Yeah. I'm feeling better. Thanks for all the concern and sms-es/calls/msges. You people are the love. (: I guess I somehow should explain a little to ease your concerns and all. Well, Thank-you(s) to many and I apologize to those that I didnt reply immediately cause well.. lets just say it wasnt exactly the right time and besides, I dont know how to broach the topic either. But yeah, Life's manageable now, a little more breathing space for all of us and I dont feel like the world's crashing so much alr. Things aint perfectly perfect right now, but its fine. Fine for us to live and breathe a little more.


And sorry again, for all the prev emo posts. I didnt want it since I always thought I could handle stuff well but this came as a majorMAJOR unpleasant surprise which really caught me off. However, life's like this and its such a bitch that you can do nothing except to really accept the tough challenges it throws indefinitely at you.

Okay, So enough of that and I shall move on. (:


Liverpool rocks totally. Every now and then you do get despondent at the way they play bec you know they CAN win the match but they just throw it away. So I was really glad to see Pool give their almighty best ytd against chelsea and screw Mourihno because it was so evident and clear cut obvious that liverpool was so the better team okay. They dominated play, pressed on aggresively and got what they deserved. The RED hot Reds. Anfield was wonderful. And now, its just one more final step and I'm reeeeally looking forward to it. =D


Had some library amazing race thing today and it was shit lame. Lol. Like a total waste of time but it was nice bonding around also lah. Lol.


Nothing exceptional today cause school was fun as usual. MelH is supersupersuper funny. Lol. I cant stand her lah. She says the most randomest things on earth and has 4 split personalities. Still say my Thomas and Jerry. Awful. Lol. But it was fun joking and playing around with them cause I love P1O alot ! Lab was unusually fine and we played around with microorganisms and made fun of tcher's accent. ((: PTennnnnnnn ! Lol.


Oh right. So many people were wearing the Reds jersey that I felt so envious ! Should have wore mine too. Esp after ytd's honourable win. Wahah.



Went to bugis to meet Mel and co. while carrying 5kg worth of books. I swear my arms almost broke. Lol. Got a top and new shoes and I train-ed home alone after that cause I was too tired to carry on walking with them alr. Lol.



There's fencing tmr ! I hope its gna be.. fun. Lol. And JarrelTan wants me to go back to NH with him tmr to EAT lunch (?!?!) and collect the certs too. And then back to NP to rot and wait for ccas to start. Stupid guy. He better carry the books for me cause he dont allow me to go home to put my stuff ! Rawr.



I read this in a mag and I thought it made absolute sense :

We dont like to admit it but we do derive some sort of sick pleasure watching someone fail. Maybe we're inexplicably drawn to that split second of vulnerability just before they are lost completely.
Maybe we just take comfort in the fact that we're not the only ones screwing up all the time.



Thats all for now.