♥ So baby I will wait for you, 'Cause I dont know what else I can do

New layout! Photobucket died on all of us so I decided to change the whole layout. Okay. I dont feel like exactly satisfied with the layout somehow so.. I might make changes over the next few days (Or probably do another one all over agn =/). Lol.

SO... I know I havent been blogging for quite some time but I just didnt have the mood to blog and all. Lol. Alright, I will try to recap what happened for the past few days then.

Uhhh. Exams ended on thurs and AAP was just shit because the test format was so freaking easy and it frankly just wasted alot of our time studying all those chimo stuff because all that came up was really simple ideas and logics. -.- Everyone was like #*$&#($# when we came out of the LT. Hahaha. But owells, that's all for CT and I hope I can get some decent grades! =8)
We had truthordare again after that. But it was boring compared to the last game we played. Maybe it was the mood, maybe it was the weather blah blah blah. It just wasnt right at all lah.

Friday. Didnt have to attend school cause it was supposedly the start of holidays. Went to meet Sya at Jurong Point and we got Pramod's birthday present. Got him a spongebob pen & a patrick toy. Lol. Damn gay lah. Hahahaha. But he's a spongebob fanatic so.. -shrugs- Lol. Trained down to Paya Lebar to meet him after that and passed him his present. (: Lol. Forbid him to open the present until it was 12am. Lol. 135-ed to ECP and we walked for like an hour before reaching the goddamn-far-F pit. Took pictures and lazed around since we were like 2hours early.
Waited for the GLs(delegatesssss) to arrive and everyone was just fashionably late. Lol. One of the GLs came over to ask us to help carry stuff cause nobody was there yet and they were shorthanded. Realised that there was this angmoh family who was occupying one of our pits so they traded a bag of charcoal to get our pit back since they had already started the fire. Lol. BBQ-ed, ate, and made friends :D


Left around 930pm and we walked an hour back again. -.- Stopped midway to admire the stars. I swear the stars that day were damndamndamn pretty!!! Like super clear sky and lots of twinkletwinklelittlestars =8)))))))) Heehee. Cabbed home with Sya from Paya Lebar because we figured it would be too late if we took the train. And the uncle was just... funny. He was hungry so he kept complaining throughout the whole journey and telling us where he was going to head to eat. LOL.

Stayed home on sat because bestfriend wasn't feeling well. ))): Its okay! I'll see her this sat at Redrain then. Heehee.
Went to kallang for dinner with fam. Dad brought us to this Aston's restaurant/cafe and the food was reaaaaaally good. Like there were long queues and all but I guess its because the food was nice and affordable lah. Heehee. And after that, Bro & I were like trying to figure out how to go there ourselves because its quite a nice place to chill and hangout! Lol. But too bad, all the buses are like so alien-ic. Rawrrr.

Sun, nothing much.


And today! First day of attachment! (: Well, in all, everything went really well and I quite enjoyed myself. Caused nobody's death(SEE THIS GUANGMING! Lol.) and the staff nurses were nice! =8) Kinda missed p10 though but I'm glad my group people are rather sociable too lah. Heehee.
But, its still madness having to go all the way there before 825am. ANDANDAND, there's trng tmr! So imagine, I have to rush all the way back to NP frm TPY. Sighs. )))):


Hmms, what else... Oh. I think... I've grown up quite abit. In my thinking lah, not physically. I can't grow anymore I know, and I'll forever be a shortie. Fine. =/

But I digress. So, I think I have matured in a way in thinking and viewing things. And sometimes, I realise that it might not be a good thing afterall. Cause you starting seeing things in another light and you realise it aint all so pretty as you thought.
Sighs. I dont know. I miss quite alot of things. I miss childhood, I miss innocence. And recently, memories keep surging back into me and I can't help but feel regretful about things I should/shouldn't have done. And it has all come to a point you know that as much as you try, you can't have those times back. Even with the same scenerio and people, the feeling would probably be quite different. That despite rewinding the scenes as much as you like wouldn't help anymore. And quite sometime later, you become numb to all these.

Sighs.

I miss God. I miss going to church/cell. Things might not be that actively going on right now because many things has happened. To us, to them. I still love God, I still have faith. But sometimes, I'm really afraid. Afraid that when I call out one day, He wouldn't be there for me anymore. Times that I feel ashamed that I only come before Him when I need Him and when things all go fine and high, I leave him and indulge in myself. It really hurts when all the truth are laid right in front of your naked eye, and you see, How many hurtful things you have done & all the empty promises lay broken at your feet.
But this time, Its different. I'm setting a new goal, a new commitment. And now no matter what, I'll tell myself, I believe more than ever in You.

I miss Claudine/Melissa. I miss the times we laughed so much and by that I actually mean genuine, from-the-heart types of laughter. Not those Oh-something's-funny kind of laughter. I miss the times when all 3 of us can sit down and enjoy a cup of drink and talk anything under the sun, make digs at one another knowing that each of us wouldn't take it to heart, all the hugs, praying and smiles. I miss time lost and I really hope that someday, we'll still be able to do so. I know its probably going to be rather hard because at this point of time, all of us are going into a new phase of life. New schools, new friends, new lifestyles, new commitments.



But girls, I'll be forever here for you two, because I know I can never meet another 2 girls who will make me laugh/giggle/cry/angry like the both of you. And in a way, we're special because of this.
Love. :D:D


And quite simply, I still think of Nanhua time to time. The stupid stuffs we do, the songs we sing no matter how old it is, the times when everyone gangs up against the teachers, the moments when we would all panick during tests/exams and find a simple way out but we all made it that far still, the laughter we shared, the hard times we survived and of course, the company we all had.




Boy, what a long post. I guess that is what happen when you go MIA too long. Lol.

WENBING slipped on a banana skin @8:45 PM