A sudden stab of emotions running amok.
I'm not, I'm not, I'm NOT supposed to feel this way. Its not right that I'm feeling so overwhelmed after knowing it. I'm not supposed to feel anything at all. I'm not supposed to feel like I've stumbled upon something when its so evident to see. I shouldn't be reeling in from all the after effects. None of what's happening is right because I'm not supposed to care in the first place.
So tell me,
Why do I feel so bad. Like there's thousand and one knives stabbing right into my heart, right now. Like I feel I cant breathe. Like it seems that this overush of emotions are clouding my judgement so much I can't think properly, can't think straight.
Life's really messy nowadays.
I can't seem to reign a proper hold over my own feelings. They feel like they aint mine anymore.
THIS SUCKS.
Labels: Your happiness ; My pain.