dangg.

mrFLU came bck to haunt me agn. ughh. was sneezing madly tdy agn. but luckily it didnt happen during the history test. lucky lucky. history test was do-able lah. just hope my facts and rules were right. dang. praise the lord for coaching me ehhs. :D

hmms. lessons.. were alright. maths was okay. i think possibility is really easy ! i like tht chapter. hahs. chinese had students' presentation frm cherry's grp. oh yah, morning was just uber sleepy lah. i was dozing off despite tht their presentation was nt bad. dang ` i woke up at 6.4oam somemore. was contemplating if i shld head to sch or cont sleeping. decided to do the former lah. hah.

anw.. had some surprise EL compo test also. topic was ' an ill-fated journey '. man, i think i wrote rubbish. hahaha. wht do u expect frm a sick person ! hahaha. and i think its super cool. cos ytd i was talking to anqi and i was telling her i kinda miss writing compo cos like so long nvr write le. and tdy got test liao. liew. telepathy ah. hahaha.

and tdy chem prac was super funny. our class was super clumsy lah. haha. claud and mich esp. i think they broke almost a set of apparatus. okay, nt the much. btu claudine broke a conical flask. and the nxt minute michelle broke another one while she was trying to save claud's burette. LOL. and i dont know wht she did but the claud's drawer came tumbling down also. hahaha. so i think the white tile was broken too. LOL. super gaoxiao. piang piang piang. /: haha. then xueying spilled her potassium magnate. and i spilled my chemicals also. HAH. freaky !

after sch had maths make up lesson. went through permutation&combination. funfun ! haha. i think its cool. LOL. i totally returned the whole concept to edmund alr lah. haha. then after the lesson went to guides room to help out in the painting. yups.

cabbed to lakeside with eewen & jarrel. decided to walk home frm there instead of catching a bus. wht a sudden thought to just walk. but i guess i needed it somehow. my mood just plunged straight down to 0 lah. besides, i needed a quiet moment with the Spirit. hmms, and i guess tht walk did me good. reflected on alot of stuff and realised there are quite a couple of issues tht have been bothering me for awhile. some of which i thought was long time thing and tht i have alr forgotten and let go of. guess it turns out tht i've been avoiding alot of issues all this while ehhs. hmms.

this year is really one hectic year too. i've realised tht i dont have much time after school start. no time to do wht i want to do, no time to hang out and catch up on my chics&babes, most impt, no time to talk to Him. its really bad cos its like im only praying whn i sleep and worshipping a mere 15mins in the morning, on the way to school. dang. and it doesnt feel good at all. hai. dont know leh, i need time somehow. i wanna get back to the Lord. i dont wanna feel so distant. even though i know He will never leave me, but sometimes i do feel like im alone. sighs. devil's playing me huh. but yeah, i'll get through this with His strength, since i've promised to depend on Him, i will learn to do so. even though things are gna be painful at times, but i'll cont on. all for Him. yupps.

sigh. guess this year been tiring alr. and its only jan. sigh.