' We deny that we're tired, we deny that we're scared, we deny how badly we want to succeed. And most importantly, we deny that we're in denial. We only see what we want to see and believe what we want to believe, and it works. We lie to ourselves so much that after a while the lies start to seem like the truth. We deny so much that we can't recognize the truth right in front of our faces. 'true, yes ?
went out to meet mel (!), like finally, just now. havent seen her for a couple of days alr and im not used to it. haha. she's back in TYLC which is good bec it might mean she aint going aust ? lol. but owells, im sure she'll be fine. she'll do it this time round lah (: LOVESSSS. heh.
so anw, we walked from heerens to fareast bec she wanted to check out some tattoos shops. yeah ! she's getting a tattoo. heh. like omgzxzxzx, went to this shop at far east and the designs are so freaking pretty, i was so tempted to do one also lah ! but... im not even legal. sighs. maybe.. next year ? haha. the designs are really really really good, ( so is the artist ! =p ) and boy, its nothing like those chao ahlian types okay. its genuinely good. hahaha ! okay. stop.
got a couple of accessories too, then walked over to mcCafe. haha. it seems like our favourite hangout nowadays. lol. so we talked/caught up/got high & went mad while waiting for dc ! i like him, really. im serious. he's waayyyyy better than AHEM. =DD hahaha. so he got us drinks and we talked nonsense, played songs and acted like we owned the place. hahahahah !
oh ! there were policemen interrogating some guy but i cldnt make head or tail and i was afraid they might catch me bec it was after 11pm alr and im still underage so i decided to act like i didnt care, when i really did want to know what was going on. lol. OEI. dont tell you wont be interested okay ! lol. =D
& i received a sms from jaymond this morning regarding some asshole. oh man, seriously, GET A LIFE. GROW UP. DO SOMETHING. BE MATURED. i cant believe you're saying such stuff even though its near 2 years since we broke up. -.- amazingly idiotic. u surprise me sometimes. gosh.