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Dont hang up on me ;
cause I'm hung up on you '

AHHH. I LOVE. LOVE. LOVE. this song ! =DDD Heehee.


I'm a happy girl today !

- Dad was surprisingly home today bec I thought Taisoon operated as usual on P.H. ( RIGHT MEL?) Lol. But it was still great to wake up and see him around the house. =DDD
-Vivo-ed with Mel, Dc and Claudinechai(: ! =DD And that was pretty much sufficient to make my day, ALOT. Lol.

Went harbourfront to meet Mel and Dc first bec Claud wasnt arriving yet. Went to Montip and got a couple of stuff. Mel wanted to get some shoes because her new ones were biting her. Lol. Claud called and we headed over to Carls Jr for dinner. Mel says that we should never go to Carls Jr on the first date. Lol. Totally agreeable, its so freaking unglam okay. Lol.

Camwhored there with Claudinechai(: then we went on seperate ways with Mel and Dc for awhile bec Claud wanted to look for her sports apparel. Yup. That girl's in waterpolo now. Lol. Cool shit. Hah. Walked and walked until my legs were so tired. Called Mel and went to meet her and we sat on the cute green seats to rest. Lol. Did a prayer since it was afterall Good Friday ! And omg lah, Holy Spirit was ultra ultra ultra strong okay. Was trembling alot when Mel prayed for me. And yeah, I could feel Him around and with me and that made my day even more ! Havent had such a great feeling for a very long time alr and it was so gooooooood. (:
Lol. Mel was saying she was afraid that I might do deliverance and we were both praying deep down to God telling him not at there because.. it wasn't easy lah. Lol. I figured that God has his plans on me in funny places, most of them in which I'm really unprepared and all. Lol.

Mel had a sudden craving for Haagan Daaz so we went. Had some Bailey Irish Cream drink and it fantabulous okay ! Lovesssssss. I like the feeling I get after drinking Bailey's. Lol. Its the only alcoholic drink I love so much and that I can drink forever. Its so damn good. Heehee.
Insane talks and much laughter after that, especially with Claudine around. Aye, I love that girl lah. Lol.


We wanted to play pool after that but Claud couldnt be home late so we decided not to instead. 97-ed home ! =DDD And then we just talked about.. people. Its always a sad thing to realise how much people change after they move on to the next phrase of life. People you thought you knew well enough, turning into someone you are unable to recognise/comprehend and soon enough, they're just.. strangers. Its really sad and you feel worse because you know there's nothing you can do to change the fact and that all is left are just jumbled memories and fun times. Sighs.


I wanna do something great. Not like a nobel prize invention type of great but just.. Satisfying the innerself and emotions type of great. Life can be pretty boring sometimes. You know, Lol.
And I have crazy thoughts recently. Like getting a tattoo. Or cutting my hair shortshort when I have waited so long for it to get to where it is now. Or dying my hair colour to something radical and drastic ( read : blue/purple/orange ). Or to go rob a bank. Or to buy a really expensive item, only to just display it around the house. Or to just drink alot and while away time, act like a total looney.
But.. they're just thoughts right ?


School's starting in around a week or so. Wow. How time flies. Now I really need some luck to ensure I meet some nice human beings. Gahhh.




Can I immerse myself back into the past,
Cause I really miss depending on You.
I wish I could find the courage to come crawling back
& I would give up anything in the world to get that feeling back.

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