OMG.

i typed a whole lot of stuff and blogger just failed me. -screams and tugs hair in frustration-

ARGH. i dont care, im gna do a brief one. ARGHS.


ok. i know i havent update for ages and my blog's like turning stagnant, in fact i think it is alr. /: haha. but yeah, apparantly mum wanted to make my brother study instead of being so obsessed to the comp, so she shut off the connection. but, i guess my brother's whining is really of some power and she connected it back to shut him up. seriously, i think he's not gonna pass his exams this year if he doesnt wake up lah. sighs. cant be bothered about him either. hai.



well, so the holiday has come and gone. havent really done any effective studying during the hols mainly because was down for quite a number of stuff. and yeah, glad things are pretty much settled alr so, i need to focus on my studies alr huh. anyone free for library visits ? :D haha. yeah, thought alot during the hols and somehow, straightened up my thinking huh. yeah. thanks to the Almighty Lord of course. :D yeah.

these 2 days have been rather good, perhaps because i was in a good mood. :D haha. decided to try my best and make every single day a beautiful one because its a gift from God. :D yups. so i wanna be happy and praise him in every situation of my life. :D and im actually glad i've done so because i realised i have more smiles than before for these 2 days ! :D:D especially with people around me huh. im starting to see people in a different light altogether and im glad tht God placed them around me ! :D loves. <33 :D hehs.


anw, had guides ytd. eewen cld only come down after 4 because of the new timetable. ahh. /: so yeah, had to take the total defence lessons for the sec1s with jiayi instead. did the whole lesson impromptu because there were many unforseen circumstances. i guess that was the first time i spoke so much sense without planning. hah ! jk lah. =p hehhs.
after tht had amazing race planned for the juniors ! so cool lah. sec4s were in charge of the stations and yeah, i guess they enjoyed themselves quite alot too ehh. :D

ohh. was also notified that we'll be stepping down on april 17th. thats like less than 3weeks from now ?! cant u even imagine that ? 3 more meetings and we're officially done with guides. 3 more weeks and the sec3s are in charge alr. sighs. i dont know, but i guess most of us are rather unwilling to step down. not because we crave for the power or authority or any of such superficial stuff, but rather its because we have not achieved the goals we've set out for guides. so there's this disappointment that comes to us whn we realised we have not made an impact on guides with all our unfufiled goals. so.. yeah. but owells, nothing last forever. everything's gotta end someday right ? yups..


hmmmms. been catching a number of shows recently too. yeah.


ahh well. forget it. i've alr forgotten wht i wanted to say, so i shall end this entry.

till then !