hmms. woke up super late this morning. 8 i think. and i had to be at yuhua by 8.3o. haha. chiongedd and dad sent me there. den realised that everyone locked outside cos the OM havent come. haha. so just marked attendance, ma`am briefedd us. gate was unlocked dden our trng started lo. hmms. first half wasnt good lahh. cos everyone like veh lethargic. and seriously, i wasnt even at my best. was feeling darn tired and my eyes were swollen. GAH. second half was better. haha. OH YAH. i just like realised alot of ppl like admire qiqi&zhongzhong can. got two of my juniors were gushing over them. hahaha. so gaoxiao. haha. see ? shuaii ppl are like that. =p hehh.

todae was last meeting at yuhua. one month break later and we will be back at nee soon camp. sighs. think the trng would be much much tougher le. sighs. jiayou to nhss guides ehh. we can do it derhhs ! ((: walked to bus stop with jinghui lixuan anqi yingxin and xueen. kinda had a talk with them. hmms. i guess they do like guides but its just the attitude of both parties bah ? -shrugs. just hope after the sec3s take over, things can be better ? yepps.

bigg rain after that. i went to mac to eat. so ke lian lahh. nobody wanna go with me. hahaa. =p hmms. thought a lot while eating. the auntie who served me was like nice. yeps. she was like enjoying her job and stuff. and that sparked me off.

how would most of us feel if we had parents who work at hawker centres or fast food restaurants ? i used to think that it`ll be quite embarrassing and stuff like that. but then agn, i guess im wrong bahh. looking at the auntie that served me today, its like it doesnt matter to her or wat lo. its like, its obvious that she really really out her heart and soul into the job lo. with every customer, her smile is just that ready for the particular person. and i couldnt help but admit that her attitude does brighten one`s day. i mean like i`d definitely prefer someone whos cheery to serve me then go for a attitude person right ? and while these people really do enjoy their job, even if its just a fast food restaurant job, they really put in their best lo. while we ppl just look down on those that work in those low pay jobs like cleaners and stuff. its like, we never really had the right to do so lo. at least they are contributing and doing a part for the society lo. so what rights do we really have to look down on these ppl. to pt and them and laugh and say what they no education so become like that. stuff like that. and i realised that it applies to the same with other races. what rights do we actually have to discriminate those indians and malays ? okae lah, maybe some of them really is those paikia types. but we cant like just because of them then condemn the whole race right ? i mean its like there are THOSE that do want to make others change their opinion of them, and they do their best and try their best lo. we should give them a chance and not discriminate and tease them instead. esp living in singapore where the majority race is chinese, they are alr like under pressure ? they have to fight for jobs, for education with us and also have to face jeers from ppl, like us , who dont understand. we really dont have the right to look down on them lo. they are also human, they are also on the same level as us. in fact, they are better in us. they dare to dream, they dare to face reality and prove us wrong. that they are capable and they will change our opinions of them. all the while they are trying to achieve equality, but how many times have we really given them chances and tried to understand them. whenever we see them, we shun and make comments. but to think we are not really better than them in any other way. just feel so ashamed after thinking it through. everyone deserves a better chance not to mention them. sometimes, we also like dont really think it through. i mean like, ppl around us say some stuff bout them, and straightaway think that they are that. its like we are just so easy manipulated and being influenced by the society. even though things dont happen on us, we still can condemn it because of hearsay. but how many times are all these hearsays true ? we never really bothered to found out the truth anw. we just wanna go by our own rules and that if someone says something, it must be that. if all of us gave everyone a chance, i guess this world could be better. and less discriminating ? its like discrimination is still veh much in this world. from newspapers its veh much clear i gues. even in sports its also the same lo. i think we should really control ourselves and think it through properly. like what rights do we have to look down on others ? are we better than them in the first place ? is it that hard to just give someone a chance ?

realised that most of the times, we only judge ppl. judge ppl by their appearances and stuff. that we see ppl as cleaners, driving a laopok car, wearing tattered shirts or those cheap cheap 3 for ten bucks shirts, we jeer and look down on them. but its like they dont deserve it lo. and we shouldnt just judge the book by its covers. who knows, the person who serve you at macdonald might be a millionaire ? he may just want the experience wat. nobody knows bout what will happen and stuff. you never know who might just cross your path someday. xp

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