HOT. hahaha. considering all the troubles and obstacles they faced, they deserve it i must say ! whooosh ! lol. and im sure glad they got such experience for their first outside campfire ! hah. lovelove. :D

lixuan brought us ( eewen, me, anqi, shiqi, yawen, xueen, jess & yingxin ) to some ulu place to eat. food was pretty alright. ordered two stingrays and satays to eat ! but everyone had swollen lips after tht because it was just spicy ! lol. :D mrt-ed home with eewen and xueen after tht and we were laming abt getting caught by police because we were after tht 11pm mark. lol. ohh. pool drew with charlton and im glad arsenal's getting their foothold back ! hah. really hoped for them to get into the top4 even though im not exactly a huge fan. :D



tdy's svc was good. :D claudine woke up at 83o ! haha. im so surprised pls. praise the Lord ! hah. but i still reached je first. nehh. =p hahahaha. reached expo and i was suffering from bouts of flu agn. dang. but nothing's gna stop me frm worshipping the mighty Lord ! heh. had the Lord's supper too. one word to summed it up all -- great. :D

met up with lixuan, anqi, xueen after tht at town. yawen came over around near evening. lunched at lido and i saw my aunt&uncle. hah ! then accompanied them to Rave to watch them cut their hair ! so pretty ! hah. all of them looked so.. different. :D hehs. bumped into jaslyn & her beau and she decided to have her hair trimmed at the same place. yups. but left before she was done so didnt get to see it ! /: walked around far east. then went over to heerens. yups. took neos twice ! hahaha. had fun being spastic ! found the wallet tht i wanted but im still considering if i shld spend the money on it. ahh. ): got xueen's present too, and she doesnt know abt it ! haha. walked around somemore and dinner was @ kobayashi. left around 8 with yawen & xue cos yawen had to rush to some place. yups.

oh my. i think im gna exceed my sms limit this month real badly. and my calls. OH NO. ):

TILL THEN PEOPLE !

may god bless you all. :D