alright. i decidedd that somehow if i dont update, hanzhong might kill me. haha.

ahhs. piang. knuckles hurt a lot. swollen and redd le. and i think one my veins shifted a lil`. eeyer. X= punchedd a lot of stuff today. noticeboard. dustbin. wall. door. blahh. jiafu. hanzhong. claudine. duchen. haha. xp oops. was punching with jiafu during ss. he told me where the "dead" pts are. piangg. painn siah. we did it on each other. and we ended up wincing in pain. LOL. i think im addicted to punching stuff. gahh. xp

lessons were alright. cos i sat at my original seat. so i was crapping with jiafu. or rather we were fighting for the whole day. toothpicks. den punches. haha. eediot lahh. haha. but i kinda cheeredd up. ehhs. yeahs. eng was alright too. dont think i paid any attention muchh the whole day also lahs. see ? how to pass like that. so suck.

went jp with claud and the twins. yepps. wahh. darn touchedd cann. zhong&qi are like super nice lahs. talkedd and kaidao me. haha. and they suddenly talked in this CHIM CHIM thing. all the da dao li come out. den i went 0.0 haha. but yeahs, thanks lahh. yepp. walked around and stuff. saw chunyip. haha. den went library. and slacked. we gt scolded by the libraians anw. cos the 4 of us were doing pumping. right. dumb lahh. hahaha. xp

sighs. i still cant let go. tell me how stupid and loser i am. gah ! im like going mad any moment. ahhhhhh ! somebody change brain with me. i desperately want to stop dwelling on stuff. i need to regain my focus. like seriously lah. dont want to let the ppl around me down anymore. i dont want to see them getting worried over me. yeahs. i need to stand up and brace the harsh reality. would someone just pull me up from the hole ? i wish you wouldnt avoid. i wish u could just take up the courage and face me. cos i`ve decided to face you. so i dont wish to see you avoiding and shunning. pls ?

thanks to,
cas. for the chocs and letter. love ya ehs. (: pwesiddent chin too. for the encouragement today. seowli for the letter too. claudine for being my side. zhong&qi for the chimo words and advices, and doing so much stuff that i really laughed a lot today. jiafu for punching with me and fighting with toothpicks. mr yeo for EVERYTHING. pungent for the listening ear. darren for the eediot msges. LIMPEIRONG for being there. all and all, thanks everyone who has given me your support someway or another alright ? yeahs. and thanks ppl for tagging. im fine lahs. i`ll just need time like badly.