you know how sometimes u look back at ur past and marvel at how silly u could get ?

yeah. things i thought i wld nvr do? haha. i realised i did it all in the past.

what a laugh.


and now, i wonder if i shld still allow u to come and go in my life..
i wish i cld tell you to stop and maybe just break off connections,
but you know,
i think i care too much about this friendship to do so.
and to you : i wonder if you cared.


am reading this book ew recommended me to get. nicholas sparks' a bend in the road.
this particular line in the first paragraph just justified that the decision to heed her advice was right. (:

In life, there are seldom clear-cut beginnings, those moments when we can, in looking back, say that everything started.

yeah. good one there.

its the fifth day into the new year alr..