I cant do it. I dont think anyone of us can. If you really do so, I swear we wouldnt be able to forgive ourselves. Oh fuck oh fuck. Oh God, tell us what to do. I cant take it. And I cant imagine the suffering you're going through when I cant even take mine. I dont know what to say. I dont know what I should offer you when I hear you breakdown, when I hear you sob and complain. I feel so loss and helpless when your questions of " Tell me what to do, Tell me what we can do" keeps ringing in my mind. All I can do is to just offer you a mere shoulder to cry on, to lend on, all I can is just silently support you which I know neither of these can help to make you feel better. Cause I dont even feel it. Oh boy. I wish I could tell you to not hear them but follow your heart. I know how much you want it, I want it too. But we both aint sure of the path ahead and I dont know if we can survive. If only we could have their support, I'm sure everything will be so much easier. Yet we both know its never gonna be that way because all the while, they have always been so judgemental and hard on people, especially us.
Damn. I really have NO idea. Its definitely easier to go along with them because that way, we face no obstacles and no opposition. But we will never be able to let it go, and the last thing I want for you is to slip into depression. You cant because I wont survive. I'm telling you now, that I WONT and I CANT. And yes, Im afraid I'll do so before you do but I know I cant bec I wanna be there for you, still. So please, hang on. Just for us all.


My tears run down like razorblades ;

Its shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart.

))))))))))))))))))))))))):

No, Im not fucking okay.

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Wahahah. These four guys are so HOT. (: suckaaaaaa brownnnnnnnn. 8)


I feel so proud of myself. Lol. I finally stopped procrastinating and took out AAP ytd, did 3 chapters of notes till near 4am. :D:D Gosh. I think Gan is right, alot of research have to be done independently. Otherwise the lecture notes are quite inadequate. Rawrr. Have to go get the text soon too.

Aye. I feel like I'm having a rollercoaster ride recently. My emotions are trailing high and low so often, I cant even figure out why. I feel happy in school but when I'm out, all the bothering stuff comes back and I turn into this grumpy/moody/emo monsterrrrrr. Rawrrrrrrrrrrr.


I dont know. Can we just throw all of these down and run off? I dont feel like thinking. I know its never easy and with this oh-so-delicate situation, no matter what we think now, somehow I feel like it wouldnt really work. All these stands we hope that are firm, when we face them, I dont know. I just hope we wont crumble, we wont fall. Cause thats the worse that could happen, that we all wouldnt pass it all. Ayeeeeee..


This is shitzx. I feel like shouting out Life's good bec it actually is. School hasnt been so much fun before, I've never looked forward to school so much and I really liked the company I have. The whole of P10 is LOVE.

But, I really cant cope with the rest other than that.

And so to sum things up, Life's good but its screwing me up.

Had a good time catching up with the dearests(: Had a couple of emo talks with mel. Thousands of apologies to the birthday girl bec I was quite moody at some point, had quite a number of stuff on my mind. Rawr. ): But I managed to cheer up after that and we sat outside Taka behaving like mad kids. Lol. Love you girllllll. Happy birthday once again ! (: <333333333



I dont know. I dont know really if the decision you have chosen is right. Its gonna be a tough ride, but we'll find a way out. There will be a way out, somehow. Some way. Sighs.

You know how much I love you, so its pointless for me to say much here. (: May you grow prettier and wiser every day! :D:D:D


Heees. Meeting them to celeb later so yeah. =D

I love chocolates. I think they're the only things that cheer me up now. Lol.

Today was passable ! The NSL thing was pretty easy so lucky I didnt spent too much time on it ytd bec it was quite simple lah. (: Heehee. Was late today bec there was heavy rain today but lucky today alot ppl also late. Lol. Yiting was the funniest lah. Sya called her cos it was alr like 8.20am and she actually forgot today got school. Lol. Damn cute. But she managed to rush down in bout 4omins time lah. Lol.



Hah. We really do nonsensical stuff ion NSL. Lol. Sya and me were laughing like nuts at the videos bec we realised in every video the mentor shows us, the nurses are always the same. Wahaha.

There was a surprise pop quiz on AAP today. Pretty scary. Supposedly allowed to open book but there wasnt any point cos there werent enough time to flip flip find find since the questions keep flashing. Lol. But it was okay lah, I just need to read up more. Concepts wise, still alright lah.

Had presentation during FON. Our team was like the only one that the whole team went up to present. Lol. But it was cool lah. So.. TEAMY. Hahah! The teacher said we were too fast though, prob cos 8 ppl trying to rush everything in 10mins. Lol. But its okay lah, at least we got exp. Lol.


Finally got the ezlink card ! But the faces are so distorted on everyone's card. Lol. Finally can get the concession pass alr. Hoho.


I shall go nap now. (:


If only the feeling I get from eating chocolates can be made forever. I dont want a temporary basis.

I dont know. I really dont. I dont know how things are gna be. Complicated? Yeah. I dont know how we are going to get through this but we will. Somehow.


Sighs.

Just when I thought everything's gonna be fine and looking up, things like this happen.


Hang On, We'll get through. We'll get by. Cause this is all that we have left.

I dont like it when you ppl keep asking me about her. Its not like I have to know every single little detail about her right ? Yes, I do hang out with her most of the time but that doesnt mean that I have to be informed about her whereabouts, who she is with, what she is doing. Like hello, I dont live with her, Im NOT with her 24hours a day. Besides, do you ppl really think I can do much? Im not even the authoritative figure in this instance. Its funny how you guys only start to really care and ask so much when you know who she has been with. I trust the choice made and bec you guys have not known the history well, so dont judge the choice just like this. Its not like you have spent time enough to make a clear judgement. Im not saying that its a perfect and a choice that wont go wrong but even if it does, we'll learn and move on. She's old enough to make her decision so there's nothing that you ppl tell me to tell her, would work yeah. Its annoying alright. I dont like it when you get so uptight when I tell you because I expect you to know how close we are and how I dont like to be affected by such stuff. I dont like it either when you keep asking this and that and act like as if you dont know her well. You should really know better when you ask those questions and expect that my temper would flare since you know how sensitive those questions are. Its not fun being caught in the middle, its not fun having to have you unhappy and I, frustrated. So please, cut me a break and stop all that unnecessary nonsense. Cause I dont know how long I can rein it in.

--

Rawr.

Besides the small outburst, today was quite fine. The whole class wore blue today ! Okay lah, except for Ros and Zul but they both forgot. Lol. Our mentor was so surprised. Lol. Monday bluessss. Missed MelH quite abit bec nobody to fool around much. Lol. Okay lah, Sya and Nurul were still fun to be with. Totally had troubles trying to concentrate during first lesson. I swear my eyes will half opened during the first hour, only until we started moving around and playing with the mannequins then I fully warmed up. Lol.



AAP practical was surprisingly manageable but it was tough brain work. We were all busy memorising the skeletal systems and the skull part. Wahh. AAP's not gna be a easy way ah. Have to keep constant revising but I guess its alright since its interesting. (:


There was a big rain today but it was over when we finished school. It was pretty cool because the place was dark and Nurul was saying we can give excuses like saying we didnt have watches and it looked like it was 7pm so we shld go home. Follow the colour of the sky. Lol. And what nonsense like we have night blindness so we have to be home before it turns really dark. Lol. Damn funny lah. =DD

Went to meet Mum after school then we train-ed down to Aljunied to meet Dad and headed over to Mt Alvernia. Lol. Well, Aunts complained against a nurse bec apparently she didnt bother about the basic stuffs that were supposed to be done for grandma. So yeah, Aunts were pretty angry. And I thought they wanted to talk about the report for grandma so Dad asked me to follow them into the room and in the end, I witnessed the confrontation. Sia lah, scary. Lol. I hope I wont ever kana like that. I think they made the nurse cry or smth. ))):

Dinner together at I-dont-know where but the food was good. I was half asleep alr. Rawr. Very tired. I shall end here abruptly because I'm tired. ): Lol.


Get well soon Mellie ! (:

Chelsea are loserzxzxzxzxzx. Never take advantage of Manutd's draw ytd. Rawrr. Stupid. Lol. Watching F1 now. Gogogo Alonsoooo! Hah. I like L. Hamiliton also. He's promising.

Uh. I skipped service today bec Dad was home which was pretty rare. Lol. They went to have breakfast without me bec I wanted to sleep in more. Lol. Then I finally went to sell of my phone. Byebye N80. Its a irreversible decision now. -Breathes in-

Lol. Then I had my lunch and den drove back to get Mum who was doing her hair. Went to Mount Alvernia to visit Grandma. I hope she gets better lah. Lol. I had a little tour around the place and I saw the disinfectant alcohol thing ! Ultra cool. Lol. I was so tempted to press it and do the 7steps. Lol. Im kidding okay.

Went back home again to fetch my brother and we went to JP for dinner @ Soup Restuarant. Wah. Dad ordered quite a number of stuff and I couldnt finish so I stopped eating in the middle. Like I didnt touch the rest of the dishes that came. Lol. But aiyah, got my brother, sure can finish everything. Lol. We were rushing through the dessert bec we wanted to walk around abit before sending him to camp. Went popular, didnt find the planner that I want. ): Rar. I need to go kino/borders/MPH to get I guess. Yup.

I want the red suspenderSSSS also leh. ): And I need flatssssss. Aye. More moolahhh please ! Lol.

Sent Bro to camp after that, so nice leh the place. Like so.. posh. Bahahaha.

I got chocolates on the way home. Nananana ! (: Happppyyyyyyyy.

School's tmr. YAY. Lol. But MelH's on MC for two days ! I hope she's fine though.
I seriously cant rmber if there was any assignments or homework leh. How ar. Like STM like that. I need to get that planner soon. Lol.

NP fencing finally contacted me ! Wheee. Lol. I thought they didnt want me alr. Lol.


Hmm. I dont like the feeling when you see people around you so down, and yet you know you cant do anything to lift them up bec its a situation whereby they have to get themselves out of it alone. And there's really nothing you could do. Sighs. Cheer up people.


Rrrright. Shld sleep early tonight. (:

Omg. So prettayyyeeee leh ! I want one of these! Omg. So cool. Hah.
I waaaaaaannnnnnnntttttttt. )):


Yay. New url! So relink people ! (:

New template toooo. =D

Got sick of --addiction. And.. an addiction, according to Ps Khong, isnt good. Lol. Okay, fine. That was an excuse. Lol.

Oh right, I went for the mentoring handover ceremony ytd morning ( Sat) with Estella and MelH. Quite fun lah, I thought it was way better than Primers' welcome party. Lol. But bec this had alot of performances lah. Lol. I like the part when the NP strings performed. Anjing with violins & guitar. Lol. (:

MelH left early to play squash with her family so Estella and I stayed till the end. The mentees are very cute leh ! Lol. So enthu and hyper somemore. Wahaha. Had refreshments after that. The chicken wings were nice and Estella wanted to dabao them. Lol. No lah, totally kidding. Hahaha. 8)

Bus-ed home after that, used the comp awhile, trimmed my hair again. It looks straighter now. Lol. Then I slept all the way till 7. And I had kfc. Lol.

Very long never stay home during Sat liao. Its.. refreshing. Lol.


Oh, Pool won and Man Utd was held by Middlesbro. Wahaha. Chelsea might win tmr and then its going to be exciting! Nananana. Screw Man Utd lah. 8)

WHEEEEE.

At Tiong's coffeebean now. Lol. Funnn. There are so many connections to connect too. Fun. Lol. Its lappie first day out today somemore. Fine, I havent gotten around to name it but I will. But definitely not something like COMPAQY. =p Lol.

Might be watching movieeee later. Lol.


Schoooolll was gooood. We had CITS for first tutorial and the tcher is way coooool. Lol. She says we can come in at 830 next week instead bec she thinks 2hours is too much. Lol. Nice right ! Lol. And MelH was super hyper today. She kept laughing and mumbling and omg lah, she's just so cute. Lol. Very blur also. Hahaha ! Sya and Nurul were pretty high today also lah. Lol.

P10 went library during the 4hours break to do our proj. But our grp just discussed and went thru points bec my lappie isnt configured to use NPnet. Grrrrr. Then we met up with estella and went into one of the rooms to watch BR2. Lol. Its a gory comedy man that show. Rocks totally. The first few mins were enough to tramautise Ros, Nurul and Sya liao. Lol. MelH decided to sleep instead. Lol. But we didnt finish the show cos we left early and waited outside LT79. And I got connected to someone's network there. Lol.

After the last lecture, Balestier, Estella, Yiting, MelH and I went to the atrium to while time for Primer's welcome party. It was... okay lah. Lol. I hope it gets interesting from then on. Lol.


Tmr got mentoring ! Yay. Can bully kids. IM JUST KIDDING.

I'm going off for movieeee. =D [ edited : haha. not watching anymore. missed the time. LOL. ]]

Avrrriiillll's so HOT. Lol. She's gracing nearly all the covers of mags this month. Lol. But she really did changed alot lah, hottttt. =D

Hey Hey You You !
I wanna be your girlfriend !

Catchy tune.

School was okay today. Met MelH, Sya and her friend as usual and we walked to B81.
Tutorial for PAS. Thomassss ! Lol. Fun. I love PAS alot. I think its gna be my fav subject or smth. Lol.

Had the first Communication lesson and it was quite cool. We played whispering games. Lol. And Gan wore his chelsea jersey ! Grrrr. Lol.

Lab lesson was after that. We grew microorganisms on agar. Partnered with MelH and we gave our name to our agar ! Its called The SuperSexySpecial Agar ! Lol. The codename for the agar was TSA mah, so we just made the name up to fit. Lol. Special because it's the only agar that was chose to be put under some laminaflow thing okay. The rest of the groups' agars are from the environment. Wahahaha.

Lab lesson ended ONE HOUR and TEN minutes early ! =x Lol. So MelH and I accompanied Sya to wait for her friend. Went to the atrium to sit sit talk talk, den went to the library to walk around. Went town after that to find MelissaS and Dc. Yup. Had dinner at central bec MelS was craving for ribena soda and I wanted xo fried rice so we went. Lol. Talked about the future kids names and we were laughing at some really ridiculous names. Lol.

Cabbed down to tiong after that to meet mum&dad ! We had some verbal arguement with 2 secondary girls bec they cut our queue for cabs. Lol. Dc rocks lah. Actuallyalso not arguement cos we were the ones disiao-ing only. The two girls just kept quiet and walked off awhile later. Muahahah. =x Lol.

I finally bought my suspenderssssss. Yayyy. :D:D:D

We went home in a lorry today bec dad didnt bother to stop by at the office after work. Wahaha. Its so tallll. Lol.


Oh. I think I'm gonna join Mentor, Primers and fencing. =x

I should sleep early tonight. Have to wake up early tmr. But on the positive side, school ends early tmr ! Heehee.

I think your heart grows back bigger ya know, once you get the shit beat out of you. And the universe lets your heart expand that way, cause thats the function of all this pain and heartache that you go through and you gotta go through that to come out to a better place.
- Jake, (Must Love Dogs)


Nananananana ! School tmr is at TWELVE. :D:D:D Yay. At least I can sleep in late today and wake up late tmr ! Heeheee ! =D

Anw school today was cooooooool. Lol. P10 P10 P10 ! Lol. That's sorta my class. Haha. There's just 17 of us but everyone's pretty cooooool. Lol. We were quite quiet ytd bec we were all pretty much still strangers but today was quite different ! We managed to 'bond' more from the first lesson all the way to the last lecture. Lol. We went to have breakfast tgt at Canteen 1 after NSL at ten and we sat together to eat ! =D Then we walked together to LT38 for FON. Wah. I dont think I like that sub alot. Its like history of nursing lah. Total bore. Lol. But the lecturer is pretty nice lah, she said we could talk to each other during lectures, just not too loud. Heehee. I was on the verge of nodding off but thanks to Melissa and Gan, I didnt fall asleep lah. Lol.

Oh ! I saw Guoping like finally ! Lol.

Then we had another break at 1 so me and Melissa went to Canteen 1 to meet up with Estella and Nicholas. Yup. Ate the tako balls! Lol. Then walked to LT76 with Melissa to meet up with the class. Sat together again ! Lol. Very cool lah ! And we made alot of noise also, especially when we were signaling to our classmates to sit together. Lol. Zul ! Lol. Everyone kept calling his name during lecture so i think.. he's much famous alr. Lol. MIC was okay but i slept for the front. Cannot tahan alr lah. Lol. But I still did the notes and all and boy, its cheeeeem lah. All the stupid viruses and bacteria and cellular and acellular. AYE. Forget it. Lol.

Final lecture was Pyschology & Sociology. I like the lecturer ! He's humorous lah. Thoommaaass ~ Lol. The arguably best lecture of the day I guess. Heeheee. 8)

Met Jarrel after school ended and we went to botakjones for dinner. He managed to finish the serving ! And I couldnt cos my stomach was exploding alr. Wahaha.


Today was so.. liverpool-ish ! Lol. I wore my Liverpool jersey lah, and that got the guys in the class to start arguing bout the teams ! Lol. Yay, I have fellow liverpudlians around. Lol. And Thomas, the PAS lecturer, is a Liverpool supporter also ! He's super funny lah !

Thomas : Who is a fan of Man Utd ?
( And repeats for Arsenal, Chelsea, Liverpool )
- After asking -
Thomas : Okay, All the Liverpool fans will get 1opts bonus and all the Man utd fans, Haha ! I know who alr ah, I will minus 1opts from you all !

LOL. I was cheering him on lah ! And the man utd fans were protesting. Lol !


And also, at botakjones :

One of the guy in charge (walked past) : HEY. You have good taste in soccer !
-Me stunned for awhile, in midsentence while talking to Jarrel -
Me : OH. Liverpool ah ! -Grins
Guy : Ya.
Me : Yeah ! Liverpool rocks !
Guy: -Laughed and nodded-

Haha. Super cool lah. Jarrel and I burst out laughing after that. And wth, We were talking about Scouts and Brownies. Lol. LOSERS okay. Seriously. Eeyer. Lol. I was once a brownie who held hands with my fellow brownies and danced around a stupid mushroom. A fake one somemore. Lol. Its totally disgusting recalling that now. Lol. And Jarrel, Scouts are no better, Especially CORRUPTED ones. Lol !



Hmm. I'm in a dilemma over what CCA I should join leh ! Current choices are prob Primers/Mentoring/Fencing (!) Yeah. Got other interests also but its either I think I wont make it ( like soccer !!!! ))): ) or other interesting ones. Rawrrrr. How ! ))):

Okay, till then ! (:

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Its kinda funnnnnnnnnnnn. Heehee.

I think I sound like a guy now. Lol. Rarr. But the throat doesnt hurt that much as before alr. (:

Anw ! I think I'm a pro ass. LOL. Didnt slept a wink last night until this afternoon around 12pm. Lol. I went into room at 3, couldnt fall asleep so I was just lying on the bed waiting for the alarm to go off at 5am. Lol. Got up, bathe, went to the cemetery with Mum and Dad. Lol. Met up with the rest of the family and the cemetery at that time is shit cool. Lol. You couldnt even see the path in front of you and there were just so many flashlights shining around. Lol. So.. they did their stuff while I crapped alot with Mel. Lol. The rest of the teens werent there bec it was way too early. No bazhangs this year ! Damn sad. My purpose was to eat the bazhangs lor. Tsk. Lol. But it was fun fooling around with Mel lah. At least I still have her. Lol. Bid goodbye to each other just 9 hours ago somemore. Lol. I was getting high due to the lack of sleep so I kept muttering nonsense. Lol.

I think the family is nuts though. This year was exceptionally early bec the UNCLES and my Eldest Aunt had to rush back to office to rush out the Marina proj. Aye. Damn sick. Lol.

After that went to pay respects to the maternal grandparents but since I couldnt take the incense and all, I was pretty much just loitering around. Lol. Dad brought us to eat at the Ampang Yong Tau Foo and it turned out the owner was his army friend. Lol. He has friends everywhere, like I realise. Lol. But the food was good lah. Heeehee.

Oh. I saw Jiajun at one of the places. Lol. We were totally stunned to see each other man. Lol. Funny.

He sent us home after that before changing into his work clothes and rushed out to Marina also. ): And I finally got my sleep at 12pm and being 24hours awake. Lol. Insane. I was half dead alr so I skipped svc. Bahhhhhhh. Nvm. Shall watch the sermon online later. =D


SCHOOL. IS. TMR. Omgzxzxzxzxzxzx. I didnt dare to sleep too much just now for fear I wont be able to fall asleep later. Lol. AHHHHH. I hope tmr goes smoothlyyyy.


I think I'm starting to understand the pride the men get when they achieve something.
I'm getting there.

I finally had the courage to go cut my hair today. Lol. Cant blame me after the horrendous experience i had previously okay. =x Lol. And I'm glad I went back to Rave for Michelle. At least the hair isnt screwed up and I'm pretty satisfied. =DDD Lol. My hair's not za cao anymore ! Lol.

So, I woke up at 11.45am today. I was damn reluctant to okay ! I was still feeling sick and my head was hurting like madzxzxzx. ): But I didnt want to pangseh Lala so I got up and bathe. Felt better after that lah. Brother came out of camp and he gave me oldchangkee to eat before I left the house. (: Lol. Okay fine, its bec he couldnt finish it since he bought kfc also but STILL, =D . Lol.

Bus-ed down to NP and met Lala at the colourful bus stop. Lol. Walked to the atrium bec we thought it was at the bookstore but it was closed. Called Nicholas and we realised it was at the Emart at HS block. ( CUE: HORROR. ) RARRRRRRRR. Climbed the horrible 75steps staircase cause we didnt know where the bloody lift that linked to HS was ! Lol. The vending machines saved our lives tho. I felt like I came up from a desert after that. Lol. I'm serious ! I wonder how I'm gna survive. )))):

Got our lecture notes. I got scammed. Lol. I thought there were only like two or three to collect and in the end, it was S-E-V-E-N huge&thick lecture notes ! Omg. Super heavy lah ! Zzzzz. Lol. Stuffed everything into my bag and I felt like dying bec I was heading to town after that to meet Mel ! )))): Sighs.

Went Nokia to collect my phone and I waited for a freaking 2hours. Like, what the hell. The customers today were super annoying bec they seemed to have alot of things to ask. So what was actually a hour wait, turned doubled. I almost fell asleep lah. Lol. And when I finally got my hands on my n80, I went mad. I love the phone. Its so cute leh. I think its right when they say absence makes the heart fonder. LOL. I'm totally she bu de the phone now okay ! Booooo. ): I dont want to trade it in ! But if I dont, I'll be broke ! )))): Lol.


Went to Borders after that bec Mel was stucked in the rain. Saw many pretty notebooks ! I'm gna get one of them I think. Lol. Will motivate me to do more notes. And I need a planner ! Lol. =DD Ayeee. Lots of stuff to get lah.


Walked over to far east after that to meet her and Dc and to cut hair lor. My bag was seriously killing me okay. I felt like I dislocated my shoulder or smth after I reached home. Lol. Bus-ed down to PS after that. Had early dinner/late lunch. Walked around abit and then we slacked at Starbucks for awhile before we left. Lol. Was about to board the train when I saw Ming and Ah Soon's msg. So I went over to centrept to look for them. Ate agn.. Lol. Talked rubbish. Lol. Ah Soon looks alot darker now leh. Lol. And the army-boy hairstyle fits him ! LOL. Took last train home with Ming and we totally regretted it. Lol.

Jarrel's haolian-ing FMS to me. And he's getting me hyped about it. Crazy. I gotta rmber I'm in HS. LOL.

Oh, I flipped thru the notes. Interesting. Really. I think I'm gna enjoy studying. Lol. Okay. Hahahaha!


I'M SUPPOSED TO WAKE UP AT 4 .3oam LATER AND ITS 2.32AM ALR. OMGGGGGGG.

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I Feel Horrible.


My throat hurts, My nose is blocked and my head throbs.

I think I'm coming down with a mild fever.


Rarrrrrrrrr.

)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):


And it doesnt help when HBO just finished screening Friday the Thirteenth P3. It totally sucks and I was practically laughing my ass off at Freddy. And the rest of the actors. Gosh, Thank God I wasnt born 2oyears ago. I wouldnt have been able to survive those movies. ):


Positive note : Met claudinechai for dinner today ! But we didnt stay out long because I was feeling horrible and she was lugging a huge bag from school & polo. Aww.


Have to make a trip down NP tmr. Estella called to ask me get our lecture notes tmr. Booo.

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Wow.

Kids nowadays are getting so...

Tech-Savvy.

I think I only used the comp for NEOPETS & MSN back in primary school.

Wow. Lol.

Anw, met up with Tw, Rw, Gm & Ming at town today. It was quite impromptu bec I didnt know we were really heading out until I woke up. Lol. So changed and all and went down to dover to meet Tw and Rw. Train-ed, waited for Gm at Cine. He was so late okay. Like almost an hour. zzzz. I was so hungry somemore. Why do the guys like to be late so much huh. Tsk. Lol.

Bought tickets for Freedom Writers, WE FINALLY WATCHED IT AFTER ENDLESS PROCRASTINATING. Lol. Went to Kobayashi to have early dinner. Ming came over then we went to the theatre. The show was pretty good. In fact, it was fantastic. Love the lines played. (:
Oh yeah, the movie felt pretty long. It was 2hours but it felt like it was more than that. It seems to just go on and on and on and you dont exactly know when's the ending coming. Lol. But still, a great flick lah. =D


Walked over to BK to eat after that. Too bored. Saw Colin, Ching etc. We left soon after that lah. Yeah. Train-ed with Ming and I was playing the burst-the-bubble game again. Its fun leh, but the mrt was quite hot, like no aircon. And so, I was distracted so I couldnt break the high score. Lol. Fine, I'm making excuses. Lol.



I feel like I'm achieving my goals of sleeping early. Lol. I slept at 1 the other day, around two plus three the prev or so. Lol. Good. I shall hit ten someday. Someday.


Face down's tune is like stucked in my head. Rarrrr.

OH, watch THIS if you have the time. Its so cute lah. Lol. Proves Chimps are better than dogs. Lol. I'm kidding.


I need to get back in touch. ):

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Everyone has a hurtful past.
Everyone has dark secrets.
Everyone doesnt know how to let go.

And its in You that we find liberation in.



Good song.
Must Have Done Something Right - Relient K.

I have a sore throat !

))))))):

-CROAKS

And the best part is, I'm still munching on Doritos. Hahah! Sometimes, I think I deserved what I get, seeking for trouble. Tsk. Lol.


I slept from an amazing 2pm till 7pm just now. Wonderful afternoon nap. (: Lol. I was up at 7.3oam today and I slept ard 3 plus the day before. Met Estella and Melissa(her friend) at NP bus stop and we went in search of LT20. Had some icebreaking thing then briefing and campus tours. Lol. The people seemed okay, we were talking to this group of people who were pretty funny and friendly. Lol. A little less intimidating. Hahaha. And omg, I think I'm gonna be sick from climbing all the stairs to HS block ! Rawrrrr. 75 steps in one staircase okay ! Can diezxzxzxzzxzxz. )))):

Shortcut from SIM so I think I'll just alight from there in the future. Lol. But there's still a hill to climb. Oh man. Dead.


Oh !


Hah. The Pig who keeps telling herself she's a Sheep.
Lol.


I think I have to start sleeping early this week to get myself prepared for school alr. =x
Was telling Estella that I will sleep by ten everyday, and so, If she sees me online, Its not me. Lol.

So yah, if you ppl see me online after ten, its not me ah. =p Lol.


I have cravings for fried rice now. =D

Once again, You showed me how things/events could be manipulated and fall into pieces so beautifully when it was initially a major disaster.
And once again, You showed me what it was like to trust you and learn what depending meant, all over again.

Am I glad that I'm back in your love. =DDDD


Amazing amazing amazing day today. Everything seemed so wrong from the start but it ended on a good note.
I know whatever I say right now wont be able to describe fully how I really feel about today but,

I Love You.
From the deepest end of my heart, I do.

You're the only miracle that I'll ever need, and You showed me so.

Church was awesome. Seriously. Youth turned out better than I thought and worship was just awesomely goood. =D

Heehee. It was a good Sat for today. Lol. ( I dont care that its after 12am now so I'm still gonna type for Sat, for now. )

I woke up near 3pm today cause it felt sooooo goooood to sleep in with the rain, though my brother was blasting How You Remind Me the entire time. -.- Lol.

Went out around 5 plus to meet Mel and I got so pissed off waiting for the bus. It took half an hour to come okay ! *&%W#&@$*@#($*!!! It normally just takes 1omins only lor, wahlao. I was about to cab alr when I saw the bus approaching. At a veryveryvery slow speed. Grrr. Felt like smacking the driver when I went up lah. Ayeee.

Met Mel, Dc, Dc's brother & sister at Bugis. His brother's birthday today so Dc wanted to treat him. Lol. Went to Edge, wanted Seoul but the queue was horrendous so we settled on Pastamania in the end. Oh yah! Dont ever try their tiramisu okay, I saw the waiter making them and he was sticking his finger into one of the cups and then licking his finger. ZZZZ ! Its damn disgusting lah ! And the fact that he knew WE were watching him lor. Yucks. So, you've been warned. Lol.

Had ham&sausage baked rice and it was good ! But Dw (the brother) didnt like it bec he said it was tasteless, and I actually finished mine. Lol. =x The prawn riso or smth didnt look appetising and Dl (the sister) said it wasnt either. Hahaha. Too tomato-ish I guess.

Walked around abit after that. The guys wanted to buy shirts so the girls started camwhoring and then all of us did. Lol. Walked to parklane after that to play pool (again)/billard since there wasnt any nice shows to catch also. Hah ! I found a partner ! Dl ! Lol. We're both rather amateurs in it so I felt better playing today. Lol ! Talked alot of nonsense also lah. Lol.

I took NR home today ! It was quite fast leh, not as bad as I thought. Lol. But I got down halfway to take 334. Hahaha. Cheaper mah. Lol.

Church in..... 9hours time. =DDDDDDD Wheeeeeee.

HAIR ! PLEASE GROW LONGER !! )))):

Psst. JDMA's getting sososo scandalous. And ahhh ! I'm only at EP6 ! I think Jarrel's done alr. Lol !


I NEED TO GO TO THE LIBRARY. Its a NEED, not a WANT. I will go tmr. I will. Yes. I will. zzzzz.


Hellomoto(: Lol.

I feel insanely GOOOOOOD today ~ Heeheeeeeee.

Labels: Bugis pastamania pool billard camwhore NR church library

Lazy to photoshop so yeah, sorry for the bad quality. Lol.