hmms.

how time really flies ehs. a blink of eye and the year is ending soon. sch's reopening in bout 2 wks time or so ? wow. havent really got any studying done yet even though im reminding myself everyday tht i have to. sighs- kinda running out of time soon ehs.

dont know wht to blog. but suddenly just felt like doing so. like trying to find the right words to say but always not successful ? guess im kinda feeling tht way. /:

people do change i guess. and its how they change tht shocks you, not the fact they did. im not actually sure if im making sense by tht. lols. but my main point is, everyone's pretty much finding people tht they havent really gotten close to this year and making up for the failed friendships and stuff. yes, sure they are heartening. but on the other note, lets all hope tht they haven forgotten about their present's ones too right ? not making references here, but it just suddenly struck me on a chord on whts going on in this world tht we live in. sometimes, we expect to find the person tht we speak to like only twice a year or smth to stay in a way we are familiar with for one whole year. and whn the nxt time we speak to them, we realised they`ve changed and we start to detest and develop signs of dislike & contempt for tht particular someone. but the fact is tht, who exactly are we to be judging these people ? we haven been exactly by their side for tht year and of cos, we dont know wht happen tht caused them to change. instead, we blindly develop those signs of dislike and starts condemning the person. not really fair isit ? hmms. 2005 been a really eventful year tht has made my eyes open even more wider and to be able to look at people around me with a more watchful eye. things and events had happened so much so i guess i`ve become much wiser and learnt how to accept things as they are as we move along with time.

but i guess, i`ll leave my closure entry for this year till some time later ehs. ;)