damn. i dont know i was still capable of crying for you. i feel so drained out suddenly. i dont know whats gna happen next or wht im gna do nxt. yep. i am stunned & shocked by the news. i dont know now if its really a fact. i wont have the courage to ask u in the face too. but.. i really do wish its just a mistake. but if it aint... you know, after the tears rolled down, i wanted so much to tell myself that this will be the LAST time im ever shedding tears for you. its such a idiotic act of me to do so. i knew u wld get on well enough, but sighs. i dont know alright. damn. please. somebody, tell me this is just a nightmare. i can accept the fact that friends are just what we are, but i dont think i can take the fact of seeing u & her. i wld rather someone shoot me in the head, than to lose you all over agn...
hmms
the 1ooth post for this blog rather cool eh not bad afterall
school as usual today nothing much happen during school hours i guess claudine came to sit with me the whole day & we did have some fun guess its been rather long since we laughed so much tgt so much things have happened this year tht im really glad we pulled through all
stayed back after school to settle some of the campfire stuff with min wen & jas ate in school and jas left early due to some stuff so me min & wen started we timed the songs and everything in the circle in front of the guides rm and we realised that we still had a lot of time left so screwed huh everything is like so not prepared and the campfire is slight more than a week ltr we are so screwed sighs after timing went to look for mrs tan to talk about it and also to propose some ideas had a talk and decided to add more songs into the planner went down to the parade sq to sit and discuss after tht but half of the time we ended up gossiping about other ppl & yeah hannbin tried to make me go bugis with him but i wasnt feeling good so i declined sorry dude i owe u two favours then sorry ehs wen`s dad gave me & min a lift to lakeside and we took 98 hme i reached home and now im so drained of life tht i have just realised that this whole entry has no fullstops
* the hardest thing in life is to watch the one you love love someone else
yeah. its really hard. letting u go was painful enough. watching u love someone else, it would be 1oox the pain.
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