the times when we would sleep in class, regardless of how many times the teacher would knock on our tables ;
the times when we pissed chng or leebk off and then be that satisfied ;
the times when we would go to the toilets after recess because you would need it(esp after vitasoy) or before a maths exam ;
the times when we would spent 98983423years inside the toilet gossiping or washing your hair ;
the times when we would freak each other out before getting results, saying things like if you failed or if i did and the horrible consequences that followed but most of the times, we just got away fairly fine ;
the times when we mouthed to talk in our own ways, our communications ;
the times when we played hangman in class and edmund was so speechless with us doing so ;
the times when we nearly tugged our hair out or almost screamed in class when we couldnt cope with MATHS/CHEM ;
the times when we camwhored in class & dragging almost anyone near us with it ;
the times when we would spent time on the benches saying absurd stuffs and doing silly antics just to brighten our days up ;
the times when we would judge the juniors and laugh them at the way they try to act like they are the big shots while we tried to pass on the facts that we were once so-them ;
the times when the both of us were just in the bitchy mood and would bitched about people around us, no matter what they did or done ;
the times when we would skip lessons and decide to go home early ;
the times when just a simple look or glance can make out what we want to say ;
the times when we would quarrel & then kiss and make up ;
the times, simply when you & i can be so silent yet still be able to know what the other is thinking about ;
i miss the good old times ):

Girl, you aint the only one worried about our friendship, that even if we do meet up regularly, i know somehow the both of us are scared that one day, this relationship between us will just dissolve into something less familiar, less intimate and more of just a commonality, that the both of us wont be special anymore, not in our own ways, that we're afraid we're replaceable. that we'll be unwilling to agree that the topics between us are becoming lesser and the things we tell each other are more of just obligations instead of excitements. i know.

but after so long,
i realised my fears and yours equally, are unfounded.
because i know that no matter how things goes, how time & distance seems to be separating us, you're irreplaceable.
because i still wanna know what goes on in your life, your crushes & scandals, the people that pisses you off, the ones that make your day, ANYTHING.
we have this special bond between us called sisterhood.
& i know we'll go even further in life than we ever thought this special bond between us could last.
you will always be my best friend/best sister/best confidante.
love. =D

when nostalgia works its magic '
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okay. i finally posted the letter back to np after endless procrastinating. man, i still have my med check up to do. shitzxz. ):



hmmmm. life's relatively well for now. am contemplating if i shld get a part time job since i have like a month to kill. then again, its not easy leh. lol.


should i get a nokia phone or a samsung one or a motorola one ? sony ericsson's ones aint too tempting to me right now so.. i dont know. i dont feel like getting a temp. phone cos i know i'll miss my n80 even more worse. sighs. we'll see, we'll see..


i wanna watch mrbean ! (:



and ataris's cheyenne line is nice =DDD hahaha.