hmms. okay. just reached home bout half an hour ago. hahaha. went over to jaslyn house for her 16th birthday party. :D:D had quite an enjoyable time with the ex-6Ls people lah. gosh, missed them alot alot lah ! (:

had BBQ even though we didnt ate much. spent much of the time laughing at weiquan. haha. that guy NEVER grows up okay. lols. forever bickering with zhongxian everytime they meet. but it proves to be very very good entertainment for the rest of us. and i swear terence and wq are just.. gays. hahahaha. funny asses. but yeah, i miss their stupid jokes and antics lah. :D to think i sat beside ong weiquan for 2 years. /: LOL.

so we spent like the last hour throwing ppl into the pool. weiquan, terence, jaslyn, yuntian and medin. HAHA. super funny. quite a number of ppl turned up lah. lol. frm nanhua also so i was walking from one side to the other, but i spent most of them time at the 6L's table lah. so long nvr meet liao leh ! lols.

so after that me mabel weiquan terence and jeremy went over to je mac to eat and waste time lah. haha. talked rubbish and weiquan showed us his secret recipe. eeyer. haha. but it tasted rather alright lah. lols. 3 packs of mayo + 1 pack of chilli. /: haha ! terence's phone got owned tho, after soaking in the pool. lols. hope its still alright lah. haha. and jeremy's just cant stop suaning me. HAI. =p



hmms, didnt turn up for sch today cos wasnt feeling well. went out ard 2 to meet mel at bukit merah before going to SGH to visit him. hmms.. he seems pretty fine lah. struggled quite a lot outside his ward bec he had his friends with him inside and we didnt know how to broach the topic. but thank god who made things easy for us ! :D surprised to have talked quite alot and im relieved he looks better than expected alr. hmms. but still, the probs still exist.


ahh ! tmr must reach city hall at 645am for the city walk ! boos. nvm, in the glory of God. :D
i just hope i can wake up. /: lols.


oh oh oh ! and did i mention smth ? my bro's birthday is today ( 29/07/06) so just now before 12 i was still on my way home mah. so i met up with his friends who wanted to give him a surprise to come over to my house. THEY'RE DAMN COOL OKAY. im sososo envious. hahaha. and my bro was actually asleep but thank god my parents woke him up like damn violently. haha. so he was like stoning at his table revising whn we sprang up on him with cake and bday song. so cool lah ! hahaha. rocks totally. :D i cant believe he's 18 alr. haha.

At the staircase. :D

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY SEOW WEIHONG !

hmms. a rather tiring day today ehh.i had to admit but maths's getting more and more interesting even though its not having the same effect on my results lah. hahaha. but i feel more attracted to it now lah. (: hahaha.


table soccer is fun when ur opponent's cherrylene lee. haha. ;)


so... lots of things have been happening recently. and yeah, negative stuff. received a couple of bad news today esp regarding bout his. nvr expected it it, nvr thought he would do such a thing. hai. gess he's strong on the outer yet fragile in the inner...

maybe its really time us to stand up and be counted. to be not affected by our families comments and other's views but to start spreading the gospel and help those we can now. prayer does works but actions need to be taken too huh.




so much things, yet what can be done ?

today.. was average i guess. yeps.

claudine didnt come cos she wasnt feeling well. yeps. lessons seem to pass in a flash today though. /: shows time is really ticking huh.


geog time prac was okay lah. just that im not rather sure about the diagram for meanders. bah. nvm.

maths time prac tmr also. sian.


cell later. baoyin's rejoining us after a two month hiatus from cell. welcome back ! :D:D guess lotsa ppl will be turning up today ehs. yays.


CSI's season finale tonight ! hope i can rush back in time to get it ! hahaha. the miqingheisengling also last epi alr. but guess i have to catch the replay for that cos cfm not in time. haha.


hmms. shld i eat maggie or just chips ? lol. randomness.



tuition later !


sometimes, i wish i could be just ten percent of you.

HAH.

today's [25o72oo6] issue of THE NEW PAPER rocks totally. THE LAST PAGE OF SPORTS. hah ! BEST TEAM EVER ? LIVERPOOL. sososo true lah. so shut up chelsea and man utd fans. ( jeremy u're gna kill me for this) hahaha ! not saying anything about arsenal bec i kinda have respect for that club too. esp the manager. (: haha. im def going to keep this page man. hahaha.




so.. im ultra/super/uber/very addicted to WHISTLE. i think its the best i've ever ever ever read lah. gosh ! haha. pia finish the whole series last night and i feel so empty now. haha. but its okay, think sometime soon i'll re-read the last few books or smth. been rushing a lil' cos of the curiousity. besides, jiafu's still reading. neh. hahaha. and im gna start on the anime soon bah. woohoo ! :D:D:D:D







sometimes, dont u just wish time would pass slower, and yet a little bit more fast ?

hello ! (:

gna do a brief update bec i realise i have quite a number of things to do online tonight. hehs.

hmms, anw, havent update for pretty long and besides, i cant rmber whats been happening alr.

erh. janice poon left nanhua for NIE and i guess i'll kinda miss seeing her around. though she only taught us for less than a year after ms ong left last year, cant help feeling she's a pretty nice tcher lah. and.. she's friendly and.. pretty. hahaha. okay. yeah. so all the best ms poon ! we'll rmber ur ' DA ANGEL'. =p


hmms, svc was good today. mel wasnt with, neither was claudine. but its okay ! i've got the aunties to pei me. ;) hmms, sometimes i wonder what makes me. i dont know, i was just observing things today, and i realise life cld mean so much more. life cld be that much more but when it comes down, i just feel that... what are the things that matters to me most ? -shrugs i dont know either ehs. and when i look at the aunties gang today, look at justina, it just comes to me as a blessing that im able to know them and bond with them even though our age difference are like 3o 4o ? i felt rather awkward today esp with baoyin sitting next to me. not bec i dont like her, in fact i love her like nuts, but the fact that she's too good to be just sitting next to me that kinda feeling. those u actually dont know what u can strike up a conversation and before worship started, i kept feeling uneasy, a feeling like i dont exactly belong yea. i dont know what came over me but.. i just felt that way today. must be the work of satan i guess. so i prayed, asked God to help me take away all these uneasiness and let me be independent. that i wont be dependent every week on mel or claud to keep me company or be with me during svc, but instead let me break out of my own comfort zone. today's msg was about remembering the poor, renewing our committment to them and to reflect on God's grace on me. pastor eugene called for people to go to the front if there was any feelings to renew our hearts towards them. i wanted to go out, i felt touched by the svc and i really want to commit and help others. but i didnt dare to go out bec i cld see that there wasnt much people who went up. in short, i just lack the courage to do so even though my heart was burning with the desire to do so. shows how much im actually dependent on others huh. baoyin's darn great. she cld just see thru me and know what im thinking, she asked me if i wanted to go out but i said i didnt dare bec there wasnt any much people going out. she looked at me and told me smth that i felt touched, i felt so much like crying. i dont know. in the end i didnt dare to go out still, but i did prayed silently in front of God. so yes, i still want to help the poor, i want to spread the love of God. even though i know im not up to the task yet for now, but im sure i'll grow. bec i want to. yeps.

i dont know why i typed all that but its just what i felt for the day. i guess loneliness can give birth to motivation too? hahaha.


anw, went for dinner oppo with fam and i decided to get a new pair of specs. on promo and i thought it looked pretty good. so did it but the order's gna take 2weeks or so. its okay, im not like rushing for it or what.


oh. planetshakers on 11 and 12 aug. ITS DARN COOL. i want to go man. hahaha. and stream of praise's gna come down to our church too. shall go get details frm mel soon. hah !

next month's gna be a busy one for God huh. (:


alright, shall stop here huh. take care loads ppl.

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JIN IS DAMN SWEET.
like SUPER. ULTRA S-W-E-E-T. i cant stand it. omg.

-MELTS.

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hmms. i think oral was pretty alright i guess ? though it was kinda difficult to speak in between sniffing and coughing. /: argh. seems that my condition pretty much worsened this morning. but i think i was alright ? managed to string most of my sentences together to form a sensible one. lol. praises to the Lord, of course. :D was feeling damn nervous lah. but mdm junaidah was rather nice ? told her my condition and she asked if i wanted to take another day instead but i insisted on. wait so long alr, might as well get it over with. lol. so yeah, i guess it was okay ? i hope i wont fail or smth. /:

argh. struggling to type finish this entry. getting really drowsy alr. all bec of the stupid med. bah !



oh, claud waited for me and went to je to have late lunch/early dinner with jaslyn also. hahaha. reminisce about our lower sec days and it was pretty hilarious bah. i guess somehow, when u've reached the last year of ur secondary school, then will u start to cherish the people u are/were once close to i guess. haha. though i must admit that those 2 years were damn fun lah. :D:D missed the younger days. hahaha. sound so old. eeyer.


had maths test today. surprise/no surprise ? postponed frm monday, told us was cancelled on tues and then sprung up on us today. tsk. but owells, its kinda good as a form of revision though i think ihave like 40% of passing. HAH !

bio was tough though. the thinking questions were all so.. BRAIN DRAINING. sighs.


oh ! and i think lost the sun's is pretty good looking. looks rather hot sometimes. lols. i missed supernatural ! argh. and its super nice today also loh ! shucks. must rmber to catch the replay tmr. lol.

alright, i hope i'll last till the show's over. /:

BYE PEOPLE. :D

&%(*^%%^.

so boring. bahh.

no more world cup channel alr !!!! DAMN.

been sick for the past 2 days. think its the post world cup mortem. haha. kidding lah, having a sore throat and flu and headaches. sighs.

the newspaper these days are all filled with zidane zidane and more zidane. aye, give the old man a break lah. tsktsk.

and i realise italians like tattoos alot.

bio test tmr.

eng oral tmr too. omg. so deadzxxz. why everytime oral i got sore throat de. unfairness.

BAH !

OOHHH. MY CSI'S STARTING. :D:D:D

WORLD CUP 2006 WINNERS :

ITALIA.

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

heyheyheyheyhey.


hahaha. okay, so.. im pretty in good spirits today cos sch let us off early today cos of the moe excel fest or smth. lols. 1o3o leh !! first time okay. everytime they only let us off at 11 or smth. hahahaha !

hmms anw, ITALY and FRANCE got into the finals for world cup. haha. was jumping and screaming for joy when italy scored against germany ! hahah. damn high after that and i slept 15mins before i went off for school. but hmms, i think italy's super cool or smth alright ! haha. cannarvaro so rocks. italy's defence so rocks. muahaha! and well, even though im kinda neutral on whether france or italy wins the cup, i guess i'll be a lil' more happier if italy wins ? hahaha. but owells, both have their strengths lah. :D


spsed to have cell later but mel's having gastric so it was cancelled. hmms, hope she gets better huh. Lord, Bless her ! :D

oh yeah, realised recently how people can seem to be so nice on the surface and deep down, they say such nasty stuff. all the while i thought **** was just kinda of an angel and nice to everyone but in the end, it was just nothing at all. pretentious ? a farce? -shrugs. i mean, i didnt expect her to be in forces with ****** and u know, say such egoistic words. esp when we used to be like bonded in some way ? owells. tells me smth about humans huh, irregardless of what u believe in. hmms. pretty scary.






hmms, i think i shall stop here bec i cant rmber what i wanted to type initially. haha ! so.. yeah. bye. :)

sighs.

world cup's so disappointing at this stage. yeah, so england crashed out last night and so did brazil. super upsetting. and, it was a double blow for me. bah !

watched the england match and seriously, eng very very very very wasted can ! so many chances and they cant score ! sighs. and rooney ? i dont know what to say man. he knows he's the key man and yet he falls into the provoking of the portu's players. sighs. penalties was just... disappointing too lah. lampard gerrard and carragher. all my fav players. sighs ! and i think lampard's super kelian now man. i think he's like very low on confidence now ? aye aye. poor thing. gerrard and carra also. aye, my liverpool players. sighs. owells, euro2008 then. ):

brazil's match was.... damn. they just fizzled out or smth lah. but i have to admit france was really good that night lah. zidane was just, gosh. superb. on form like hell man. aye. bye brazil and hello to france now. boos. but okay loh, i shall root for france now then. I WILL NOT SUPPORT GERMANY. *&*&%&* ! lol.



anw, went for svc today. mel and claud didnt come though so i was alone. haha. actually not really alone lah, still got baoyue they all. (: hahaha. anw, today was HIGH like mad. hahahaha. i feel so happy and great to be back in the Lord's arms. :D:D had Lord's supper also, and yeah. very good. (: after svc pastor khong ( !! :D ) called for ministry and OMG lah. he did the ministry personally OK. i was just looking at the screens and watching him put his hand on the people and one by one they just fell lah. gosh. and holy spirit was just ultra strong, seriously. havent had that kinda feeling for a long long time alr. GOSH.

Jesus Rocks.. So much. :D:D




came home after svc and slept. was super tired lah. haha. then mum woke me up and we went out. went to je to eat and get her stuff. yups. (:

oh. and i got my phone alr. yippee ! :D

4odays.
11months. (:
the feeling's finally back. (:

okay. so argentina lost.

and im damn pissed with the ref bec it was so obvious he was biased towards the host. my whole family was in a uproar last night because we got so fedup with the ref we literally lost the interest in watching alr. and ballack really disappoints me huh, ppl knock his left side he falls to the ground clutching his right. duh. what an ass. DONT GET ME WRONG, i USED to support germany too. but after last night ? i think i shall just stick to my argentina spain brazil and england.

wtever. angry !!! but i guess its pretty clear cut that argentina was the better team last night. too bad their reserved goalie didnt have much exp ah. tsk.

GOGO ARGENTINA ! i support you ! EURO2008 ! WC2010 ! :D:D:D

on the other hand, missed the italy's match cos i fell asleep alr. been a busy day at school then at cell. clnt take it so i went to bed. but owells, italy won 3-0 over ukraine so yeah, kinda expected. LUCA TONI ! (:

hmmms. cell was really good. back to mel's house for now alr. rededicated our lives to the Lord and repented for what we have done for the past month. damn, neglecting Him is really such a bad feeling. /: esp when u know He's been always there with you no matter what you have been going through. awww. MY GOD ROCKS. (:
watched passion again and had some thoughts. yeap. cell ended around 9 ? waited for dad to come pick me up and chatted with my aunt and claud while we were watching rain's new show. the what zhegaisideai? but it looks quite nice leh, i also wanna watch ! (: hahaha. rain's super shuai alright. yaya.


hmms. hangman's really nice. it helps to keep u awake in school. HAHAHAHA. hangman addicts.


going kbox with claud later. lalalalalalala.

might be getting my phone later too, depends. :D




ENGLAND GOGOGO. not supporting portugal bec deco's not playing, and i like him. superb. hehh. BRAZIL gogogogogo ! i think that match's gna be nice cos alot of real players against each other. hohoho. i like matches which has a friendly atmosphere. (: