whoo. i just watched HONEY on HBO. hahs. super super ultra ultra HOTHOTHOT. hahahaha ! very nice ! jessica alba was as usual, fugly hot. and the hiphop dances the kids did were superb ! hahs. i was bloody amazed pls. so cool siah. hahahaha. even my mom thinks so ! hehs. :D:D nice. try to get a cd of it sometime ppl ! its really sexay. -winks-

hmms. so ytd was cherry's birthday bash. went home after school to get a rest and dresssed before meeting claudine at jurong east. jas and her boy met us there too. yups. took mrt to bukit gombak and we cabbed down to the cafe tht cherry booked. so reached alr, went up lo. saw the birthday girl and zl. then talked talked. slacked around. haha. the night was alright lah. started slow actually. haha. cas qz me & claud slacked around in fours and was actually being abit anti. haha. cos we didnt know wht to say to the others. lol. there were then usual clique of cherry and some np-ians i guess. jarrel was there too. hahaha. then cas and qz left around 9 so claud and me rejoin the grp. yups. started playing dare or dare while eating pizza so quite alot of unlucky things happened to the couples around. hehh. -winks winks- but it was cute&sweet lahh. :D:D

LOL. then had a bit of games and stuff. yups. cherry's friend bought some vodka so we drank too. but i think claud&me drank quite alot cos the rest didnt want to. so we tried to finish it. haha. left around 11 cos claudine didnt want to reach home too late. yups. cabbed home and tht silly girl was going danggggggg alr. hahahaha. funny shit. reached home around 113o and watched tv before sleeping. frigging tired. gosh. LOL. /: but everyone was gorgeous tht night. yupss. :D:D

woke up at ard 1o3o this morning ? cos mom said grandma was coming so we had to wake up early. yups. she came around 11 and did wht she came for. i watched tv and did a lil' of hmwrk. wow. hehh. then she left and my aunt&me cabbed down to bishan for some family gathering of the aunties. -.- hahah. taught my lil' cousin composition ! sense of achievement. hohohoho. =p and i studied chem there too. hahs ! went j8 with mom&aunt after tht and finished my shopping for cny clothes ! yays ! left with accesories&shoes. lalalala. :D:D

bro's watching the new swordsmen show on chnU. tht one tht bryan wong is acting in. HAH. actually, he finished watching all 38episodes of it on vcd. darn fast. bout 3 days or smth. mad dude. but the show is rather sadist. i dont like the ending lah. but its a lil touching. aww. /: and the girls are prettay ! hahahaha. not bad lah.

aye. i think this entry is messy and dead. DANG `

i missed out on NYP's open hse ! darn. )): but im still bent on being a nurse. uhuh. mom tried to dissuade me today but nopes, no chance. I WANT TO BE A NURSE ! actually, the desire has been coming strong recently. i donno why. hmms, strange but i really cant wait man. hahs. maddzxzxzxzx. :D:D

you know, i realised suddenly tht this world is really unfair. and it really SUCKS sigh- like in a lot of places, its just so.. different. ur whole live depends on WHERE u are born and WHO u are. if u happen to be lucky, u get to be born in some good family in some good place. but if u aint, u'll prob be born in some not so well-to-do family, in some not good country ? and perhaps for the rest of ur life, u will prob just be despised u know. its like.. so lowly tht kinda feeling. shuckks. its freaking unfair lah. like, why do some ppl get to have all the good things in the whole of their life while some people, no matter how much they wish for a simple thing, they will nvr get it in their whole life. or to even see it. and the worse thing is tht u know even when all these are going on in our everyday life, nobody actually bothers or feel a single thing except for a couple here and there. and tht u know how much helpless some people are but u cant do a single thing to help them ? tht kinda feeling ? sigh. its a sad sad world yeah. some people cant get a simple thing in their whole life while others spend their life extravangantly. i dont know why i suddenly felt this way, but yeah, the world sucks. this world sucks. but i know He put me here for a reason, so im just gna strive for Him. everything just for Him. yups. cos He's the only one tht gives me all tht i need.. and want. (:

i guess im gna start appreciating & loving the things around me.. before i lose them. :D