♥ Sunday, June 24, 2007
♥ What makes you different is that you're beautiful
I suddenly feel... happy&sad. sad&happy. I don't know. I feel weird. =/ RAWRRRRRRR.Time's passing.. fast yet slow. In a week's time, Mel's getting married and I'm gonna look at her from another point of view alr. No more lateeeeeeee nights(probably still but not as frequently alr) and yeah, I can't wait for my Godchild to come out and see the world. =)) I miss school. Really. I miss sleeping in lectures, I miss buying bread, I miss the drinks, I miss the stupid jokes and random stuff we say as we walked from lecture to lecture. I miss the class, sometimes.I wonder if I really do know how to prioritise. It seems easy back then to just say, 'Oh its okay I can try to make time for this. And then I'll go on that on (insert)days.' & 'We'll meet on (insert)days and we still have (insert)days to find time with'. Truth is, I'm not even sure of my schedule anymore and whether everything would even go half as smooth as I thought. Hah.Besides, the post attachment thoughts are bugging me. Rawr. I know I'm probably not the only one who feels this way but after the attachment, I really wonder if I have the faith in myself to be a nurse. I won't drop the course (despite my many nonsense. Lol) but nursing does take more than what I expected. Its not about the dirty work that we have to do, not about the many patience/emotions and all but just frankly, just about the faith I have in myself. Sighs. I know God will help and as long as I trust in Him, things will be fine. But i guess.. I just need more encouragement. More confidence and belief. Sighs.The worst part is, its not just the course that I need faith and confidence in. Same goes to trng, same goes to life. Booo.And I miss all the familiar people in my life. All the familiar stuff we could do with our eyes closed. All the familiar touch and laughters. Somehow, you just know that some things in your life are irreplaceable. You know, I really wonder if I read too much into stuff or think too much sometimes. Its not exactly good for the mental state but then again, its all these small little thoughts that keeps me going, that keeps me looking forward. So there, it might not be a bad thing afterall. I just need to excercise little more.. self-control I guess. Strong brave facade.Vulnerable though. Damn, this is getting far too emo. Hah.Sidetrack; Recently.. I think I'm quite easily irritated. Hahaha. I was pissed at the ***s some weeks back, and I was/am irritated at * and * still. HAHAHA. But I can't help it sometimes. Its just the many questions they keep posing that really makes me frustrated and wonder aloud. Hahaha. Okay, nobody will get this except me so I shall stop.Alright. Normal blogging right now. Lol.Woke up pretty early today! Bro went back to camp around 6 or so because he had guard duty for 24hrs today. Heehee. Headed down to Mel's house after that because we were supposed to be there to see some event. Brought my Picoult book over and finished it there, talked a lil' then we left because I got reaaaallly bored. Haha. Dad drove us to Vivo. Shopped abit, walked around, had Haagan Daaz! =8)))) The Sex I swear. Its soooooo goooood. Haha. Too bad they don't offer banananananas as topping already. Banananas goes well with icecream! Bwahaha.Dad got Mum earrings from Swarovski because she didnt want the ring and the staff there are damn cute. Hahahah. Had dinner at Kim Gary and Dad was quite pissed off because they cheated him. He ordered Ribs noodles or something but it turned out that to them, Ribs were actually pork chop so it was no difference from calling Pork noodles but the price differed about 2bucks or so. So yeah... its kinda bad lah. Sort of like cheating or something eh, cause.. Its just really pork chop. Lol. =/Walked around more and then we headed home! (:I got more books yesterday! YAY. Had Sakae with brother and we were chiong-ing for all the soft shell crabs. Lol. And Surf's Up is not bad! I loveeeeee penguins! I wanna live in Pengu Island too. HAHAHA. & boy, I hope the movie outing on Tues work out. I reaallllly wanna watch Ocean. >:((((((((PEOPLE, GO LISTEN TO LIFEHOUSE'S NEW ALBUM. IT SO ROCKS. LIKE THE WORLD OKAY. I SWEAR :D:D:D:DTHINGS TO DO:- WATCH OCEAN13! =8)- Finish the booookssss and go back for more. :D- Prepare/decide whatever I need for Mel's wedding.- Tell Claud asap about the details.- Start on the projects and meetups before the deadlines looms nearer and nearer. ):- Go to the beach! =8) I badly need a tan. Hahahaha.- Update my mp3, the songs are boringggggg me. - Get a new bag, a bigBIGbig one.
- paint the nails. HAH. bloody random.
- Stick to the runs. - Start fufiling promises.
WENBING slipped on a banana skin @9:47 PM
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